Journey 155

Okay greetings brothers and sisters Today is Saturday August 17th this video Probably won't be up till Monday if I Keep with the regular schedule here and So um I got an epic comic I want comment I want to start with of course you know My traditional things I have to say not A traditional but new thing I'm saying Um I just released this video must see Low functioning people in the Apocalypse uh catchup gate and there There's much more Here katchup gate and Kamas and wal's Bizarre interview and so Um there was a comment somebody just Left see if I can know here here it is Um see if I can find it here that's not It the person Wrote Paul's oh I missed oh how I missed You bless you and your family and so This is again all these people are being Notified because YouTube is you know not Shadowbanning me as much and so again The um ways to let YouTube know that You're still interested in my channel is Leave comments it can be just something As simple as a you know one emoji or Whatever it might be liking the video I Think is probably the biggest thing and Then um other things you can do sharing And on social media and then you know Just in terms of promoting the channel There's a there's merch which I should Be mentioning more often now and there

Is a membership program and of course um Subscribing resubscribing hitting the Notification button all the things you Have to do bookmark in the channel you You have bookmarks and pretty much every Browser if you bookmark the channel uh You know all my channels but at least The main one then you can find it later On if you they stop sending you Notifications or whatever because Sometimes the search engine doesn't Should lead you to my channel which Bizarre but you know I'm the pockets of The future like original original and Biggest pockets of the future out there Right this is my my term and you know There's been other people who used it For various reasons in the you know but It was my You original term and then um I have the most subscribers and the Longest standing you know Channel and All that and yet YouTube sometimes Doesn't allow people to find it so I Think that's happening less and less now But you know before people couldn't find The channel but anyways there's this Epic comment I want to get to here first And then um the rest of these things Here and so the person writes here let Me make this a little bigger the person Writes this is what happens when Agnostics and atheists attempt to Enlighten the rest of us you get this Kind of nonsense in my video Trump Elon

Exposed the lies behind ketchup gate and Band-Aid gate God is real and there is No Divinity in you If there were we would have found it by Now and the world around us wouldn't be In the state it's in um well people find The Divinity within them all the time It's just that they don't they don't um Cultivate a relationship with it right But for a person to say God is real but There's no Divinity within you is the Stupidest thing ever right because God Is real then there has to be Divinity Within you like like this is just Dumbass religious off that people don't Even know the the the teachings of their Religion okay so just a little bit of a History here um the Bible the original um line first line of The Bible in the begin beginning God Created the Heaven and the Earth so Pretty much everybody acknowledges in All these different religions that God Is the creator right God is the creator Also God is the father so You know the God not as the mother as Much God both the father and the mother But mostly the father and the Christian Religion right so in the Christian Religion in the beginning God created The Heaven and Earth that's King James Bible First Line in the Bible right the Second one is God said let us Father Son And the Holy Spirit make Mankind in our

Image after our likeness well is Everyone going to look like the um Father Son and the Holy Spirit or the Father son the Holy Ghost well if if He's talking about the Holy Ghost that's A soul right and so the Holy Spirit and So making everybody in their image is um Not that you're all going to look like Jesus like everyone's going to look like Jesus everyone even women are going to Have a beard and you know they're going To have long hair and look like Jesus Right I mean that's the Jesus of the the Bible not the real Jesus right the real Jesus was Jewish and lived in the Middle East and wasn't didn't look like a you Know a blue-eyed European guy so in the Catholic tradition which is the original Christian religion Our Father who art in Heaven Hallowed Be howow Hallowed be thy Name um you know Catholicism was the Original religion and Christians forget This like I get Christians who say oh You're you were raised Catholic not Christian well you know the Protestant Religion so there is a question here From uh Google which is older Catholic Or Protestant the Catholic church is the Oldest of the two groups as the modern Church was founded when it split from The Eastern Orthodox Church in 1054 so that's 1,54 years after Jesus Was born right so Catholicism was the Original religion and all the teachings

That came from Catholicism migrated over To the Protestant you know the Bible and Of course it was edited and changed and These things right and so in the Catholic tradition in in the Bible it Talks about God is the father and so if God is the Creator and the father then What did you create some piece of crap You're some piece of crap all the people Are sinners he created all these Sinners And that's on God right then you you you Don't suck God sucks if God didn't Create you know if there's no God in you There's no Divinity in you then how Could you know you be created by God How's God your father cuz God is all of Our father not just Jesus's you know That was a problem with the this BS Teaching they try to perpetrate on or They successfully perpetrated on all the Christians that Jesus Christ was God's Only son when Jesus talks about our Father it's all of our fathers right Because there's no only son they just Made it that way because it gave them a Sort of a you know Monopoly on heaven And all these things right and that they Could you know you know push this agenda Because of this narrative but God is our Father all of our fathers and so Everyone knows that Biologically your father your you know Your that line of genetics is inside of You right like in terms of when you're

Your biological dad your father and That's part of who you are but if you Grow up with like a stepfather like Joseph or whatever you know Joseph was a Part of Jesus right because your parents You integrate them into your etheric Your psychological makeup and all these Things right and so God is a part of you Because you know you think about God you Know about God you read about God you Feel love which is God and that's a part Of you so God is already inside of Everybody so somebody saying like this Stupid ass comment right I mean it's Just really sad and pathetic right that This person would think this this is What happens when agnostics and atheists Attempt to Enlighten the rest of us you Get this kind of nonsense God is real And there is no Divinity in you I mean That's the saddest thing ever like how Could God be real and there be no Divinity in you right you have no Divinity there's nothing that's that Comes there's no part of you that's the Divine creator that created you of Course there is he's your Divine father Right and there's a soul like your Religion believes in a soul and again The soul came from ancient in India it's Called the Atman the Atman is the a much Better word in Sanskrit right beautiful Word And so the original uh word for soul was

Otman and that was discovered in terms Of the modern human beings like 200,000 Years ago like before the maah barata Which was 5,000 years ago right they Want to make Judaism the oldest religion And I started to research this maybe 10 Years ago and I said you know what's the Oldest religions and it said Judaism Came before Hinduism but the mar barata Was 5,000 years ago before Judaism even Started and the maata was the second Incarnation of Krishna or another Incarnation of Krishna there's been like 10 of them and the Ramana Rama was an Earlier one that was like 100 to 200,000 Years ago and there's these ancient Teachings the vadas and things and That's where the soul came into Existence the Atman and so the idea of The soul and the soul is the Divine Essence that manifests your ego your Your mind your brain your your Consciousness And also your physical body right and so The soul which is called the causal body You know comes from the etheric world And manifests a physical human being Right and so the soul is divine and so We all have Divinity within us how can You believe in a soul and say there's no Divinity within you your soul is what Your soul isn't an ego your soul isn't Human you know your soul is the essence Of your you know your etheric being that

Animates your physical body and so how Sad it is that somebody would believe in God and not believe that there's Divinity within you and saying we would Have discovered it and fixed these these Issues that's just the opposite Divinity Was you know was manifest when you're First born when you're an innocent baby Right everyone loves babies right babies Are pure and innocent because they're Pure Soul their egos and their some Scaras their past Impressions from Previous existences their personalities And things haven't formed yet and you Know they're Divine and their innocence As a you newborn baby and then they just Get shittier and shittier after that Right you get more egotistical you get More selfish you get more me me me me me I I I I I and you forget about the Divinity within you right but people do Have moments of course Saints and higher Developed Souls they have you know People who have worked on this Connection to to the Divinity within Them there's been you know documentation Of this over and over again this is Saintly people loving people people who You know Express the Divinity within Them and you know find the Divinity Within them and cultivate a relationship Right and you have moments everyone has Moments where you have Desperate moments Of you know trauma and fear and you know

Loss and where you're overwhelmed by Life and you go to God and you connect To God you really pray you really you Know are looking for a connection with God you feel God's love and God's love Is coming through you And you have these communion points with Divinity within you and I've had so many Of these from doing the Sark system and So has all the other people who do the System and you know you want to keep it You like you'd go to a gathering one of These you know sjar Gatherings and You' Leave just like saturated with the Divinity that's you know within you and The transmission that's given and you See it everywhere like you're just You're just in this loving state of just You know uh you're beaming with God God's love and then you just go back and You you go back to work and you you know You do your mundane human things and you Just can't hold it right I mean it's Like sad like it's a you know it's a State of The Human Condition where People will find a way to connect to God Or they'll be desperate and they'll Connect to God and they'll feel God's Love and presence and they don't hold it You know they don't cultivate it they Just let it they just piss it away right And that's the problem with human beings So isn't that there's no Divinity within You it's that people don't want to

Embrace their Divinity because their Egos want to make bad choices your egos Don't want to do what God wants you to Do I mean that's just simple human Nature that's you know that's our big Problem that people want to make their Own wrong choices and they know their Wrong choices and they want to do it Anyway like you know you're making the Wrong choice but you do it anyway and do You think about all the tragic flaws That human beings have exhibited right The tragic flaw in the old Greek Whatever it is tragedies where the human Being just can't help themselves because Of their somec scaras their past Impressions and they can't you know rise Up to a higher level and so that's That's why human beings suck because There is Divinity within us and we do Connect with it and then we you know Piss it away we just you know all right That's this that was good for a little Bit let me go back and make more Mistakes right let me go back and Exercise my freedom to make the wrong Choice Which God has given us so what this Person is talking about is their [ __ ] religion right because the Religion is manipulating and claiming Something that it doesn't have Divine Providence and you know the only the Monopoly on uh you know heaven and

They're the only people that can get you There and the system and the practice of You know Christianity or any of these Other religions they would lose all Their power and influence if they told You the truth that Divinity is within You and so even though their books are Riddled with this like all these Religions have the fact that you have a Soul they all believe in a soul and Again they don't trace it back to the Original teachings the viic teachings Where you can find the original Understanding of the Soul when it was First discovered right I mean think About how animals don't have Consciousness of a soul and they don't Realize that they're more than just a Physical body right they don't have this Level of Consciousness but human beings Develop that level of Consciousness it Was a huge breakthrough that we're here Temporarily like in some video game and There's a Divine Essence that is Creating our bodies for some specific Reason and that's what a you know what a Liberating idea what a wonderful idea Right and yet you know people don't rise Up to that idea right because they just Think about oh yeah I got soul but you Know they they use the word soul in Different ways like Soul crushing you Know you can't crush your soul your soul Can't be hurt your soul is not physical

Matter like people think about all the Ways that they talk about a soul is Really they're talking about the ego Right and you know I'm I'm not Criticizing the religion in the extent That that if that's all you can do That's all you can do right you know There's I mean some positivity in it Mostly not at this point if that's all You can do that's all you can do right But there's plenty of like stuff to do With your religion right how many Christian YouTube channels are there how Many Christian truthers are there right Or whatever ever it is right people who Follow a religion and how many atheistic Or new age people are there out there That are you know truthers or whatever They have their channels right but I'm Talking about something that's for People who can rise up to a higher level You know the the new age stuff is about Using spirituality to have a better life And to have more enjoyment right it's a A very modern liberal way to look at it And so the difference between me and all Those people from doing the sajar uh Practice and SAR teachings is that this Life your physical human life your you Your person your persona your you know Your who you are your path forward is Not about the pursuit of happiness it's Not about being happy it's not about Indulging it's not about pleasure it's

Not about living your best life it's None of those things right it's finding The Divinity within you and suffering The things you have to suffer to help You become a more and more congruent Person in terms of your soul the Divinity within you and God and and the Rest of it right that your ego and the Divinity within you and the you know the Overall and God in general is coming Together and you're working towards I Shouldn't say working towards but you're Surrendering your ego surrendering to The Divinity within you and saying okay You guide me right I'm giving up my Freedom of choice and I'm making one Choice and I'm going to follow my soul's Path and Let God lead me and make the decisions For me right Jesus Take the Wheel right That's what that should mean right where You're no longer going to make the wrong Choice egotistical Choice you're going To surrender to the Divinity that has Created Your Existence and you're going To make only that choice which the Divine Creator wants you to make right That there's one right choice in every Situation and that's hard and it's you Know not as fun and it's you know you Know all this stuff about freedom it's Really the freedom to do wrong the idea Of freedom is demonic because you're Given the choice you know you can choose

Whatever you want to choose right you Have an infinite amount of wrong choices In every situation you're presented with These choices and there's only one right Choice right there's a choice your soul Wants you to make there's one choice That's going to keep you on the your Soul's path and moving forward as a Spiritual being all the wrong choices Create obstacles and bring you on a Divergent path that takes you away from Your Soul's path you know your reason For your existence here right and the The wrong choices are very alluring to Your ego and you know which we all know About people have all know what wrong Choices are right and some of the wrong Choices are just subtle choices but the Only right choice is to connect to God And create a relationship you know using Your heart using the instrument where You can feel God's love right again if You can feel love and that's God God and Love are the same thing you know love is The feeling of God right what it feels Like to be connected to God and so if You feel love in your heart that's God And so when you feel love you're having A you know interaction with the Divinity Within you right and so when you feel This love and this you know connection Through your heart and you find a way to Understand a communicate with God to the Extent that you you know God lets you

Know which is the right choice it Becomes very simple because it's very Easy God is simple God is pure it's very Easy to figure out what the right Choices are right it's just in every Situation because it becomes more and More apparent as you cultivate this Relationship but people don't want to do That they're choosing you know even when They learn how to do that they do it for A while and then forget about doing it Right and I you know from personal Experience and what I've seen you know There's a system the Sark system which Is built to help people connect to God In this way and you know there's just The debacle of dodgy and the Heartfulness thing I've talked about in Past videos and you know that's becoming A you know egotistical driven religion And you know Dodges this piece of [ __ ] And it's all this stuff I talked about Right it was hard for me to see this Organization go in this direction but Then all these people some of them very Saintly I mean much better than me much Nicer much more devoted much more Committed and they you know couldn't Make the right decision right because of Their you know their religious their Their uh their upbringing or whatever it Was right the guru culture whatever Reason their paity you know the the Indian culture whatever it might be they

Can't navigate this issue they can't you Know they can't figure out what to do And they can't connect to the Divinity Within them and allow the Divinity to Guide them in some way right which is For each person to determine it's not For me to say or for you to say it's for You to it's for you to do for your Personal situation me to do for my Personal situation my personal choices Right but anyways that path is there and Humans refuse to embrace that path Because they want to have the freedom to Do wrong and so all this [ __ ] Freedom talk you hear from these fake Patriots or whatever the Patriot you Know people that call themselves Patriots it's really about having the Freedom to do the wrong thing and your Religion helps you do that because it Says you're just a sinner So you you're You're totally excused for sinning right You'll be nothing but a sinner there's No Divinity within you how the the [ __ ] God be your father and also be Your Creator and there's no God inside Of you and you also have a soul like why Did you never think about that right all The people who practice a Christian Religion how could they you know Jesus Says himself the Kingdom of Heaven is Within so you're calling Jesus a liar Right this person let me read their Stupid comment again and this remedial

Way of approaching life this is what Happens when agnostic and atheists Attempt to Enlighten the rest of us you Get this kind of nonsense God is real And there's no Divinity in you if there Was we would have found it by now and The world would around us wouldn't be in The state it's in you don't think that If people found Divinity that they would Reject it right just the way people Reject the truth you see this as a Truther when you're presenting Information that you think is a slam Dunk to your relatives and they can't Even understand what you're talking About and they're looking at you like You're crazy right I mean people reject The truth all the time like right now You're rejecting the truth when I tell You the these things right because what I'm saying here is far more Sophisticated than what your religion is Saying and I'm not saying what I'm Saying is the absolute truth and it's The you know the purest form of it but It's a lot closer to it than this what Your religion is telling you and you Know this isn't for remedial people that Have the you they don't have the ability To look at their own indoctrination and Their own Prejudice and their own you Know limitations and expand their Consciousness right there's a lot of Content out there for for dumb people

