What was sort of the triggering event For you I'll never forget the the Decision where it's like if I don't do Something to claim my life that this Could be you know tragic I was skeptical You mean suicidal you're going to commit Suicide He was going to commit suicides what he Just said Uh you know I know it was I was you know Kind of like no no I don't really belong Here or whatever but I'll you know give It one last chance so he's implying he Was suicidal went into treatment and he Looks like he's on various meds meds That have side effects like suicide and Depression and hallucination God knows What else he said he couldn't understand People and he can't speak And he's a senator So let that sink in for a little