And I could you know be a Trumper or be A QB or be a you know a liberal or you Know any of these things right I could Be a celebrity Hollywood worshipper and Talk about celebrities and I know what People want to hear like I have the gift To you know say what people want to hear I mean to understand people in such a Way that I could you know make my Channel be I'd have millions of Subscribers or I could do something like That right just promoting these lies That the majority of people want to Believe in because people want the lies People don't want the truth and everyone In the truth Community should know that Including all the truthers right how Many people really want the Unadulterated truth about what a piece Of [ __ ] you are and the the bad Decisions you've made and you know all The you know all the truths that you You're running away from right and the Biggest truth is that there's Divinity Within you you know people have a Potential devil in an ego and a Potential Saint in a um in the soul Within them And I say this all the time you know People are scared of the darkness within Like that really negative demonic you Know horrible person that could come out Right in the proper circumstances like a War trauma you know people are scared of

The darkness within them they fear the Beast Within right but even more they Fear the soul within I mean they're much More uh you know they're much more Comfortable with the Beast than they are With the soul that's why there's so many Horror movies But not real movies about Divinity There's never really you know there's Very seldom a really good movie that Captures the essence and the subtlety That is God right that is the you know Divine love I mean there's almost no Good spiritual movies out there but There's lots of horror movies about the Devil and about the potential demon Within right there's a lot of movies and TV shows about the the ego the you know Pretty much all of them about the ego And the the human tragedy and the Darkness within people making horrible Mistakes people going into the dark side Like how many TV shows and movies are About the dark side but there's none About the light there's none about the Divinity within you because people don't Want to hear that [ __ ] right like people Wouldn't go see a movie about that like That's why my channel has I mean this These messages piss people off you know They push them away the Christians and You know whoever it is atheist whatever It might be right there's a very limited Uh

Potential audience basee I would say It's about 10 million people in America Out of 300 340 million or whatever it is Right and so I don't know what percent That is but it's you know it's a you Know it's it's less than 1% of the Population can understand and embrace These types of Concepts even just think About them like you know imagine me Saying these things that Gods within you And you could cultivate a relationship And that pushes people away you know Like people don't want to hear that [ __ ] Right and so you know like like what the [ __ ] the [ __ ] right you know so what's Going on that that's the case right Where when I talk about Divinity within You people say all right I got to turn This thing Off I got to turn this thing off I can't Listen to this this guy's talking to he Say telling me there's Divinity within Me in fact I'm going to leave a comment And say no there's no God within me this Person just left a comment saying we Don't have God within us you know God is Either everything or there's no God you Know God is either nothing or everything But there's no in between right and if You know there is a God then God has to Be everything right God has to be in Everything every Adam every you know Person every animal every you Divinity Has to be everywhere you know if we have

A soul then there's Soul energy behind Everything right that means to animate Life there has to be Soul energy and any Animal any creature anything that's on This Earth there's Soul energy that's Animating it's like computer code right Like the computer code is the real truth And the what you're seeing is an Illusion and that's what planet Earth is If you don't understand that that's fine But people who do need to you know rise Up to it right and they don't that's why You know the the planet is where it is Right where people who understand this And could rise up to it don't there are People who are on that level who can Rise up to it and you know they either Just they dabble at it they flirt they Flirt with these ideas but they don't Really embrace it and they just you know It's just a little vacation they take From their ego from time to time and They flirt with the Divinity within them And then you know they feel like you Know wow I'm a spiritual person well not If you're just flirting with it not if You're not fully embracing it anyways Let's move on to the other stuff here Okay um this is going to be a standalone Video on the gratefulness meditation Channel and then I'm going to put this In the journey series as well Um you know I've been having a you know I had this um well first I just let me

Address this part somebody left a Comment I think saying something like They missed the Tuesday sitting like they didn't do it And I think they were saying that they Didn't do it on Tuesday and I want to Make sure that everyone knows that it Doesn't matter what day you do it on you Know it's it's more like a weekly Sitting so we do the you do the most Recent sitting Whenever that is but if you do it on Friday or the following Monday even then You know you have a number of you have a Whole week to do it right if it's if you Don't get to it on Tuesday it doesn't Have to be done on Tuesday you know I um Once in a while I'll take a sitting not Once in a while quite often on the you Know gratefulness meditation Channel and I would take some of the you know There's some sittings the individual Sittings there but then I realized oh I Might as well do the Tuesday sitting Because that's the most recent one and I Found really good results so I was very Pleased with that so you don't have to Um you know do it on Tuesday is what I'm Saying it's a weekly sitting and you Know whenever take it you take it inar Taking a sitting could either mean the Preceptor takes the sitting and gives a Sitting or you take the sitting as an Obasi where you meditate so it's kind of

Weird that it means two opposite things But you know what here I mean you know Sitting for the meditation that you can Sit for the meditation whenever you know You get the Opportunity so I had this big experience It turned out to be ly Mahasati day it started and it lasted For three days where I was up at night And I just felt the transmission flowing You know for Hours and you know really good Meditation last night on Friday night And so there is a person who sent me Some videos that came out not on the Normal size Mark Channel and I'll show You the videos a little bit in the video Um and so this person I believe has Heard about sa Mark through me and now People are this isn't the first time This has happened but like people are Sending me things now you know are Bringing things to my attention but There were three videos and the person Sent me one video but there were three Videos put up by this person who's Obviously an Abasi from 1996 in m Georgia and chargie gave a Talk I was there at this Gathering I Heard the talk and I I remembered the Talk kind of I remembered some parts of It and you know I remembered you know Being there for it it was the first Gathering I I

Had um after the I was made a preceptor So I went to India 1995 and then the Next following summer chargie came to Molina I was living in New Mexico so I'd Moved from new from Massachusetts to New Mexico I was made a Preceptor and you know I was in a very Kind of odd time right like I just Gotten back maybe six months earlier and It was just kind of adjusting to life in New Mexico and then this Gathering Happened And um my mom would meet chargie and There was video somebody has a video of This somewhere somebody took a video of It but I introduced my mom to chargie at That Gathering and then I would get Married the following 1997 I think the next Gathering I end up Being married so this was a lot of Things were going to happen in a short Period of time actually the following Gathering I was it it was right before I Would get Married and um and then the following Gathering after that I'd be married so This was a lot of stuff was going on you Know a lot of things were happening at This period of time right and chargie Would come every year so whole years wor The stuff would happen and sometimes it Would be like you know 14 months or Whatever so but he was you know I Remember some of this Gathering and I'm

Watching it and you know I like the Speech it was good to hear a speech he Was in a you know kind of a good mood he Was joking around but I didn't feel the Energy like I did at the time you know I Was um and then there was a number of Videos there's two other videos where There was caught like chargie walking Around the asham and I was recognizing People I'm like oh my God those people Look so young like I you know some of Those people I didn't know at the time There was a guy who was um you know Mr M He gets married at this Gathering like He's you know now he's divorced and with Another Abasi like from Europe and he Was somebody who you know was Influential on this YouTube channel you Watch the videos but then I found out he Sort of was in my ex's Camp right or Whatever um you know all that stuff like These things are but I've seeing these People you know some of them I Recognized and you know and I I was There at some of these things I don't Really remember them right and I felt Really disconnected from it kind of Bummed like you know like this the end Of an era I've been feeling that a lot a Lot of these people have quit or they're Just you know they're horrible people You know like a lot of it was just a Mess right you know and I just didn't Feel the energy that ID felt at that

Gathering I remember it being an epic Gathering you know I just returned from India and I was now a preceptor was just You I remember it being just um I don't Want to say special but just you know I Mean it was a big thing like a lot of Things happened after that Gathering Which I attribute to that Gathering it Was the third time I saw chargie in America and so um you know yeah it was a Big thing and at the time I you know my Volunteer job was I made the coffee I Would get up early and make the coffee For everybody you know I I put an extra Packet in the coffee so it was stronger And a lot of people liked the coffee Better because of that so people are you Know praising my coffee making abilities This is back when I drank coffee I later Found out that why you know I I Struggled with it because it was just Too acidic for me it negatively affected My digestion right I eventually Converted to tea and now of course I Don't drink anything but then something Happened right so I um let me just go I I'll switch over to a to a video here Okay um this is going to be a standalone Video on the gratefulness meditation Channel and then I'm going to put this In the journey series as well um you Know I've been having a you know I had This um well first I just let me address This part somebody left a comment I

Think saying something like they missed The Tuesday sitting like they didn't do it And I think they were saying that they Didn't do it on Tuesday and I want to Make sure that everyone knows that it Doesn't matter what day you do it on you Know it's it's more like a weekly Sitting so we do the you do the most Recent sitting whenever that is but if You do it on Friday or the following Monday even then you know you have a Number of you have a whole week to do it Right if it's if you don't get to it on Tuesday it doesn't have to be done on Tuesday you know I um once in a while I'll take a sitting not once in a while Quite often on the you know gratefulness Meditation Channel and and I would take Some of the you know there's some Sittings the individual sittings there But then I realized oh I might as well Do the Tuesday sitting because that's The most recent one and I found really Good results so I was very pleased with That so you don't have to um you know do It on Tuesday is what I'm saying it's a Weekly sitting and you know whenever you Take it you take it in SAR taking a Sitting could either mean the preceptor Takes the sitting and gives a sitting or You take the sitting as an obasi where You meditate so it's kind of weird that It means two opposite things but you

Know what here I mean you know sitting For the meditation that you can sit for The meditation whenever you know you get The Opportunity so I had this big experience It turned out to be ly Mahasati day it started and it lasted For three days where I was up at night And I just felt the transmission flowing You know for Hours and you know really good Meditation last night on Friday Friday Night and so there is a person who sent Me some videos that came out not on the Normal sa Mark Channel and I'll show you The videos a little bit in the video Um and so this person I believe has Heard about Sark through me and now People are this isn't the first time This has happened but like people are Sending me things now you know are Bringing things to my attention but There were three videos and the person Sent me one video but there were three Videos put up by this person who's Obviously an Abasi from 1996 in Molina Georgia and chargie gave A talk I was there at this Gathering I Heard the talk and I I remembered the Talk kind of I remembered some parts of It and you know I remembered you know Being there for it it was the first Gathering I I Had um after the I was made a preceptor

So I went to India 1995 and then the Next following summer chargie came to Molina I was living in New Mexico so I'd Moved from new from Massachusetts to New Mexico I was made a Preceptor and you know I was in a very Kind of odd time right like I just Gotten back maybe six months earlier and It was just kind of adjusting to life in New Mexico and then this Gathering Happened And um my mom would meet charie and There was video somebody has a video of This somewhere somebody took a video of It but I introduced my mom to chargie at That Gathering and then I would get Married the following 1997 I think the next Gathering I end up Being married so this was a lot of Things were going to happen in a short Period of time actually the following Gathering I was you know was right Before I would get Married and um and then the following Gathering after that I'd be married so This was a lot of stuff was going on you Know a lot of things were happening at This period of time right and charie Would come every year so a whole year is Worth the stuff would happen and Sometimes it would be like you know 14 Months or whatever so but he was you Know I remembered some of this Gathering I'm watching it and you know I like the

Speech it was good to hear a speech he Was in a you know kind of a good mood he Was joking around but I didn't feel the Energy like I did at the time you know I Was um and then there was a number of Videos there's two other videos where There was caught like chargie walking Around the asham and I was recognizing People I'm like oh my God those people Look so young like I you know some of Those people I didn't know at the time There was a guy who was um you know Mr M He gets married at this Gathering like He's you know now he's divorced and with Another obasi like from Europe and he Was somebody you know was influential on This YouTube channel you watched the Videos but then I found out he sort of Was in my my ex's Camp right or whatever Um you know all that stuff like these Things are but I seeing these people you Know some of them I recognized and you Know and I I was there at some of these Things I don't really remember them Right and I felt really disconnected From it kind of bummed like you know Like this the end of an era I've been Feeling that a lot a lot of these people Have quit or they're just you know They're horrible people you know like a Lot of it was just a mess right you know And I just didn't feel the energy that IID felt at that Gathering I remember it Being an epic Gathering you know I just

Returned from India and I was now a Preceptor it was just you I remember it Being just um I don't want to say Special but just you know I mean it was A big thing like a lot of things Happened after that Gathering which I Attribute to that Gathering it was the Third time I saw chargie in America and So um you know yeah it was a big thing And at the time I you know my volunteer Job was I made the coffee I we get up Early and make the coffee for everybody And I I put an extra packet in the Coffee so it was stronger and a lot of People like the coffee better because of That so people are you know praising my Coffee making abilities this is back When I drank coffee I later found out That why you know I I struggled with it Because it was just too acidic for me it Negatively affected my digestion right I Eventually converted to tea and now of Course I don't drink anything but then Something happened right so I um let me Just go I I'll switch over to a to a Video Here okay so here's the talk he gave It's a 25 minute talk 26 minute talk This guy PG photography he must have Taken this video years ago he just put It up three year uh three weeks ago it's Got a thousand views almost it's a good Talk by chargie you like I said I Remember the talk and then um here

Chargie is there's a little Railway sort of a deck uh the the Building isn't very nice it was built by These guys you one of these guys builds A lot of hotels and they built it on the Cheap like they build a you know it's Kind of like I mean it's a it's a Woodframe building but it's kind of like A building you would get one of those Prefab houses they they deliver to your Place it's not very nice um you know and He has a little cottage a little Master's quarters and there's a Meditation room next to it and then over Here on the right there's if you keep on Walking there was a dining room area and A kitchen and then above it was all These dorm rooms and the caretakers Cottage caretakers rooms and chargie Would come out on this deck and on the Other side of the deck there was a Little grassy area with some Turf and Chargie would come out and people would Be standing there and he'd give Little Talks or he'd pass out candy to kids or You know something like that right And so I was you know I saw these things And there's another video I'll show you A similar thing where he's on this deck Area the other video the person puts a Bunch of music behind it it's really Offputting you know I just can't stand The music like there's music and it Doesn't go I mean music is always bad

With these things but it's particularly Bad and I was just kind of feeling Bummed by it and I started looking at This Thing there I am Right and so what happened was um There's the the door into the cottage Where you could go to see Master chargie People would go into this room and he Had a door which like a it was a door Where there was um like it was a half a Door like they have in like you know Mr Ed where there's you can have the bottom Of the half door door closed and people Would sit there there's a room that was Probably a pretty big room by you know Like a a 20 foot by 16 or you know 20 Feet by 20t room where people would Meditate when chargie wasn't there People would come there in the asham When he was there they'd rent a big tent But people would you know want to see Him and they'd come over and we'd you if You were security you check to see if You know he was seeing people and you Know if they could make an appointment Or you know sometimes they let people in But otherwise we were you know we were There to keep people out and one of my Friends was running two of my friends Were running security and they asked me To do a couple of shifts you know so I Said I would so I sitting there and you Know I didn't remember this at all like

I forgot about it completely and usually I'm on the outskirts right um usually I'm not um you know I I wouldn't be Where video was taken like if chargie Was talking I'd be back on the outskirts You know I was tall I could see over People most people and so I didn't even Think about like there would be video of Me and then I was like oh my god I Didn't even Rec myself recognize myself At first but anyways it just seeing Myself there for some reason made me Feel more connected to it Still didn't feel the energy like I did At the time you know it's just more of a Memory now but you know and I was seeing All these people and they were I mean I Was looking at the people in the the Video and a lot of them were you know They were so much older I mean so much Younger than I remember some of the People I didn't even know at the time Like I was only I'd only been doing the Practice since 1993 so for three years And so you know a lot of these people I Didn't even know really or you know Recognize them but now I do and you know Seeing them all there and a lot of them Are old a lot of them are quit a lot of Them are dead and so then I went back to This video right because I this is the One with the music in it and I realized I was in this one Too so I was there a couple times I

Don't really have much of a memory of it Like after seeing myself there I like I Could piece together some of the memory Um but you know like I remember Introducing my mom to chargie you I Remember some other things about it Right so also with this thing KES gave a Talk and he was horrible I mean just the Worst public speaker I remember him Being bad but I didn't remember him Being this bad you clearly see the Char Char was there where commas was giving a Talk so he he wanted commas to give a Talk but um he was horrible at it like He just didn't make any sense he got Confused and just a really bad talk Here's my brother who I think he's got a He's rocking a Mustache and he's um Driving charie in the golf cart right Charie coming back and forth from Satson um he's rocking a Mustache and um and he's got a Ponytail and so that was the first time My brother was caretaker when chargie Came back to America like my brother and I both went to India I moved to New Mexico as a preceptor and he became a um Caretaker of the asham And so it's you know kind of an epic Gathering in a lot of ways and you know A lot of things like I said um there's a Lot of movement around that time okay so Here's Commish looking really like a

Villain right so this is the area where Master's Cottage was this was um The Meditation Hall was over here so there Everyone's walking from the meditation Tent chargie was driven back I guess I Took chargie back one time in the golf Cart cuz my brother was had to do Something else but my brother built These nice steps in this nice pathway And there was a playground over here That he created and he parked the golf Cart in front of the the road there's a Road going up here to the to the tent Where the meditation was and chargie was Then forced to walk up here and charie Didn't walk that well I he had some you Know leg pain issues and my brother said You know chargie um said oh they parked The golf cart here so I would have to Walk up and see their work right you Know like my brother got totally busted Cuz you know charg you saw everything But commes was you know over here by the Master's quarters he just looks really Nefarious here I know this guy here he He has since quit um he was in the Alabama Center that was on the coast by The ocean um by the Gulf Coast Mel Alabama and I forget it's you know that Big city there it's college town a lot Of people who were um you know they were Aasis with Clark pal they just had Released Clark's book who was there in That region that part of the country and

That most of them have quit you know It's just um you a little bit of like a Lot of these people I'm seeing here I Don't know if theyve they're dead or the People I recognize or they're no longer Practicing or you know there's something Negative there I mean just it's kind of Not a like a fun trip down memory lane And so there's Clark pal the guy written The book EA some Pringles and um you I knew Clark and uh You know Char's here at the airport he's Going to fly out to Hartford uh Connecticut which was you know my my Primary airport growing up and the first Times the first two trips I came to see Him in 1994 95 I flew out of Bradley Airport where he's going here Um and then I saw him get on the plane And you know just maybe feel kind of Like I mean this is wasn't certainly his Last trip to America and he went other Places right he continued to stay in America but you know it was like a Little bit sad watching him you know Walk through the Gates you know this Um there's a guy named G jice he's from France watching him walk through there And disappear like that was the end of The Gathering right um you know kind of A bummer you know for me a little bit Let me switch over to Voiceover so you know it was just an end

Of an era and you know like I said I Remember how I felt leaving that Gathering but I can't feel it like I Can't recreate the feeling like I have The memory of the whole you know being Around him and just what it was like and How great it was to be at a gathering And you know I mean often times I would Get sick ahead of time and I would Struggle with I don't think I did at This particular Gathering but you go Through emotional issues and you'd be Getting cleaned out things would happen You know was whatever it was right you Know there' be some kind of issues right That you would you would go through and At the end of the Gathering it was just Bliss and you know these gatherings were So important to my spiritual Evolution And developing as a person and each one Of them you know came with epic Movements in my life right you know Where I had 29 years of not anything Really big happening right nothing Really important happening just sort of You know going through the motions you Know really not many big memorable Events I mean things of course when I as A kid you know whatever it might be a Few things here or there you know Following out the zip line getting a Concussion and you know getting mono or Whatever you know things like that right But mostly really just nothing really

That big and then I saw chargie in in 19 Uh 94 I mean I started in 1993 and that was epic and then you know Each year things would happen and There'd be some you know part of my Spiritual growth and you know these Events you know things would just open Up and you know i' I'd been feeling Stuck so long and then I wasn't feeling Stuck at all like things were rushing Forward and just you know was on like a A much more rapid course and just Looking forward to that time it was like These gatherings I'd see all these People who did the system you know I'm Not a group person and I'm not you know I I'm not somebody who does well in Groups but you know I'd see these people Shar the passion and the you know the Just the they value the system like I Did and we just shared something and There would be these just moments of Communion with God and you know these Things I talked about earlier in these Other um voiceover that I'm going put up On my regular video the ones that Preceded this you know the thing in the Journey series those video those Voiceovers will be over my next video That come out today's Saturday August 17th that video is going to come out on The 19th and it's got um you know a Bunch of stuff about God Jesus and Things like that and I talk about you

Know sjar to some extent and you know Just what I felt in terms of the the Energy and the transformation of course I I thought that Kish would just Continue on and he was a little bit Younger plus he had you know he had two Houses he had a house in in New York and You know property and his family was Here and so I thought there'd be these Gatherings at the Molina asham of course They were trying to sell it but then They chose not to and you know the same Things would happen again of course you Know with all the things that happened With the divorce and me being ostracized But you know commas just you know [ __ ] The bed and sucked and he wasn't um you Know he didn't rise up to it and the Gathering suck that he puts on compared To what we used to experience and so you Know that I'm getting that a lot where I'm realizing the end of the ER right It's just you know Char's been dead now For 10 years and you know he's been Erased from the mission his books have Gone and you know they're just And even the books that are exist people Aren't reading them and you know people Are struggling I know that the last Conversation what I had with that guy Lee and he said was saying that you he Talked to this preceptor Indian Preceptor he said a lot of people are Still meditating on chargie form and

They're not you know obviously Transitioning very well to dodgy because You know it is what it is um but you Know it's a bummer like I I don't feel Like really sad or bummed but I don't Feel good like I don't feel happy about It and like I said you know it was nice Seeing these things in terms of a memory But the energy isn't there like the Energy that I felt and just all of it Right and you know the the energy in his Talks and his books probably is not you Know it's being um sort of uh I don't Know minimized or something like it's Being Char's being left out of the Sark History now with this heartfulness stuff It'll be hard to reclaim it because you Know people who knew him I mean I'm one Of the younger people I was always one of the younger aasis There and I was in my 30s you know I was 32 in those you the video clip right you Know I was in my early 30s but still I Was in my 30s and you know there weren't Very many abiosis in their 20s most of Those people have quit and you know the It's just a Dy generation of people at Least here in America and to some extent India and you know these people well Remember him but he's being you know Excised out and you know I mean all of That right right and so like you know When looking at the gathering this was The other thing and seeing all these

People like one of the pretty people in Front of me you know there was a couple People there a bunch of people I saw but They were standing near me one of them Was my friend who did the security and You know we've we've um you know had a Falling out we haven't really talked in Years I mean before the stuff that Happened with my ex and then um this Other person was uh someone had some you Know did some shade stuff right and Seeing all these people and just the way It all went down and you know like it Just seems pointless right like you know I I would have expected better outcomes I would have expected people to be Better I would have expected to be more Growth like the American mission is dead And you know whatever is left it's all Indians right there's very few American People left the Boomer hippies are dying Out and you know it's all people I mean It's going to be a lot of dodgy people Who are You know they don't really know what it Was like before and the lean asham has Either been sold or it's it's closed Down I think it's been closed down but They didn't use it when when Commish Came they had a a gathering in Atlanta Itself they rented a you crappy building And he did his brighter mind scam and so You know it's all been lost right and You it seems like a lot of it I mean I

Certainly I benefited and I you know I'm Grateful for my personal benefit but you Know I feel bad for chargie like his Legacy is you know I mean he did all This work and like it's just not a lot Of results right and you know sometimes The results unfold over time but there's Been a complete failure with dodgy being The biggest failure and then all the Other people that were around them and Just the way that they failed and the Way the thing has failed I mean it's Just you know it's kind of a hard pill To swallow like just a real bummer for Me um I would have never expected like To be anything like this like you know Maybe just keep on going the way it was Or you know there'd be a little bit of a Transformation when there was a new Master the system but I never would have Thought the thing would have fallen Apart like it just all of it like I Think the majority of these people are Qu have quit or they've lost their Enthusiasm of course like you know I Mean I have no idea I'm not in contact With them but um you know just a real Mess on a positive note it's raining a Lot like it's been raining a ton this Summer and rain to charge's birthday a Lot I mean it was like raining like for Days um and so you know it's raining now So like it's uh was kind of nice out but It's just you know starting to rain and

So you know that's something Right anyways um let me wrap this thing Up here okay so this audio is going to Be a part of the 155th Journey series as Well as I'll put it on my backup Channel I haven't posted anything there in a While but yesterday or they made it Public this morning Um I posted a video entitled a video uh Video Of a gathering I went to in 1996 and um that's on my you know the Gratefulness meditation Channel and so Somebody sent me a video of chargie Giving a talk in Malina Georgia asham in 1996 and then there was two accompanying Videos so it was an Abasi who had Videoed the Gathering and this was Shortly after this the first Gathering I Saw charge at after I was made a Preceptor and there was also videos of The bosom and all these things and as I Said you know in the video um if you Want to go see that there's some I have Some of the clips that I felt couldn't Feel the energy I felt when I was there I remember the Gathering you I remember Some of the things that happened there Remember some of the talk the chargie Gave and so it was a nice thing you know It's this is where things are starting To come full circle where people who are Hearing about Sark from me are finding Stuff on the internet sending it to me

Right which is you know a bonus to the Whole thing and you know I had a whole Kind of I don't want to say surreal Because that's an Overused expression but I had this like Experience of the whole thing you know Because um I it was I don't know uh Almost 30 years ago and it was my third Year practicing and I just been made a Preceptor and I just moved to New Mexico And things were happening at that Gathering that you know like all these Gatherings you know internal things were Happening spiritual things that were Going to unfold into my life being what It was you know the the marriage I was About to get into and all these things The following year all these things were Going to unfold right But so I was looking through the video And I was just seeing people there you Know people who had quit people who had You know failed later on and you know I I talk about that in the video uh I Posted yesterday and I you know I Recognize people now that at the time I Didn't know right or didn't know well And then all these people who have Failed in one way or another there's a a Guy was um he's the guy that copyrighted Me I believe this guy he's one of uh Dodgy Inner Circle guys and he was you Know a young Indian guy at the time and I saw him and he's really young in the

Video like just lurking around there and Then all of a sudden chargie moved he Was on the deck and I I was standing Right behind him and I was looking at Myself it took me a while to recognize It was me like I knew I knew the person And like it was this weird thing that Happened and I remembered being there Because I was doing you know what we This light security that was involved Right and I you know talk about this in The video you guys want to check out the I show a little bit about that and one Of the things I didn't talk about Yesterday was chargie immediately Started talking to telling a story in Which Boby said how could I find more People like you to charie and chargie Said become a Salesman and um chargie told this story Very often or said this a lot because Char you was a Salesman he said you know You the best way to be a Salesman Is have something to sell Itself have something that's so good That it sells itself you know that you Don't need to sell it because it's you Know people want it and you know and and I'm standing right behind him like it's Just this thing this moment and you know The S Mark system is something that he Was in a sense selling because he let it Sell itself because it's so great right And to some extent you know like I have

Like there's some transfer of some of Char's abilities that I've received in Terms of doing the videos and you know Speaking in this way and you know being Able to articulate the sash Mark Teachings and things you know this is Like a gift that I was given or you know A job or whatever something was Transferred there which I you know felt Was interesting but the other piece is That um like I just was trying to Process what I was seeing last night After you know I um I made a copy of the Videos and all these things so I could Have them and some future or whatever And it was the first time I really saw Something that was you know uh very Personal to me because you not only Because I was in the video but you know There's there's a moment where my Brother was driving chargie back from The auction this is the Gathering in Which I introduced my mom to master Chargie and my brother said chargie is Coming out why don't you go uh bring mom Up and so my brother got me to introduce My mom which was you know nice on my Brother's part and had this moment There's a video of that somewhere but I've never seen it but I know exists cuz Someone was recording it on their phone And you know there's this you know Blissful moment my mom you chargie was Really soft his eyes you know like he's

He had been harsh you know kind of with Most of the times I interact him he was Kind of a Gruff or whatever but he came Out really soft and I said you know this Is my mom Rita romano and my brother and My mom Rita romano and he um my mom was Really soft like kind of spiritual Glowing she said thank you for this gift Of being able to come here and charie Said thank you for the gift of your two Fine sons and he turned and there was Just this moment and this you know There's a guy who one of the more you Know saintly Yi's young guy he came up To me a couple years later said yeah he Was standing right there and I remember Him standing there and this guy's just a Positive person nice family he was Married to like a you know really Saintly wife you know sometimes I see Photo photos of their family you know They post photos on their uh you know Facebook thing and the guy said to me That he thought that my mom got Liberated in that moment right so it was Kind of a you know interesting thing and It came out the heels of me having Thoughts about my mom which Char you was Making me a preceptor you know this is a 1995 when I was in India and then you Know I came back and lived in New Mexico And then charie came the following Summer and my mom had started you know Doing the meditation because I called

Her And she said she would do it right which Was interesting because I had thoughts About her when chargie was giving me the Final sitting so that whole thing came Full circle right but anyways I you know There was that and then Kish gave one of These horrible talks you he was really Bad at public speaking then he got Better and then he got bad again um but He was like just he said something about Boba he's mumbling he had to he was Confused and just you know and charie Sitting there and Comas to give a talk And then a image of commas sort of Lurking by the you know the the Master's You know rooms that he had the master Has these you know little cottage area And Char and Kish was leak lurking there And he had a like one of those like Mustaches that police always have in India it looks like a anyways so so you Know there was all that like that Happened at the Gathering and I you Didn't know it but I was you know then The guy filmed the guy U filmed the guy Who filmed it filmed charging leaving On a flight to Hartford Connecticut Which was always my airport you know Which I I wasn't there at the airport so I don't know why he flew there I think They were um maybe working on buying the The um you know they had they had just Purchased this land or this guy donated

His you know half of the building he Bought a building the guy who I saw in The video who no longer practices and he Was bitter like he left angry and bitter Uh the people in the center right he Quit but he had a computer business and He sold the he uh he gave the donated The bottom half of it a basement to be a A meditation Hall like a meditation Center for the local group that I you Know where I Started and um so all those things that Was like a lot of stuff was happening And um that was probably the closest Airport to that area so I think that Chargie went right to there but it's Chargie like faded away as he walked Down into the you know the whatever they Call that thing between the the tarmac And the plane um he uh you know was just Some kind of I I would say sad that was Just you know watching him physically Walk away like just the you know the Whole thing about like his era being Over but I was thinking about this last Night that that he props so many people Up that you know lots of people have Quit and lots of people have fallen and They're not able to connect to the Energy or feel the energy uh because you Know I wasn't able to feel it in Heartfulness and I'm assuming they they Experience the same thing like a the Heartfulness energy is not as good right

Um like it's not it's not the same it's Not even not as good it's no longer the Same thing and dodgy isn't able to Connect people probably because he can't Even connect himself and so you know the Whole thing that he's doing it's been Completely Contaminated and how much charge he Propped everybody up because how many of These people who you know go to went to These gatherings and felt the Bliss and The the you know were uplifted to a Higher level of Consciousness and then they just you Know charge he would leave and they Would go back and you know but he was Somehow you know just carrying all these People and then when he died it just Fell apart and so I don't know how many Of these people feel connected cuz I Just had this like weekend You know in my last journey series video Where I um not weekend but I had a Couple of days it wases m day I don't Know if it had something to do with that It was a that's when it started and I Still feel it but I had these three days Where I was waking up in the middle of The night and transmission was just Flowing through and I just felt this you Know um like you know was just a Wonderful experience like it just being Saturated by it and just being you know It was a kind of a big deal in terms of

The the whole thing but anyways there's All these people that you know were on a Higher level that I just don't think are And I don't know like I don't I'm not in Contact with them but I just know that There's been you know it's Fallen the System has fallen it wasn't like it was And you know I just I've been having More of these moments recently which is Great where I feel just um saturated With the transmission just I feel Connected and you know how I used to Feel when chargie was here and I haven't Had that you know in some years but I've Had to fight for it right like all the Things that I've had to do to you know To cut my ties to heartfulness and not Have access to preceptors and you know Uh ashs and places like that Gathering And then my videos I'm covering you know Politics and celebrity culture and all The the depravity in the world and so um But to have that like uh deep connection To the to the source you know I've had To fight for it and I don't know how Many other people have have done the Same thing and you know I don't really It's none of my really concern at this Point but I can just see how much charge He was propping everybody up and when he Left there was just nothing right there Was uh just a huge fallof and people are Struggling and so then the dodgy truther Sent me a bunch of stuff this morning um

This is a a LinkedIn thing here and um I have three pages open here the right One launch of the heartfulness uh Workshop at CGI CGI is some kind of Institution in uh India not CGI but That's kind of funny we are thrilled to Announce the completion of a three-day Heartfulness Institute Workshop part of Health happiness and heartfulness Program at CGI on the first day the participants Were introduced to heartfulness Relaxation meditation techniques and the Second day participants learn effective Technique to rejuvenate and detox the Complexities and purities of the mind on The last day the participants were Introduced to the technique of interc Correct for improving sleep Patterns the three integral section Sessions were introduced by veteran Heartfulness Trainers uh certified trainers and it Gives these people's name the sessions Were attended by 11 thou 1100 people World uh worldwide employees of CGI Including their Senior Management from Bangalore um this is uh then the from The he the health and wellness team of CGI leads this engagement and Collaboration with the heartfulness Trainers see what they've done is taken This cleaning and the meditation and you

Know the relaxation thing was something Dodgy added that was never part of the Original practice and they've turned it Into something corporate and they did This when Dody was first you know being Uh was first the master of the system And it didn't work like they were Starting 300 people at a corporation and None of them turned into aasis like it Was a you know it was this everyone was Excited about it I was talking to a Preceptor who went to one of these Corporations and they would go and this Was like a French woman right going to An Indian Corporation and they would Start all these people hundreds of People you know would learn the Meditation techniques and none of them Stuck with it right like they couldn't You know they they would get all these Influx of people this is you know very Typical for dodgy but now they're Embracing all this Wellness stuff here Right um what an amazing experience to Address the topic of how to apply Heartfulness meditation from op optimal Optimal athletic performance on the Stage at the Indian Olympic house in Paris with these People um so they have this guy's a Personal trainer and they're trying to Use the heartfulness techniques to Enhance athletic performance right these Are all like things that shouldn't be

Done um and then this one here was a a Doctor that was involved who has no uh Connection to Heartfulness and you know no connection To the whole organization there're People who are involved now who are you Know somehow using these things but They're not even Aasis um so anyways you know it's been Degraded right I mean that's the you Know which we've known that there's no Uh you know there's just they're using It you know all this Wellness stuff They're using the heartfulness system to Convince people they can have better Lives Better Health you know things like That like appealing to material as Aspect of their existence you know be More successful whatever um which you Know is the the next step in the Degradation of the system and you know Seeing chargie at this Gathering and the Whole thing and kind of remembering the Gathering and you know I mean how much There's a lot of change there like this Guy Mr M who was kind of a little bit Involved with um um you know with uh you Know he contacted me he was watching my Videos and I found out he was sort of You know on my ex's side which was you Know um like a deal breaker and then I Comment about it in a very serious video And he wrote me back saying you know was He didn't like that you know I was

Mentioning him like in know I didn't you Know by name or whatever uh but he um You know one of the things is he had Sort of cut me off and that was you know I went and made an effort to reestablish Contact with him and I saw him at the Gathering in 2020 and he said you kind Of blew me off and whatever and I was Like you know I made an effort in fact Like he said to me um you know contact Me again like we he didn't have my Number so I said sent him a you know a a Facebook thing and he didn't respond Like like he didn't respond at all and I You know I made an effort so I was like All right yeah I made an effort and this Is before I found out about my ex thing And so the guy um you know he Uh I contacted this other guy Mr V and We had a good conversation about how bad The heartfulness YouTube channel sucks So this is 2021 you know before I knew About all the the stuff right before I Was like kind of gone public on my Journey series about how depraved the Whole thing was becoming and so I um Talked to this guy and he said yeah These other people are involved with This you know they're trying to fix the Heartfulness YouTube channel and it's People I knew and one of them was Mr M And he got in contact with me we we Talked again and so you know I Let Go All the weird kind of kind of blowing

Off you kind of blew me off or whatever And so um you know like people have Reactions and they don't say anything or They have a negative reaction to you or They you know and I felt like that Happened but I was you know I let it go But then I found out he was um you know Uh he had called my ex when my daughter Committed suicide didn't call me and Like I knew him a lot longer than my ex Did right it was kind was a weird thing And he had contacted me and he had been Kind of a truth or the fact that he was You know I mean I had a kind of a thing There where anybody was friendly with my Ex or you know was it was such a like an Adversarial type of divorce and all Those things right and so I you know I Said all right well I don't want any Further contact with you or whatever so You know it was just better for me I Mean that was my policy for a variety of Reasons because you know my ex was Always going to be talking [ __ ] about me And saying things that were you know Warping people's perception of me and These you know so it's a deal breaker I'm even for my own kids and things Right like you can't be in both camps You know this is a you know like a like A it's a a different interpretation of These events and you know the fabric of Reality what happened in the marriage And all these things right and our

Relationship and my ex had this Distorted perception of me that was Bringing me down and I you know when we Were together I believe some of it like The the person she was projecting back To me I felt like was yeah that was you Know that was who I was or partly who I Was I knew she had all these you know Mental issues and whatever but you know I had my stuff as well right and I Didn't know you know how much it was my Fault how much was her fault like you Know when you're in a disfunctional Relationship and both of you have issues Which you know inevitably you both do You don't know how much is you and how Much is the other person but then when She left I realized a lot of it was her Just because of you know all so much Disappeared and I realized the you know The way that she was creating a version Of me you know her per version of me and Projecting that back on me was Negatively affecting me right and you Know this happens to everybody like when Somebody needs you to be a certain thing That you're not really that thing or You're not that person and you know that Person wants you to become that for them Right they want you to become whatever They need you to become and you're kind Of forced to play that role because of You know in this case uh psychological Manipulation whatever else was going on

There where just you know to keep the Peace right and you have to you know Embrace that role or pretend to be that For that person right maybe you have a Little bit of that in you or whatever You but they're trying to pull it out of You right some negativity or some Whatever to cast you in a role you know You can be forced to be you know Everyone views you as a certain thing at Your job and you're really not that Person but then you kind of become that Person because everyone's you know Projecting that on you right and so I Said I'm never doing that again that was It for me and you know I've stuck with That right I'm not going to be around People who you know project things on me That's why I call people out in my Comment section when people try to make Me into something I'm not right even the Good things when people are saying to me You know like calling me master or Something like I'm not a master I'm not A spiritual master I'm not like charie Or Boby or ly you know this is not it's Not something you can fake you know You're either at that level and you're Or you're not and I'm not at that level Right so even the good things that People try to project on me like I just You know I I'm not going to be that Right I'm not going to embrace a role by Of someone else's distorted reality but

Anyway so this guy um you know I saw at The Gathering he was talking to this European woman and later said that you Know one of the reasons it was awkward Was he and her were getting together and She was coming out of a marriage and he Was coming out of a marriage and so at This 1996 Gathering he got married like To this woman he was later going to get Divorced from right that you know like This stuff was had come full circle There was a um the former caretaker of The ophan before my brother he had um You know gone together with Mrs B's Sister and then they were going to get Married at that Gathering and Mrs B went To chargie and it was a whole thing she Was came I saw her crying and you know They got really pissed at her cuz charie Said he'd you know give it a year and You guys get married and then they got Married at this Gathering a year later And so um you know all these things were There they you know there's these Various weddings there was like 15 Weddings and you know this was like a Big Gathering I you I don't remember This stuff like I you know I was there For it and I I remember the thing with My mom and some of my personal things But you know I didn't remember these Other things you know and seeing it like I I remember being there but it was like Almost like just you know something that

I dreamt you know like just Like all the [ __ ] that's happened over These last couple of years and just all Of it and you know the unthinkable That's happened with Dody and this Collapse of the system and just uh you Know it's kind of interesting and so I'm Still kind of even processing it just You know looking at the whole thing and Uh and just you know seeing how all These things played out and you know I Would say that when you would go to a Gathering things would just open up and Develop and like that was you know all Kinds of things would happen like you go In charge you come to America or you go To India and you come back and things Would change and new things would start And old things would end it just it was You know amazing how it happened but it Was always there was this sense of Progress and things ending well like you Know they started you know you were Evolving and things were going in the Right direction spiritually and your Material life would reflect that right And you know things that weren't helping You would fall away and things that were You know would that would come to you And you people and things like this Right and you know seeing this Gathering Like so many years later you know this Certainly wasn't Char's last trip to America that was something like

200 six or seven or something like that Um you know okay I don't remember the Exact you know it was 2008 maybe was his Last time he was traveled here but since That time like things haven't gone that Way right like just because of what's Happened with dodgy and then all these People people and you know it's just Things are regressing right um which is Sad to say but it is the reality and I Feel I don't want to say call it pride But there's a sense of um you know I Feel at least kind of good about my Ability to cope like I thinking we're All trying to cope with you know what Charger used to do for everybody in the Organization and that's not there and I Think lots of people just have given up And they haven't been able to keep the Connection going you you have to fight For it now which I talk about all the Time in my gratefulness meditation Channel you have to fight for it you Know you have to fight for the um the Connection it's just not available like It was you know there's a lot more Effort put on the Abasi so anyways let Me just wrap this thing up here and I'll Continue on Whatever okay so I just want to add one More thing to this um you know the the Preface to this is the opposite of this Is that that in sa Mar it was always Said that like if somebody took their

First three sittings got introduced to The Sark system they would come back in A future life you know most people would Quit most people would go on their way You know one out of 40 would stay which Is a very low retention rate but those Other 39 people would come back cuz Their soul would want this you know Charie said there was always Souls that Were disembodied Souls that would come In to the asham when he was giving Satson they was they just wanted the Transmission like the transmission is on A soul level is the you know the you Know the essence of like nutrition like Spiritual nutrition right and so um I've Always believed that because of course You know I would believe it just because They said it you know because I you know Trust in the the master of the system You know it's not something you can Prove because you don't know you can't See into the future and I mean I guess You can see into the future and see Somebody's life but it hasn't happened Yet right and so like in our limited Third dimensional world where time is Linear we can't you know really Experience the future we might be able To see the future a little bit you know We might be able to have a a vision of The future but we can't experience it as Being reality yet because it hasn't Happened yet on a material plane of

Existence but on a spiritual plane you Can see it and the reason I can believe It experientially like you can believe Something because you trust somebody you Can take somebody's word for it or you Could have an experience and having an Experience is always better but you know I've had all these Meditations and where I've been really You know restless and uh time is coming Going really slow you know time is just I mean the meditation is excruciating And I would see it to the end and by the End there would be Bliss there would be A minute of bliss at the end like you Know I meditate for an hour in the 59th Minute there'd be Bliss but also I've Seen how I've progressed over time you Know bobi used to say even if you're Having a bad meditation stick with it And you know there things that are Happening on a subliminal level on a and Not subliminal but spiritual level Spiritual is is more subtle than Subliminal but there are things that are Happening beyond your egotistical Consciousness and I've experienced that Over and over again so I know the Efficacy of the system and how it wears Away chargie would talk about how you Know wind and and water can wear away at Rock and that he would say you know love Patiently bore you know that you just Stick with it this the love will wear

Things down will wear away resistance in A subtle way where there's no counter Reaction or whatever it is right there Was a story he used to tell where he' Say you know the sun and the wind and The rain and you know these various Elements were were trying to make a man Take off his coat right and the wind Tried to blow his coat off and you know The the rain tried to you know the guy Just kept on clinging tighter to it but Then the sun just you know he you know Just brought up to a higher level of Temperature and the guy took his coat Off right he used that example as love You know the most subtle and that's this Case the the warmth from the Sun as Opposed to the strength of the wind and These other things right and so that Subtle energy wears away that things Like like rock can be worn Away by water Of course water is softer than than Stone but water that just you know cuts A channel through the canyon I mean you Look at the Grand Canyon these other Places right and so I believe all that Like that's I've experienced it and I Believe it right but what we're looking At now in terms of the you know the Results of Char's work and there was Positive results and so many of us Benefited from those results but you Know even before dodgy took over there Were all these kids that used to go to

This Gathering you know these gatherings And I talked about this in other Journey Series videos there's all these kids That used to go to these gatherings Including my kids and these kids all Seem special like they were born into Sark families and I always like felt Good of the advantage they had you know I had 30 years of being a non abasia no Connection no discernable connection no Visible connection to sjar and you know The me you know this whole thing that I'm doing right And I felt like these kids who grew up With it right they had you know they had This incredible advantage that they grew Up and they went to the asham they met The master of the system and and they Were able to participate in you know the Whatever was going on there and their Parents would read them the books and Teach them the philosophy and these kids Just all seem to be like really saintly You know they all seem to be special They would put on these plays and you Know and I thought well what did you Know how great they'll be when this Generation ation becomes practitioners Because they'll bring in a bunch of new People of course there was talk about in The Whispers messages they talk about Indigo children you know this idea of Indigo children or crystal children These spiritual uh you know a group of

Spiritually higher developed Souls that Are being born into the world that we're Going to take the world to the next Level on a spiritual level and Boby Talked about these people right these High developed Souls incarnate in and They weren't going to and these kids Just wouldn't tolerate the system the Way it is and they would bring about This change right and so you know I Believed all that and I still kind of Believe it but these kids didn't start Right most of the kids who grew up in The mission and it's a little bit Different in India because they you know In India they want to please their Parents but these kids grew up in the Mission they quit they never even or They didn't even start they you know They took their initial sittings and They you know they they left and it was A real bummer like I was like wow that Didn't pan out right and you know that Was towards the end of Char's life of Course he wasn't traveling as much and These things but you know then when my Kids started and quit you know and this Whole thing I had a a dream about my son Last night was kind of ties into this Whole thing but it's been a real Disappointment right and it was the one Thing I hope to give my kids it's the Best thing I have to offer them and They're not going to do it at least for

Now and I don't think you know this life They'll do it and you know me and my ex Raised our kids in a way where so much Of it was Saar we did Saar activities And tried to include into the Homeschooling and you know everything Was about SAR and they they got you know Really a big uh you know dose of it Right and and they you know of course The family Fallen apart and the way the Marriage went all the things you didn't Contri you didn't help out but you know They just never resonated with them Right it's a real bummer because chargie Said you know in the fruit of the tree That these kids were picking these Specific families and parents to become You know Aasis I mean there that these kids were All you know chosen for this they were Choosing their souls were choosing to Born be born in these families and you Know aside from the Sark teaching I Believe in that you know as being that All kids are choosing their Circumstances I mean it's part of the The Sark teaching but also just my Understanding of how it works and for None of these kids to become obvious IIs Like none of them right you know like It's bizarre there was a young woman who Was giving sittings on Facebook and I Think her parents might have quit but She ended up doing it and I didn't see

Her at the asham I'd never seen her Before I mean she might have been there And I don't know if she's still doing it But she was giving sittings like the Heartfulness sittings but you know That's a rare occa you know she's a American Girl or something Canadian or Something like that I think American but You know it's very rare and so watching This video with chargie in the 1996 and then looking at so many of These people who have quit and so many People have you know I mean I don't know What they're doing some of them are Embracing this dodgy debacle but you Know there's the results are not good Like it's taking a turn for the worst The whole Organization and again you know I can Believe in this idea that there's going To be uh a Redemption for all these People because in a future life they'll They'll get it right and they'll come Back and you know that's fine you know If there's a system to come back to I Mean that's you know it's debatable like At least you know for now it's here like For now it's still going I mean for some Of us who can connect to the energy I'm Not sure everyone's connecting to the Energy the way you know I don't know Like it's just for each person to to you Know assess for themselves and it seems Like most of these people are just lost

And you know it's I mean it's the Results are bad like what's happened With Dody and then all the aasis and you Know it's turn it's taking a a major Turn for the worst right and you know That's it's shocking to me like it's one Of the things that I don't want to say It's you know it's not really um it's Not affecting my faith in the system Because I know how great the system is Or was for me and is you know is still For me and how it was in the past and I Know it's effect on me and other people You know so I know it's there and I know We're going through a dark period and You know this is just the way it is too So I'm not really you know questioning It you know and I have no choice but to Just keep on going along you know like My decisions already been made so I mean It's not like I you know I I mean it's Still working for me and I'm I'm happy With it right like I'm happy with the You know how it's how it is for in a bad Situation I feel good about it you know In terms of everything turning for the Worst and the organization going to [ __ ] I feel you know good about it at least You know in terms of doing the Gratefulness and you know some of it's Being saved and things like this right But you know it isn't you know it isn't Um Affirming you know like I said it's not

It's not it's not shaking my faith in The system in the lawn game but what's Happened now is certainly not affirming Right like it's not you know no one Would have thought this was a Possibility I mean like anything close To this like it's just it's so bad it's So degraded it's so you know in the Stupidest possible way because dodgy and His people are stupid like the Stupidness of the you know not just the Brighter mind scan but all of it like It's not like they're they're competent Criminals like it's just it's like it's Not like he's a super villain it's just Like stupidity and just incompetence and You know it's just low level low Vibration low Consciousness and for the System to devolve into that and all the People to go along with it and just or Whatever they're doing and not having Any you know any sort of um ability to Adapt like you know I've ad adapted Right like I'm not bragging but I've Adapted and I've taken you know the path Was laid out in front of me and I did What I was supposed to do you know I Wasn't I didn't create it I was given Choice points and you know that Gathering where I felt the transmission When dodgy wasn't giving a sitting the Bassant in 2023 and then you know all The information that came to me and you Know the choice there was no real choice

I had the path was laid out and I Followed it and I don't know if other People are doing that I can't speak for Them but you know I've been able to Adapt because of that because they you Know they gave me a path you know I I Desperately need this system you know It's just I I need it like I it's part Of what I you know how I function and You know it's the reason for my Existence and so I have to have it right And so I was given a you know I Dody Wasn't providing it you know this the Heartfulness wasn't giving the know the System wasn't was contaminated and Compromised And so they laid out a path for me you Know my soul or the Divine being Whatever it is right and I followed that Path and I've adapted and so you know It's been a success story right for me Personally and then the gratefulness Meditation all the stuff that we're Doing there um but anyways you know I Just thought I'd add this stuff here you Know the I when I see these videos you Know I would never no I don't think Anybody at that Gathering 1996 would foresee what's happened right Because it's bad and we're talking about A system that is talking about great Upheavals and it's destruction where you Know England's supposed to sink into the Ocean like I you know the an island that

Isn't named that sounds a lot like England and Baba's my vision is supposed To sink into the ocean there's supposed To be nuclear war and the poles are Supposed to reverse themselves and you Know all the Whispers prophecies which I'm going to read in some future video Again but if you listen to The Whispers Prophecies and the my vision In the you know Baba's my vision chapter That um you know and then the other Things that have been said about it well You know it's pretty uh like in terms of What the Earth's going to be like it's It's uh really bad but no one know there Was never anything talking about the Collapse of the sjar organization and The and the members like that was never You know a part of it like that was Supposed to be a beacon of light in a Dark dark time and right now it's been Completely compromised so you know as we Head into that dark time and so anyhow Let's just uh add this to the video and Uh my you know Journey series and then We'll move on from there okay greetings Brothers and sisters um uh today is Sunday August 25th I just been doing a Lot of videos on the Democratic National Convention and just the I mean How low that the political process has Sunk here in America this is of course Not about that but you know I covered Each day and each video was over 2 hours

One was 4 hours and I produced a lot of Content um you know it's been a whole Thing a little bit of a headache today Um like I had one yesterday it's sort of Lingering before it goes away Sunday you Know SATs on sometimes it happens I'll Get a headache on Saturday night Associated with the SATs on all these Things um this video might go be a Standalone video on gratefulness Meditation or the other channel probably Gratefulness meditation Channel and then Um I'll uh put this in the journey Series so there's a a video out there on The Sark Channel um you know the S Mark YouTube Channel called reverend chargie Heaven European sem seminar 18-23 December 2010 and this guy G jice it's spelled Like guy I had some good uh experiences With him he's somebody who traveled Around with Master a french guy with a Beard and he made this wonderful uh Video back in 2010 the music again Sometimes the music's a little bit off Putting it takes away from uh you know The condition of the the Gathering but There's a European gathering in 2010 so This was chargy no longer traveling but Still you know um having health issues Isues like he couldn't he couldn't do Some of the the events there but this is Back when instead of him going to the Countries like EUR going to Europe and

Going to America and going to various Other countries in the world and Traveling around India everyone had to Go to the asham and manakum and so they Would have the American gathering in India and 2012 we would have our first One at least the one I knew about and my Family and I went to that in 2010 he had One for Europe and he just always seemed To have a you know a he really liked the Europeans and the Americans in sense of You know he had that kind of an Intellect uh charge he had you know a Christian uh uh education you know Christian school and then he traveled to Various places when his youth I think he Went to Yugoslavia some of these other Western countries and he just I think Really Enjoyed the minds and the thinking Process of people you know they used to Say uh that I want um people with Indian Hearts and you know Eastern hearts and Western Minds you know the hearts of the People from the eastern part of the World and the minds from the European And American you know part of the world Um which is always you know uh kind of a You know interesting way to look at it Like we have a a capacity for thinking And intellectual capacity that and you Know it's our Consciousness really Because you see people coming from the East you see people from the eastern

Part of the world being better at school Like Indian people come to America and Winning spelling bees right better at The school process this you know better At math better at you know you have These jobs that are given up to Foreigners that come in from these Countries and you know this brain drain That happens so it isn't about like Necessarily IQ or being able to You know get an education but it's also Thinking for yourself and you know the Kind of Minds that we have right where There's uh you know we just don't accept Everything and the whole Authority thing I've talked about in the past right That's there um in these countries where They are just especially India but because of that you know and If there's a lot of I do and I am a lot Of egoism in the west you know America Europe these other countries it's a Egotistical you where God's forgotten About and Science and these things is Stressed and you know people think They're the doers and so their hearts Don't develop they don't develop a Relationship with God and they don't Develop their hearts in terms of loving Hearts so like the Eastern people have That and so have that combination where You're a critical thinker you can think For yourself and you have this you know Different style of

Consciousness but then also you develop Your loving heart and you can surrender To God and submit to God and it's and You're not thinking of yourself as a Doer so it's like a you know a blend of These two things right where you're you When you come from the West you have to Develop your heart and when you come From the East you have to develop your Mind you know in the brighter mind scham And the [ __ ] that Do's doing is because Of lack of development of the mind right You know there's that guy I call the Dodgy truther he's kind of got a he's an Indian guy with a sort of Western Conference con uh Consciousness he's got A you him and his wife you know I met His wife briefly and they're you know More intellectual type people right and More you know scientific based people And so like he's having a problem with You know dodgy committing a fraud Whereas these other people just you know They they can't do that and some of them Are smart they they get better grades Than I did you know in terms of Schooling but they have school smarts But they're not their Consciousness is Very limited and obedient right um but Anyways they had this video and I was Watching I've seen it before years and Years ago so I've seen it back when it Came out 2010 or 11 and G gice did a Good job of presenting the asham as

Heaven was like to go to the asham as Heavenly experience which so many of us Experienced and you know chargie Actually points him out there like I When I traveled in India I stayed in a Flat with ke and another guy preceptor From um the center I was from and uh The Sunderland area in Northampton you Know area in a in a five college area in Massachusetts and I spent some time with G and you know he was one of the guys Was in the store when I just got pissed Off and just walked out for no reason And like was in a life-threatening Situation like I just got I not pissed Off I was Restless and he was just like a nice Person right I had a number of Conversations with the guy but he has Just a saintly energy and just a you Know just a relaxed presence he's one of The the higher developed souls in the System right like he was the guy um I've Told the story that there's an old Preceptor in Sri Lanka and charie um well this guy Mr W Came by and left a book and this guy was Traveling to Sri Lanka and uh so I don't Know how they they came you know they Were you know connected but he left a Sark book and this guy St started and he Was a chain Smoker and he told everyone about this Book that was left by this guy Mr W and

How he read it and then he went to India To meet Charie and chargie said you know um next Time you come I'll make you a preceptor And he said to charie I'm never going to Leave you you know I'm going to you know I don't need to wait till next time and The guy was made a preceptor and charge You have had him give the first SATs on At Sunday SATs on which is a big deal You know there's thousands of people and You know 3,000 or whatever people Sri Lanka is in relationship to um in India It's like um how Cuba is to Florida it's Like 50 miles off the coast but he had To fly back right after satson like he Had to leave say that's all and get up And walk and hurry to the airport right And he said he had this amazing Experience giving the city like some Profound spiritual experience like he Was like he couldn't believe what was Going on and how you know Magnificent The sitting was like he just like he he Had no idea like it some incredible Experience right and so the guy tells The story and he goes you know then a Year later G jerice comes and he tells Gee this story and gee goes well this is What really Happened and a year before he got this Book from Mr w charie was sitting there G was sitting with him and chargie Said um I want to have a preceptor in

Sri Lanka you know Sri Lanka is most of The people are single and they're kind Of a it's a nightmare Country and there was a young preceptor There whose dad was just taken like I Saw this guy um again in 2020 this young preceptor and he was h a Girlfriend and we hung out with him he's Kind of a neat kid but you know he he'd Been sort of Traumatized because his well when I saw Him 2010 he said you're so big and fat And I said well we got divorced you my My ex and I and he was like shocked like He was stunned and I didn't talk to him Again he's like you got all big and Fat and so I must have you know put on Significant weight because he you know He took off his hat and I didn't Recognize him at first then I you know We had spent some time hung out with Them or whatever it was but his the Single east people so there's tamel People that are from you know KLA Harris You know these people who are from that Part of the country chenai is their big City and it's mostly Brahman or there's The Brahman cast and there's course Lower casts in every place but you know The the top cast is Brahman cast and They become teachers and politicians and Doctors and you know professional people Like that right like they they don't Become like Bollywood Stars like that's

You know the warrior class that's you Know often Muslim or something from North India you know they have these Different you know these different um Casts and specificities of their cast Right and the taml cast is the Tamil People are about 10% of the Population in Sri Lanka and they have This group called the taml tigers that Seems to be controlled by the single e Government at times and by foreign Interest at other times and they're like A terrorist group right and they're you Know so the single e people are always Harassing the Tamil people you know the Minority 10% and this kid's father that this sig Police came when he was 10 years old and Took him and they hadn't seen him since He was 18 he was like one of the younger Preceptors and he told this story like His dad they just took him right and This other guy who was a preceptor they Came to his house and they were search Into the house and some guy one of his Friends had just sent him a picture of The leader of the tamel Tigers in an Email and they got on his computer and They searched thoroughly through it but Missed the email or missed the picture That was attached to it but they saw That picture this guy would have been in Jail like it was one of those you know Like almost kind of Miracles that they

Didn't you know because they're just Really harsh on it and the government's So corrupt and I had such a we had such A you know uh I mean it's just it was a Tough time time we had to go there we Probably went there four or five times Um in terms of getting our visas right And we stayed there for two months Before that and the lots that happened That was the end of my the last time I Saw my ex and you know things fell apart Right it was when the you know the the Splitting of the marriage finally Happened there and all this stuff and a Lot of things happened there like a lot Of you know just it was a tumultuous Time right but anyway so getting back to It this guy um says G says let me tell You what really happened charie looked At Sri Lanka and wanted to put a Preceptor there and he combed the Country like in his mind he was just Sitting there meditating and he sees a Guy he's internal world he sees a guy Chain smoke he sees a guy lighting one Cigarette with another this guy was an Avid chain smoker oh this was the other Part of the guy's story right that like Right before he went to India started They were doing the meditation right Before he started He was smoking all the time he's smoking Like two or three packs of cigarettes a Day like crazy amounts and he had a pack

Hidden somewhere in like an area like Just emergency pack of cigarettes and They had these you know they get these Horrific rainstorms out there you know It's hard to really the rainstorms they Get there like the typhoon season or Whatever it is the you know the rainy Season it's hard to really Express the You know it's like these hurricane level Rains all the time like it's just Pounding like you get even with an Umbrella you're getting soaked in a Short walk the streets flaw two inches Of water on the ground it's just you Know this pounding rate and it rained For three days they lost electricity and He couldn't go out to the store to get a Cigarette and he looked for his pack and It was gone and he just sort of like Broke down like he was freaking out and He just stopped smoking like he never Smoked again and then he started SAR and And all these things happen and so There's some probably details I'm Forgetting but you know that was the Essence of the story so G jice goes to This is what really happened charie Combed the country and he saw this guy Chain smoking and he said that's the guy I'm going to make this guy preceptor not Knowing him the guy had never practiced Sjar he started cleaning him and working On him and you know the first thing they Had to go was his you know this

Attachment to cigarettes and he called The guy to the you know um to the Country called him to India right and G Is like that's the real story that's you Know like that's the story that really Happened and the guy was kind of stunned Right and he you know now he knows like This two-part his experience and the Work that was being done on him before To prepare him for this you know Whatever it is right but anyways gee Made this movie and it's a good movie it Really shows and demonstrates the what It's like to go to the asham and be Around chargie as best as you can for The again I would remove a lot of the Music if I was going to do the film like The music is unnecessary it's one There's a beat that they have D you hear it it's kind of offputting Cu It it messes around with the vibrations You're receiving from you know being at The asham right like it's that music Isn't indicative of the kind of you know Rhythm and energy and and vibration That's at the asham but other than that It's a Well Done movie and I just Watched the other video on you know um Charge you going to Molina so it's like I'm having this reminiscent type of Experience this morning I I turned the Um video on CU I had a headache and I Wasn't you know I've kind of got a video To edit but I don't really want to you

Know usually when I have these Sunday Morning headaches they go away and I Feel kind of blissed out like their Serotonin level goes way up and so I'm Waiting for that to take on any sort of Editing I got some farm work to to do And there was this scene where chargie Was talking about marriage and some Other things you know which you often Talked about with Europeans and Americans and they they comb the room of People and I recognize some of the People and there are a couple kids there And I'm like I know those kids but like I know them as teenagers and like I'm Kind of trying to remember who they are And they're these two French kids who The the boy was a boy who came and told Me my son uh my younger son had broken His arm and they were best friends they Hung out he's a rapper now and we saw His his uh mother and stepdad in 2020 And you know my son now is taller than Me and you know this is I mean some time Had gone by since we had left in 2016 Four years and the daughter hung out With my two uh my two daughters Especially my younger one and they were Nice kids really nice kids they were Homes schooling the mom was like a Little crazy and she had this she Married a much older guy who's really Nice I really liked him like when we saw Each other and gave each other a big hug

Which is you know rare for me but Somebody I just you know immediately Liked they're you know French people the Mom was a little bit crazy but kind of Interesting I think she was like Hungarians stent but she was you know Living in France and they had a house That they turned into like a a like a Airbnb with like nine bedrooms or Something and they had couple different Aasis manage it for him while they were Where they traveled to India they stayed In India for a while and her husband was Sitt her ex-husband was sitting there With the kids I only met him once I kind Of thought he was okay but she had Really hammered him and said what a Horrible person he was but the kids Loved him and he came to India and hung Out with them and we talked he seemed Like a nice guy but you know there was Some contentious aspect to the divorce But I you know and I remember all this Stuff like I'm seeing these you know all This stuff and I've never seen these Kids young like these kids were You know 10 11 years old 12 years old 13 Or whatever they were the the know the Girl was a little bit older than the boy But you know seeing all these people That I hadn't seen in years and you know How it was right you when charie and Like there's been such a huge falloff When chargie was gone it's kind of um I

I don't want to say pathetic but just You know trying to retain that right and Like I can't recreate it like I can't Recreate for myself And I can't re recreate it for you all Who do gratefulness meditation and you Know people who are doing it you know Because I can't do [ __ ] like you know Spot somebody in Sri Lanka chain smoking And go that guy should be a preceptor Like there's things that there's levels To this stuff that you know operating on A whole different level of Consciousness That I experienced and saw and read About and understood but you know Limited to that right and it kind of Sucks like you know you know there's Something that's lost now when chargie Was prepared by Babaji well when Babaji Was prepared by Lai Lai he did whatever He did right and he had some you know Gurus around him some some Sufi gurus in You know Northern India some influence From that you know so he kind of had Master but not really and they're not a Part of the sjar line in that sense you Know they all have these lines of of Masters in these tradition there right These various Traditions all these Places there's lots of these spiritual Organizations that have you know to a Line of 20 different guys you know like They have you know with the popes in Catholicism but you know it's kind of

Different sash Mark at Babaji met ly six Times seven times in his life traveled To his house you know didn't have the Internet phone service so that was it And ly died without any kind of a plan For his there was no organization he had 200 people that would come to his house And he would you know over his period of Time it was like a total of 200 people Or so you know come and go they didn't Necessarily you know Avid practitioners Some of them met him like once or twice You know they didn't he didn't have an Organization and he was somebody who had Spiritual abilities that imparted Spiritual training for free to people Who came to his house right and babaj G Interc communed with him for 13 years And ly prepared him to become the Master Of the system and there was no you know Organization babaj is like five people That that supported babagi when he when His preceptor said hey ly said this is a Successor he got up at you know group Meditation whatever they were doing and There's probably like 20 people there And five of them said all right we'll We'll support you and that was it or That was all the ly people and then Bobaji started something new right but Bobaji was taken through all these Points these 13 Points right these you know yatra points And he experienced all the stuff that

Was in there you know all the conditions Like he he took 20 years and there's Other people who are rushed through but They don't have the experiences of each Region and ly was there in their Communion with them as were other you Know higher developed souls and he was Being trained and he was these spiritual Centers were being opened up and charged With power and you know was extensive And you know I've had some experiences But like nothing like that right and Then chargie was at you know trading With bobaji from 1964 to um 1983 so was 19 years he met Boby I think In 65 or something like that right maybe Met him in 64 start I think he started In 64 and met him in ' 65 and in 74 he made chargie the the Secretary of the mission in the 70s I Don't know when 1970 whatever and charie Just ran everything and he traveled with Babaj G exclusively they they went away For three months together all around Europe and then to America and he would Take care of Bob would pack his hookah You know he would you do all those Things and then Bobby G would have him Experience these spiritual experiences With chargie documented in his in his Footsteps books and there was a time Like for example there was um a couple Of sittings that are are talked about

You there's one I've read before where He's everything's cleaned out like he Talks about Babag okay I went for a walk with my Wife and my dogs and I found a reading I Found a bonus Reading Um so Um yeah Um and I wanted to talk about this is From charges in his footsteps it's from 1977 page seven volume three of in his Footsteps Master then gave us he's Talking about Boby here Master then gave Us a short sitting about 15 minutes Duration much to the unconcealed joy of The aasis present who had not expected Such a blessing on this occasion I felt Tears coming into my eyes I recalled Without any violation Vol on my part or Even the mest wish to do so all the Wonderful qualities of my beloved Master The thought arose spontaneously and Automatically in my mind and I seem to Recall as if in recollection Master's Divine love for his aasis his unfailing Courtesy and gentlemanly behavior even With the smallest of us his permanent Cheerfulness his humor Etc the thought Came to my mind that perhaps this was an Aspect of the cleaning too perhaps The Impressions created in My Mind by those Qualities of the master Noble though They are have also to be erased by

Cleaning this was the next thought the Reason being that otherwise the love for The master which may be there would be A a love conditioned by the existence of These qualities very qualities in the Master a love dependent on these five Qualities for this existence would be no True love a further thought than further Thought than surface we human beings are All conditioned and our loves mainly Because of the presence of such Qualities In Those whom we love take Away those qualities and the love too Fades but true love must exist without The Beloved having necessarily to Possess any such qualities what ever Then alone could the love be called true Love this was a thought expanded into The next thought our Master loves us in Precisely this way nay even where he Would be justified in not loving us such As when in obosi was repulsive or Hateful qualities even that a master is Able to love the Abasi I then had a Glimmering of the idea of the sort of Timid realization of the Divine or Universal love really is such a love Pervades everything in the universe Because such a L does not need any Qualities or characteristics to love is Therefore exists independently of all Qualities in the Beloved good or bad Good bad and indifferent all these Thoughts came into my mind during this

Brief sitting and revealed to me the Nature of the cleaning process How Deeply it has to probe and how Comprehensive it has to be its Application and function and so this is Just one of the profound sittings he Talks about here I've always um that's Like one of my favorite sections of the Literature I got turn to another page Here so um you know it's kind of hard to Have to hold the mic and then hold the Book it's whole thing and take my Glasses off um I might get back to that Passage in a second but this is Something I just happened to find so There's been these owls well I'll talk About that let me just read this first Because I got it all set up this is on Page 29 same time this is April 10th uh 1977 Sunday master was giving a sitting To two group groups one at 600 p.m. and The second at 7:00 p.m. after dinner Master spoke to KV ready for nearly 2 Hours with his final hook of the day Bubbling away nicely telling how him Many episodes from L's life master with A twinkle in his eyes asked us whether We were sleepy adding humorously I am Like an owl do you understand what an Owl is it is a nightbird I also enjoy The night like an owl I also stay up Stay awake at night now look here the Owl is supposed to be very wise in the Western world it is a symbol of

Intelligence but side by side it brings Destruction whether it now goes wherever A g goes there is the possibility of Destruction in this there is the idea of Great importance though it is hidden in Our country people are afraid of the owl And sometimes in The Villages if they Hear the its owl it's cry and people on The village stay awake all night and Keep chasing it away because the fear of Destruction then he laughed and said I Am I am also like an owl but you look Looking at ready I hope you will not be Afraid of me it is of course true that I Am also occasionally involved in such Work me and destruction but brother is Always necessary to destroy evil and This is the course work this is of Course the work of a saint Um okay so he said um portly told KB Ready not to be frightened because of The story he repeated his being like an Owl several times enjoyed the joke at His own expense enormously we went went To bed at midnight so I read that to my Wife cuz we've had an owl Al so first of All seven you know I'm bored on the 7th July 7th so I'm 77 and I'm not a numbers Person but you know and Page 29 where This thing came from I started my Practice when I was 29 years old and so Like there was something there so I told My wife and she was like you know there Was that show we watched a Native

American show um I think it was a like a Mystery kind of show And all the people in the tribe if there Was an owl they would turn the picture Over and put it face down like they Never wanted to look at the owl there The whole thing with Al right in terms Of you know you have these animal guys Spirit animals and things like that and So you know I've been up at night now For like I don't know when I did that Video about the transmission flowing and Things but I've been had trouble Sleeping you know charger used to sleep For a few hours and then he would do Work from like 2:00 a.m. to 4 I am then Sleep a little bit more you know I know That they were you know they did a lot Of their work at night especially since It was easier to work on obosi when they Are sleeping and I had this transmission Flowing through me it was August I Forget the date whenever ly masam date Was around that time maybe it was two Tuesdays ago and so it's been a while I've had you know I've been waking up Sometimes meditating sometimes feel the Transmission flowing sometimes just not Sleeping and you know we've had this owl Outside we've been sleeping with the Window open cuz it got really cool and We had the window open and there was an Owl that I well first there was an owl I Walked outside I saw this owl there's a

Tree right across from our front you Know where our you know front door is And the owl flew away like it was big Just like very I've only seen an owl Very uh like you know in terms of out in The wild not like in a zoo or something Like that probably like seven eight Times of course I've heard the ow quite A bit And there's been an owl that's Screeching like a little screech owl or Something it's got a unique call it's Outside our window and it's been you Know when I my wife woke up and I said Can You Hear The Owl and she heard it She was like interested she had read This thing about how UFOs and aliens are Always associated with owls when people See a UFO or something there's often an Owl you know I talked about coming down From the Mesa Loamos and this white owl like it was White underbelly Flew Over the car and The thing looked like it was giant it Looked like it was like 8 foot you know Like I mean its wingspan was like you Know like a some kind of a you know one Of those Condors or something like the Whole you know wider than the car the Wingspan was wider and the wings were Bigger I like the thing was giant right I couldn't believe how big it was flew Right over the top you know right over The windshield it was probably about 10

Ft from the car and my headlights hit And I was like oh my God right like I Had seen things going down this m There's this giant elk once I saw and The moon one time it was the biggest Moon I've ever seen it was just bizarre Right you know in loal where that National Laboratory is you know I worked There for a while with a at a the youth Center and it was just a weird place but They have these cool Maes that have These flat tops there's mountains with a Flat top and they build civilizations There or something this in this case They built a you know the place where They you know perfected the atomic bomb And all that [ __ ] right but anyways so These I've been listening to probably For like two weeks they come and go my Wife and I heard them then there was a Second owl that was answering the owl Back that had completely different call Right we also have a a hawk that just Circles and screeches it did it last Year and we saw it with a partner so we Don't know why it's calling all the time And we have you know these birds that we Have redwing black birds that have now Disappeared in the summer but they're Here most of the summer they're here From the spring till about July and they Raise babies one of of them was like Trying to dive bom us when we'd walk Around the pasture and I have some video

Turning around that thing you know just Um you know like right before it come And hit me in the head it would it would Pull up right with these Redwing Blackboards that seem to be the you know The badasses cuz we had an orial there's A little pond in our front yard and the Orial chased out a couple of robins and Then the redwing black bird came in and All the other birds the oral and all the Other Blues birds flew out but the the Redwing black bird just harass the [ __ ] Out of these Hawks like you can see them When they fly over where the nests are And there's like 10 of them just dive Bombing the thing and pean adds feathers In the air and we also have um these um Uh Metars and so some of these smaller Birds are harassing the Hawks and then After their babies are you know fledged Then they stop doing it and so you know There's that but this Hawk is you know It's past that time and this Hawk is Just out there screeching like I mean All the time like it's just it's not a Pleasant sound and it you know I like These types of birds but it's just Almost like Annoying It's just Screeching the whole time we're walking Around the pastor but anyways you know Going back to the ow we've had this owl Presence for the past I don't know Couple of weeks of course the political

Situation and there's just been war with Israel on Lebanon now and you know That's escalating and all this stuff Right you know the beginning of this Destruction that Babaji was you know Creating I mean Babaji was creating a Plan where the current system would be Taken down so I just want to throw that In there but going back to the the Sitting where you know chargie had this Experience of the you all these Qualities that would make you love bajy Disappearing and just you know love of The love itself pure love right and how The master of the system loves everybody Even though they don't deserve love Right based in the qualities and who They are because he sees who you can be In the future and you know there's that Kind of element right seeing past your You know your the lowness of your you Know whatever you have your self-hatred Your your you know your desires all the Negative qualities that you have and Seeing the pure essence of who you are As a soul right that's the the kind of You know relationship you have with the Master of the system and these in the Footsteps books are loaded with this Stuff right all these experiences that He had and you know bobaji went through These experiences which he documented in His diary when he was you know uh inter Commun with Theology and he would talk

About these experiences they had right Downloading you know information and Programs and powers and things being Charged and points being charged and There's a couple of other these Experiences I can think of offand I mean These books are loaded with them but There was a time charge he was medita And he was surrounded by this color blue And he felt this peace and Bliss and you Know just a like this Joy this Incredible Experience and he he comes out of the Sitting and he said what was that Boby And he said well that's Eternity he said well you know that was Amazing he goes yeah I only let you Taste it for a little bit because if you Stayed there too long you'd never want To leave right and so like these kind of Things and a lot of us have had sittings And experiences where we just wish we Could feel that way forever like we Don't want it to stop and that's one of The dangers of spiritual life that there Are things that are peaceful and Pleasurable but they're not the goal They're not you know you're they're not Where you're supposed to just you know Bask in that forever like it's Experience and you know it's there and You know has its purpose but it's not You know it's just a step along the path Right and there's another one where this

Guy Don savrin was I think in a talk I Mean I talked to this guy a few times Personally either he told me this Personally or he gave a talk and I was There but him and chargie were getting a Sitting from papagi at the end of the Sitting Bob said um what did you Experience and Don said whatever he Experienced and Char was like he was Still like out of it and he like kind of You know licked his lips a little bit Was trying to you know like come back From the city and he said it feels like You took a nail and he pointed to like The top of his head and you pounded a Nail five inches into my Skull and chargie later wrote about that Sitting and bobi said that this point Had been open right and there was Extremely painful experience that he Went through to have that point open Like there's these things that people go Through the the Masters have to go Through to have you know these Powers be Given to him to have these spiritual Centers like it's just not all you know There's it's like a butterfly catching Out of its cocoon you know some things Are just painful right which is a a part Of all that and you know years of Training now Commish was around chargie For the last seven years of his life and Came and went but it seemed like chargie Had to put a lot of this stuff in

Commish in a short period of time and I Heard commas getting angry a lot during That time hard to be around you know he Was trying to digest all this stuff Which you know makes it kind of a rush Job right um but you know the work was Done I I saw the work be done to him and He just didn't absorb it just didn't Take right he hasn't been able to you Know whatever he's I mean whatever Happened there you know again there's a Story there that he forced it and you Know they sabotaged the earlier guy I Mean you know there's just stuff about It right which you know I have to Believe it's all part of some plan not a You know something that the mission had To go through like I said before it's Like CU that's all I can believe because Otherwise it's it's pointless pursuing This right it's a dead system it's Failed and it's just like any of these Religions it's pointless to do them I Mean you know as long as you're Connecting to God and you're benefiting Then what's the difference like I'm Connecting to God and benefiting but you Know not having a living Master to do These things to go through these Experiences with is a loss right you Know what I'm saying here is these Things are necessary for a person to Evolve right like you can you know by Self-effort you can get so far you know

Jesus whatever it was Jesus actually had Gurus and things you know Jesus had some Trainers and gurus but he only got to Point two and everyone thinks you know In Christianity they think he's the son Of God right it's but you know he's just At point two that every preceptor is at Point two with their points charged and They can transmit which Jesus couldn't Do right so like it's very limited what He experienced but that was what he did By self-effort was amazing you can't Compare you know you being made a Preceptor I was two years into the System I was made a preceptor and the Cleaning I went through was I mean Brutal Tri to India like 5 weeks of hell Again I got so sick and I was so Miserable and and just so everything Right you know chargie had migraine Headaches forever like he just had him And bobaji did everything he could he Brought him to this guy who was a bobi Thought he was the world's best healer Of course Bob could do everything on the Spiritual level and even with that they Couldn't stop the headaches they said This is God's will I can't do anything And so you know chargie had these Experiences like you know I mean these Brutal migraines and and really bad Health you know babby G had an ulcer and You know he was frail and sickly and Weak a lot of the time and he just

Wouldn't eat and he just wouldn't you Know he I mean he neglected his physical Body to some extent and he just like There's a time somebody said oh Boby How's your stomach he goes it was fine Till you asked me I wasn't ignoring it And I and when you ask me that question Now it's hurts you know like like I'm Not you know it's it was fine until you Asked me the question right and brought It to my attention but ly died he had an Absis a hole in his liver and he was in Excruciating pain and there's like they Made a movie of his life and there's a a Moment where he's going to get an Operation but a British Raj who was Considered more important than him even Though theology was a you know this Groundbreaking you know spiritual giant But people didn't know that and a British Raja you know one of these Kings That's was appointed by the British Government like an Indian king it was Sick and he came in and so the doctors All ran to take care of him Andy snuck Out snuck out of the hospital and said Uh you because he didn't want to be cut Open and have an operation that was just Seemed like like that kind of medicine Seemed you know like demonic to him but Al was relatives pressured into getting It you of course he ended up dying from The the whole in his liver to a reg Relatively young age he um was 58 years

Old he lived from 19 uh 73 To 1931 his his death date was August 14th so I've had um 10 days it's you Know 11 days where I've had issues with Sleep where there's some kind of Spiritual thing going on of course the The owl being a part of it right but Anyways let me get to the point so I Watched this thing the other day that You know whatever I made that video last Week and of and it you know I was Looking at the Molina Asam I was just Noticing people right like all these People that I knew and how you know Young they looked and this is years and Years ago so 1996 i' had been practicing 3 years I just come back from India was A preceptor been made a preceptor and When I saw myself there I recognized my You know I recognized that person but it Was weird it took me a while to oh That's me right And I didn't like feel like it was me Right it was kind of weird I I want to Call dysphoria like I know it was me and I remember you know the kind I remember The Gathering I remember things of being At that Gathering I didn't remember that Particular moment where chargy was Speaking I was behind him but I you know Could reconstruct the memory to the Extent knowing that I was I did security And this other guy who was my friend who Was in charge of security my friend at

The time and I was you know helping him Out and he was there in front of me and Then you know one of these other people The this woman um Mrs C was in front of Us you know she ended up being this Nightmare and you know spied on me and My my current wife for my ex and all These things right like this person and You know when I saw myself like it Wasn't look like I was looking at me Like I was looking at some other person Like a you know this other version you Of course people talk about the you know The alternative un like some sort of Mega the Multi Universe or something Where people have all these Choice Points and you know they divide off into These various universes the problem with Those universes there's only one Universe where you would make all the Right choices right where you would make All the Divine choices which is what Babaji did you know in terms of at least The later part of his life where you Would Surrender Your your whatever your Um your ability to choose the wrong Thing to make the wrong choice because That's what it is and all this Freedom You know I just discussed this in my Videos about freedom the Democrats Trying to to you use the word Freedom That the Republicans have used but Freedom is really about choosing the Wrong thing freedom is choosing you know

There you have one right choice which is What God and your soul wants you to do And it's a very narrow path and there's An in infinite amount of wrong choices And which people engage in right but Anyways you know so it was weird for me To see myself and you know I had a Reaction to it I talked a little bit About but not really so much Because I looked more spiritual than I Would have thought I looked right and Spiritual is I don't know what the word Is but you know I like I look better Than I you know not in terms of you know What I look like as a you know as in Terms of my you know outer appearance But just like you know I looked Spiritual like my you know eyes were Soft and you know like I had a good Spiritual condition of course I just Made a preceptor but I saw myself better Than what I think of myself right not That I'm you know overly negative about Myself like I'm not you know I don't Beat myself up or you know whatever but I was like you know more spiritual or Just more evolved than I you know I know My thoughts and what I think about and My you know my commitment and my work Ethic to doing whatever's you know I Mean I've always done my spiritual Practice and I've connected to SAR but You know I'm always know that I could be Better and you know I'm kind of a

Slacker and these things right my Negative thoughts you know things I say Insulting things me things I say to People about people and my videos and You know some of the harshness and you Know some of just being I can be pretty Brutal and you know just these things Right and you know I've always known That there's potential there because of My first sittings and then things I've Experienced and that there's something There like I've done things in the past That you know led to me being able to be An Nasi in this life and there's some You know spiritual capital I brought Into this life and I've created some More spiritual Capital by doing whatever I've done here right but you know it's Mostly I mean I have a much more uh Human version of like what I am as a Person you know as an ego than I than I I would as a soul like the expression of My soul and I kind of saw it like it was Kind of a weird thing like something That wasn't an accident but I started You know seeing myself in a different Light right not in a egotistical way but You know that I've been given some stuff And I have you know accomplished some And I've contributed to my spiritual Journey and I thought about two things That happened my first initial sittings That were profound like maybe the Biggest experiences I've ever had or

Those initial sittings where I Experienced something I think out of you Know one of the maybe the ultimate Condition you know the central region Condition that you experienc at the end Of your journey and then I got a little Taste of it you know but whatever was Like I don't know if that's true or not But you know that's something I've Considered as being what it is but Whatever it was it was a profound Experience my first three sittings and Then the rain that happened and all the Timing of it and these things and then When I was made a preor at the end of it When you know very profound experience In the final sitting and then chargie Was chanting in hindy and then all of a Sudden it sounded like a thousand voices And I told that guy Don Sav about he Said you should tell chargie like and I Said well I said what was with the a Thousand voices cuz he was telling me What happened in the city you know your Yacha was completed from 0.1 to point2 And 0 2 was charged and that was like When he charged the point it was just This this happy juice like it was I Could feel it and it was like amazing And then you know this thing with the The Chanting and you know when I heard the Thousand voices and I don't know if Anybody else has heard that and you I've

Thought about that occasionally over the Years right and so I've had these two Big experiences it's not enough like Compared to what chargie was trained Like there's difference in you know what I have and other people have things that Keep me going but something was done to Me right and then of course you know Doing what I do here you know I felt Like I got some of Char's ability to Speak publicly or you know his giving Talks and conceptualize and articulate Things like we're different people like He is a charie was a perfectionist he Was a a person not I want to say Perfectionist you know he he was very Meticulous and would do meticulous work Where I just get it done like just you Know I I'm not looking for Perfection or You know any of these things I don't Hold myself to that kind of standard We're much different people like he's he Was the eldest and he you know had the I'm a youngest right like we different You know we youngest are often much Different than the oldest the eldest are Much you know uh more prepared Aggressive in their material life and They grow up faster and they you'll have All these different qualities right you Know my my wife is an eldest and she you Know the often times people in my life My you know my closest relative and my Family my brother who of course we're

Not talking now but the most influenced One when he was an eldest right like Often time eldest and youngest get along And they have different perspectives and Different ways of of being and you know There's all these things right I'm much Different person in charge you but this Ability to conceptualize this the Material and you know express it in a You know verbal format is I've gotten Some of what he had right like I didn't Have it before and you know when he was The last years of his life there was all This I had suffered like pain and sore Throats of course this happens now from Doing this job but I like often times it Was these spiritual pain like after Sittings there was energy and vibrations In my throat area and you know it led to Me doing this like there some work was Done on me like the power of The Voice Or whatever of course people report Feeling transmission from the these Talks and things I do so you know this Something that I was made into there's Something here right one one specific Work that I'm suited for like I feel Like I'm really good at this job it's The thing I'm best at and you know it's It doesn't seem like a difficult job but Very few people can do it in fact I Don't know if anybody else I mean They'd have to have the work done and Have the preparation to do it you know

The spiritual work you know specifically That Sark portion of me being a truther But I just see things differently and my You know being dyslexic and being Introverted and all these things but you Know those qualities don't lend Themselves well to administrative Positions right like I couldn't be the Master of the system like they just the Things that I'd have to be as a human Being just don't exist right like I you Know I can see things clearly and I can Can articulate them but I don't you know I don't do well in an administrative Position I stress out you know I can't You know deal with people the way you Need to like there's things like that Right like the master of the system is Not just a spiritual potential of who You are like sister casturi was in some Ways you know better spiritually than Charie was I don't want to say better But you know Bob G had said she would be Perfect if she you know to fill the role Of the master if if she weren't a woman Cuz she women have men have to you know That has to be a man because of Destructive work and some of these other Things right like it isn't a role that a Woman could do but she was certainly a Very as spiritual as anybody right she Just story was a famous uh Indian Saintly woman who was just an amazing Preceptor she worked on charie a bit you

All these things and you know babaj G Just loved her and you know she was Maybe his best disciple in some ways But she wasn't capable of doing the role Of the master just like Madame Aly who Does the the medium who's a medium like She couldn't be a master like she's Going to come back I think as a man and Be one of the Masters in the future and Whatever that means now with dodgy and What's happening with the system I don't Know but anyways you know it's hard for Me to explain the whole thing that I'm Trying to get to here but you know I saw Myself in a different light and you know There's no chosen ones in the Sark System like everything has to be worked For and Commish is a perfect example of That because he had the work done he had Potential he was a good preceptor he was Into it he had various abilities and he [ __ ] the bed right he just failed and You know unless he's this is what he's Supposed to do you know whatever that is Right it's not you know but whatever we See right now on the human level and a Spiritual level is failure you know he's Not lived up to what is expected of the Master of the system and he's taken the Mission in the complete opposite Direction and you know it's it's a Disaster like at least that's what Appears you know whatever longterm plans Or whatever pain and Growing Pains the

Mission has to go through because of it You know that's that's not for me to see You know I could say that that's the Case yeah sure like yeah that's that's Totally probably you know what it is but Like I can't see that far ahead you know I can understand I can conceptualize how That would work but not you know I can't See into the future and you know Whatever and so you know seeing myself In a different sort of light as being More spiritual than I give myself credit For maybe more important to the whatever Cuz what I'm doing here I think is Fairly important and maybe there's stuff That's in a latent situation in my System that's there you know either Something a rle roles that I'm supposed To step into in the future maybe not in This life but a future life Andor that there's you know stuff that Can come out of me you know there's a Time where um my preceptor Fred was Giving Satson and Fred didn't have a lot of Spiritual experiences but he was a Wonderful preceptor and Babaji wrote to Charie saying you know I just made this Guy Fred a preceptor and he'll do good Work wherever he does and the number of Really good aasis that Fred started There's a long list of people that Fred Was their original Preceptor and people I've mentioned in

These you know videos people were Important in the mission I mean you know Some of the most important people on the Mission here in America Fred started Like he just had a line of like great You know uh introdu sittings and you Know bobi said he do good work wherever He went which meant that Fred Fred gave Good great sittings but Fred didn't have Many good spiritual experiences himself But as a preceptor he saw things and he Was giving a sitting and these people Had just returned from India and he said That he was giving the sitting and he Said that Master chargie had put all These spiritual gifts into these These two people returning from India And he saw these things going out to all The other people like all of us sitting There because it was a wonderful City Like and you know like there's stuff That is put in you for other people There's things that I say here ideas That I have been given that aren't for Me they pass through me and they're for You know you you all in fact most of my Content is that one way or another that That kind of situation which is a very Prevalent type of uh experience that Happens in sa Mar Because it's Um you know it's uh like there would be These Sunday readings like the readings I just did and and there would always be

One or two people that felt the reading Was just for them they were struggling With something and the reading spoke Exactly to what they needed to hear Right but anyways you know I feel like And it isn't like a egotistical boosting Situation like it didn't make me feel Better about myself or you know I didn't Get fired up about it but like there's a Respon possibility that goes with Something like that where you're you Realize that you know you're I mean I Don't want to say like I'm Underachieving because I've always been Kind of an underachiever and you know Like I'm kind of maxed out right now With what I'm doing on the YouTube Channel and just the gratefulness Meditation like I I can't imagine taking Anything else on especially things that I don't even know how to do or whatever And you know it's not like I've been Given a I mean other than that one dream Where chargie said you know you're Preceptor again that's all I have like a Dream you know to start giving sittings Again I mean in actuality in life I was A preceptor and charie made me not a Preceptor anymore and then I had a dream Where he said you're a preceptor again And I did the Greatful meditation based To that but I have just some of the Limited preceptor materials you really I Like to really reread the preceptor book

And I'd like to reread all these books And just go through them again now from A different perspective and hopefully Hopefully that would kick in some things And you know I think there's these Latent things in my system but I just You know I just don't have the time and The energy for stuff like that right um Like I you know maybe there will be Later on where I can reread some of These books I've started collecting some Of them I don't have all of them you Know I got caught up in The Whispers Like everyone else but there's lots of Great literature here as well that's Important and you know for the future Like reading that that in the footsteps I'm like wow I should read these books Again but I mean it's you know it's a Whole thing and I can start reading some Of them but usually when I start reading I go into a meditative State and you Know again like we'll see what happens Right but anyways I don't think I'm Doing the best you know I'm not even Clear on this myself but you know seeing Myself almost like as a different person And looking back at myself thinking like I you know what I thought of myself then And how I remember myself at that period Of time like I was you know could see The higher nature that was there right Of course I was standing right next to Chargy and i' just been made a preceptor

But it was more evident like there was Something there the potential and like I You know like everyone else I have Something to offer and a role to play And of course this is part of it here And there's probably more that I could Be doing and you know uh but the Circumstances aren't opening up right Like I'm not getting you know it's it Would just be me creating something like I did the gratefulness meditation Channel on my own and You know there's it gets some hundreds Of views you know more than a 100 less Than 200 and you know there's some of The sittings have like lots of you know People are do maybe 100 people do the Sitting I don't know like I you know and That's good like you know that's that's Something and I feel like there's stuff That's in my system and I don't know how This how much this is for everybody That's been put in there to be saved Right some of the spiritual knowledge Some of the spiritual you know some of The stuff that has to be preserved from The debacle that's dodgy and I felt like That's part of my role to preserve the Books and you know the stories and Things like I've read all the books and I have all the the information stored in My system and then also spiritual energy You know in latent form that can be Released and things and you know it has

To be kept in you know human like Storage vessels like it's you it's one Thing to be in the etheric world but not Everybody can reach up to the etheric World to connect to these information But anyways you know I don't know what To say about it but it was kind of a Profound experience and I'm still kind Of dealing with it cuz I'm watching this Stuff reminising my headache seems to Have gone away so I feel better I can Edit that other video um you know and I'm just caught up in the world the way It is and what's happening the world Collapsing of course dodgy failing and Not having you know I'm not having a Some somebody there to go to like not Somebody there to like not that charie Gave you direct advice And not that he would like tell you Exactly what to do especially if you Were from the West in and in India he He'd more do that but just have somebody That's there that like would you'd put The stuff in front of them and I've been Able to do that directly with God like It's not like that doesn't exist anymore But it's not you know there's there's a Hole in there right there's a hole in The system a giant hole because there Has to be a master that's there and you Know I mean I don't think there'll be Another master in my lifetime if there Is it'll be different right and I don't

Know what's going to happen but you know Whatever and so um maybe I'll have more Thoughts about this I got to wrap this Up getting it's over an hour long but um Yeah I'll probably put this up on the Other channel and then put it in the Journey series as well okay continuing On this voice over some of it's going to Be I'm going to do two voiceovers and They're going to be some similar things I'm going to say here one for my regular Channel and then this is um I'm going to Add this to the journey series as well As to a standalone video on the um maybe I'll put it on both channels the backup Channel and the the other channel Because so there's some people on the Backup Channel who don't um subscribe to Gratefulness Meditation and so you know the backup Channel gets more views than Gratefulness meditation channel so There's that so the first part I Received an email to one of the long Time time viewer practitioners who also Does some I think gratefulness Meditation now just a couple of Questions comma Kaa can accommodate 100,000 aasis so why are they limiting Attendance to 20,000 why build the World's largest meditation hall and then Leave it mostly empty or do they want it As an explanation for waning interest And low attendance and so this was the

Message beloved dodgy 69th birthday September 27th 28th and 29th his Birthday is on the 28th now I thought They were going to do two sessions I Think last year they did two sessions it Says here dear brothers and sisters my Respect my respectful proms to you all With great joy I invite you to attend The upcoming bandara to celebrate Beloved doi's 69th birthday at K Shanti Vam the main day of Celebration will Take place on his birthday September 28th the barar is also continuation of The year-long celebration of Hua Shri Babaji's Mirage 125th birthday Anniversary which again it isn't because They didn't really celebrate that Charges like it's just silly I don't Know why it's not get into it dodg has Confed that there will be one batch with An upper limit of 20,000 registrations At Kana you can make your travel in a Combination with res all that stuff Right so they're limited to um 20,000 People And so then there's a registration Button but there's a little blip Underneath that um and the dodgy truther Just sent me this blip so this came in He sent it in a Facebook message he Sends me his stuff in a Facebook message And so it says here in my mind the Most Blessed occasion for us all is to Celebrate the birthday of our living

Master beloved Dody I look forward to Seeing you so that together we can Fulfill the message Reverend Dody gave At the end of the last bandara to make The journey from the human to the Humane The method he gave us to do this is our Practice so let us all begin our Preparations for this auspicious event And it's signed the chairman of the Celebrations committee but he says you He's basically alluding to that I mean It's the practice is there that Dody Gave us a gave a method to make Something from the um human from the Human to the Humane and you know all of It but you know why is he saying it's The most important celebration it's the Least the living Master is always the Least and that's what the living Master Should say and this shouldn't be there In my mind who gives a [ __ ] about your Mind like what are you talking about bro No one cares about your opinion right oh You think dodgies is the best like You're you're in charge of all the Celebrations and so you're giving favor To dodgies are you like did you even Know Charie you know there's no way to Compare the two right and so You know there's no reason to limit it To 20,000 well first of all two years Ago dodgy tried to cancel Char's Birthday with that bogus message and

People were descending down anyway they Didn't have any open registration so Four days before Char's birthday they Said oh we're going to have a gathering And about 30,000 people just descended On the asham you know they were coming Anyway they just weren't going to be Stopped and so he's tried to limit Charges a couple of times he's done Things to minimize the the amount of People that go there like he wants you Know it's like Trump versus kamla Harris Where Trump gets really upset by the Crowd size right and you know how many More people love chargie more than than Um than uh dodgy and so there's Obviously something to do with that and You know I'm going to tie this into what I was saying earlier this my previous Voice over I want to get back to all That in a second but I just had to get This out of the way but Indians will Come anyway people will come anyway and They way going to turn people away right When people show up and you know the Registration is full there's no way and And you know the the mission's hurting For money you know the they're not Getting the same donations well you know That guy I talked to said a preceptor You know senior Indian preceptor in America said that lots of people are Meditating on charges form so they Haven't embraced the living master I

Think everybody knows the guy subpar at Some level they you know may not admit It he might they might feel bought off You know they're afraid to talk about it Whatever it is but deep down they know The guy sucks like you know he's not Nearly what charge he was and they know That the mission is falling off and the New people coming in sock they're not Spiritual at all and so they're not Digging these his birthday celebration Like they're not coming there you know I Think there's a lot of Indians in chenai That used to be I mean chargie could get 20,000 people on a Sunday if everybody Showed up just from chenai alone right Like there was you know he'd have 5,000 Every Sunday for group meditation like I've heard it's under a thousand on a Regular Sunday in Conor they have that Big meditation Hall and there's only a Thousand people and it's empty but the Mission you know they have all these Paid programs right but those paid Programs are not going to fill the the Uh the uh the asham you know these Wellness things are doing and so yeah They'll make direct money from that and They're making maybe some money from Brighter mind scam but in terms of the Asham itself there it was built for big Gatherings and the you know chargie Asham had outgrown the you know the Meditation Hall was only holding five

6,000 people you know maybe seven if They packed everybody in there tight Right and so they had to have these Venues in tior and then telor where they Could see 100,000 880,000 people even 30,000 at a you know Gathering and so You know the charg he had you know Upwards of 80,000 on one of his Birthdays I mean just so many people and Dody just you know they they have Dwindling numbers and dwindling Enthusiasm and so you know again I don't I'm not in contact with anybody I don't Get any of this information unless People send it to me but there's zero Reason to limit to 20,000 because if you Can't handle more than 20,000 then the Option is a complete failure right and When you're hurting for money when They're you know hemorrhaging money and They have all these scams and business Deals and thing going on their apartment Scams and you know just a scam after Scam and real estate scams you know These things and when you have all those Things you've built this city there I Mean it's a thousand acres and there's All these people living there in Apartments and and nice houses and you Know you've you've had all this I me I Don't know how big the Asom is but There's at least 500 acres in private Residents available so just all the People having Apartments having

Temporary Apartments people foreigners Buying you know Apartments there all Those things if those things are filled It's probably a good 30,000 people right There just for that you know for the Gathering alone and so if they're Limited to 20,000 it's just so they can Say that's why there's only 20,000 People here it's not because dodgy can't You know generate more or more want to Come we just turned them away right I That could be the only reason unless the Infrastructure can't handle the you know But they already had more people you Know they they didn't say they weren't Limited for that Gathering where they Had you know I w't call it a gathering But that Festival they had with all the Other spiritual organizations I they've Had you know when we were there they Were supposed to have 70,000 people and They just it open and you know the Toilets were backed up there were some Issues right it wasn't like the best Situation but it handled the the 70,000 People for three different you know for Three different um uh whatever it was Right I mean the meditation Hall was Almost full and all the auxiliary Buildings were full and so it was almost At full capacity and you know they had The president India I me they had all These things there and so like it's just Silly because they have all this merch

To sell and you know all the donations That come in that's the way that they Make the money the Gatherings are it's Like having a concert right you make a Lot of money when a lot of people donate Money if you have 100,000 people and They all they all donate $3 or more you Know $5 you make half a million dollars Right right there so like four times a Year that's $2 million a year and you Have all that money to put into the Infrastructure and all these things Right and then all these other scams and Things he's doing but anyways they're Just liars so you know I thought they Might do two um they might do two you Know cuz chargie only had four sittings Like they limited to four sittings and You know like all that stuff right and Then um uh you know Dody will have at Least probably six and they just he just Always is under it's all about chargie Like he's always competing with him Which you know there's no competition You already lost bro you had no chance Like there was no chance every anyone Was going to think anybody who saw the Two of you would think that you're on The same level as him in any capacity he Was better at everything than you were Right so you know to continue on with What I was saying last night um you know The yesterday you know seeing my my Seeing myself in the you know in the

Video and like like having this you know Almost a disconnect between myself back Then you know it's like if I saw that Person you know we're the same person But we're not right there's that great Movie um called Loopers right you know That kid who grew up from 30 Rock and uh And Bruce Willis comes back as you know Him as a as a an adult from the future And he's you know he's he's um telling Him his younger self how stupid what a Dummy is and these things right and like They're two different people right They're two people sitting at a din or Having a conversation but having this Kind of sense that I you know I'm better Than you know I was better than that I Think think about myself right like I Just you know look like a spiritual Person like like if I was just seeing Some person I and reading their Condition I would you know evaluate that Person spiritually more than I think About it because a you know just being a Slack or whatever just not you know um All of it right all these things you Know and I feel like I could be doing More like I just you know there's more In me like there's they've I've been Gifted with more spiritual abilities and Stuff than um you know using here and I Don't want to say I but you know as a Conduit or whatever that I could you Know be more present and you know but I

Don't know how to do any of those things So I don't have a I haven't been taught You know Boby connected directly but I'm Not someone who interc communes I don't Get spoken to by you know I mean the Thing that I'm going on is very vague a Dream that charge you said you're a Preceptor again because I was a pre Preceptor that I wasn't a preceptor then I had a dream and you know I started Doing these things these sittings you Know I can't I would like to get the old Preceptor books and reread those and you Know but I can't find a a way to get Those I had those but my ex never sent My you know my copies to me and so you Know those books are lost that I had I Also had the tapes that are lost and I Can't find any used ones on the internet The ones that dod's putting out are just Crappy you know the charg old preceptor Seminar from 1989 and 1990 and I'd have To come from somebody who's either left The mission or died and if kids are Selling the books and they end up on EBay or something and you know I can't Find them like it's just you know I mean And I I you know I don't I mean it's Just I contacted Fred uh my preceptor Fred's because he I think he quit being A preceptor and I think he had some Mental issues he might even be dead and I contacted his ex-wife who I know a Little bit

She didn't get back to me so you know I've done what I can to try to find These books you know but I'm I'm limited Because I'm not in contact with any of These people you know and so um uh Whatever like you know someone who Didn't want the book or you know I I pay Above you know market value for it just To you know whatever it is but I can't Find it and it's just you know I don't Know if any of them will end up in like The eBay type situation at some point But I've looked Consistently and you know it's not just The book it's the whole thing right um Like it's just not having somebody there Like a master overseeing the things Right just on a spiritual level you know Certainly from the etheric world yes but Not a living Master but then I thought About this this was the other piece to This and this you know speaks to what Happened with DOI that you know I've Been doing this talking about s Mark and You know I mean a little bit was for for Some period of time heartfully this Since 2014 and there's a period where I felt Like all right the clock's ticking I got To just you know really talk about it as Like you know this is a solution and you Know I mean this is all I know anybody Who respects my opinion or my you know Whatever I have here this is you know

This is important like just you know not That I'm I don't recommend things like You know especially this because it's People have to come to it on their own But just You know I was talking about it every Video cuz I thought this is you know an Opportunity the door's closing and I Looked at the gratefulness meditation Channel and you know the average sitting Video I'll look at it right now gets Um you know last one got 113 views 119 Views um this is you know 145 views and So the weekly meditations Are getting uh the chargy Gathering got Two 20 219 the first day the second day 96 and the third day 127 so you know maybe two 200 people Were doing it um but the individual Sitting one one one one here got a Couple got two 200 views on July of 17th And July 10th and so you know between One and 200 people are are doing the the Individual city which is great right you Know when I started in 1993 there was About 400 good solid americanamerican Non-indian aasis and that number stayed Pretty consistent like like 500 maybe You know total like it's a lot of people You know I was thinking because I get About 5,000 views on my videos and you Know I think that's a very low number Like there's videos I had that got two Million views right but on a regular

Video now you know it's some of them are Up to 6 7,000 I'm getting more more Views but even when they were down to Four like I know what 3,000 to 5,000 People look like cuz every Sunday in Chenai there was three to 5,000 people That's a lot of people right if there Was you know if I was giving a you know Uh because I was doing a comedy show or Something that you know in a a small Stadium you know one of those you know Those you know concert Halls small Concert halls or something that said Said 5,000 people I'd be overwhelmed by The amount of people there right and so On my regular channel I get 5,000 People listening to me pretty much every Other day you know whatever it is when I Release a video when there was a Thousand people at the gatherings in Molina Georgia was quite a number and Then 20,000 30,000 people it's a lot of It's a lot of people right the Gathering 2020 that had 70,000 people that was you Know quite extraordinary the amount of People that's there right but in terms Of America there was been about 4500 People who were you know American American grew up in America not Indian Aasis and just the gratefulness Meditation we have probably like a Hundred or more who are doing this Practice right which is you know one/ Fourth of that just from my YouTube

Channel right and my YouTube channels And maybe a thousand people Started from like tried tried sa marar Heartfulness because they heard it from Me like maybe a thousand or more like You know let's say 2,000 like like be Generous I mean I don't know how many You know I definitely under it's Probably under a thousand but you know Let's say tops 5,000 and all all those People there's now about a 100 or so 200 Or so people who regularly do the Meditation some you know are not ready You know maybe do their practice Meditate every day maybe do their Cleaning you know again they're not Being trained by a preceptor they just Have the info I leave on my you know on My channels right and I get about three Or four comments every time I release a A a sitting on Tuesdays right and so you Know I've had 100 some odd million views On my videos and of all those people you Know 100 million people whatever it is Cuz some of them are repetitive views But let's say there's 50 million Different people that have seen my Videos like even 20 million right even a Million but like it's probably you know 50 million let's say and out of that 50 Million 30 million people heard about Sash Marg in some capacity and out of Those people a thousand or so have done The meditation and of those thousand 100

To 200 have stuck with it right and so You know the thing about Saj Mar is if Your soul chose to do it you'll find Your way if your soul knows about it and Has chose to do this you'll find a way To do it you'll find a way to connect to It and it's not that many people like They say there's hundreds of thousands But I'm talking about like the real you Know people like me who were like oh This is my thing this is it right it had Some profound experience and this was Like you know a you see how like your Your whole Destiny your whole life's Path you know everything that happened In my 29 years of life led me to that Moment to go to this guy Fred's house And get these sittings like it was you Know it was the turning point in my life Right it was the The Difference Maker Everything that's happened since then The the transformation I've gone through Is because of that you know this big you Know this big moment where I you my First three sittings that I received Right and how profound they were and the You know these the big experience they Have right and that every Gathering that You go to you think you don't think You're going to go to a gathering or you Don't think you have the money you don't Have the time off and something happens And you end up there like every one of These spiritual things that I've been a

Part of and how you know there was you Know that whatever went into me going And the way that it ended up and all These things the one in 2020 which was Imperative to me to see what was going On with the mission and right before Covid and these things right cuz without Going to that would have limited Information like it was it you know just All the stuff with diaper Baba and all The things that were going on there you Know it helps me see the the issues with Dodgy and open my eyes to you know Something that I thought was impossible That Master of the system could fall Like he's fallen right but you know There are people like in basketball they Call it being one of those ones which is A generational Talent OR player and There's people in the mission who are Like that like they're you know people Have contributed and they're just you Know this is you know they're devoted to This system and maybe there's 5,000 Those people 10,000 you know they're They're not doing it just because they Have to do something right because I was Not a person who was a spiritual Seeker Consciously like I was interested had a Curiosity about these things and I had This time when I was really into you Know the the Catholic religion these Prayer meetings my mom used to have when I was in like 8th grade I was 12 years

Old 12 13 years old I thought about God A lot And then I you know started using drugs When I turned 14 and I you know didn't Think go about God at all till into into My 20s you know I started having some of These going to some of these new age Spiritual things you know partly because My girlfriend sort of dragged me to some Of these things and she saw a therapist That I ended up going to see who was a a Medium and a Channeler and both of those People the therapist and my Ex-girlfriend couldn't do Sark they were The therapist had started and tried it And she felt the energy but she rejected It right and my girlfriend just made fun Of it like even though she was um you Know like she was kind of a new more new Age person than I was she like to go to Those New Age stores with the crystals And things you know this New Age Movement that was just starting to Happen but we had broken up at the time And we talked and she was kind of Weirded out that I was doing this and I Talked to her I mentioned you know Boby you know I probably said charge you As well and she had a friend a girl who Used to burp and say Bobby Oba when she Burped so she called Boba Bobby Oba Which was kind of disrespectful you know So you know it was what it was right but I'm saying that you know my brother

Couldn't feel anything and I I don't Know if he's quit now you know the asham He's out at the asham the asham is like Closed I don't know um but you he never Felt anything but he stuck in there Because of you know whatever things to Do with me or him I don't know what you Know why he's stuck but the people who Just this is their calling has always Been very limited and those people find It right they find it one way or another You know there's this epic story about Bob saying there's one guy who comes in At 04 and you know that takes well it it Takes 45 years to go from 0.1 to0 2 then 45 years time 45 years to go to 3 and Then 45 years times that number so it's Like 10,000 years of spiritual Experience and you know it's it's very Hard for people to come in Life After Life and pick up where they left off you Know like video games where you know There's video games where you you know You can save your progress and then There's video games you got to make it From the beginning to the end when You're playing in one session or you Can't complete the game right and you Know your life is kind of like a Combination of both those things like Your progress is saved but you don't Start off you start from the beginning Each life you you're born as a little

Baby And then you have your life you know Develop and you know maybe you know if You've have some spiritual Tendencies You'll you'll probably have those and You know but you never know you just Have a bad life or you get you get off Track and you know you might have a good Life bunch of good lives and you're Building spiritual Capital then you have A bad life and that set you in the wrong Direction so there's no guarantee of Continued progress right but this guy Comes in you know baby started off at 0.1 and he was pentangeli and he was you Know bajy and ology started off at 0.1 And there had never been anybody who Came in at point two or three or four Any of these points so Boby had one guy Who comes in 04 Bob's blown away and Within a two sittings he could move him Up to 6 the guy would have Liberation And bobaji lamented how the guy took one Sitting and left and never came back Right this guy who had had spiritual Capital from some previous life and he Couldn't he couldn't do it right he Couldn't sustain it he couldn't you Couldn't keep it going but the people Who are chosen for sash Mar you know Their soul has chosen it you know they Come they find it and you know in terms Of my YouTube channel I don't know how Many of the 200 people have been chosen

For it you know why they're doing it why You're doing it if you're one of those People you know listening to this but You know like it's limited like there's Just not that many people like I you Know I need help to do what we're doing With gratefulness meditation and there's Just no help available and you know the Majority of obos although they're chosen For this thing to me you know based on My limited information about each Case By case basis they're all failing right And so you know I might have more Capacity to move into you know doing Things but you know there's some things I can't do you know and I won't do I Won't even try it's just you know doed To failure but even if I could put on a Gathering and I was willing to you know Shoulder all the responsibility and all The workload and you know make those Gatherings happen with really no support Or no help from people you know no Anything um you know there's no people To to populate the Gathering right like Out of these 200 people you know I've Said before how many people would go to A gathering if we had one and like Barely anybody responded you know and so Like if one or two people were willing To go then you know I mean then there's No reason to do it right I'm not that That one of those two people isn't you Just a few people it's great doing kind

Of gathering but that isn't even a a Group satson should supposed to be a 100 People like you should go to Sunday Satson every day and there should be Like a 100 people at least 20 you know So I mean 100 people is nothing and I Don't know how committed people are to The system who found it you know through This channel but so in terms of like you Know being people who are you know Really a part of this thing it's a small Number right and that's just what's Available out there like this has been Available you know it's on the internet Right right and charie was coming here Every year and you know only a handful Of people would find it and lots of Those people would quit right and so the People were supposed to find it would Find it like you know you would just Find it you would just would something Would you know the circumstances would Unfold like it was part of a plan and Right now the plan is most people just Can't do it or won't do it and like I Said like I really wasn't like I'm not a Really a you know I don't have this Divine kind of you know the desire to be A a spiritual person like on an Egotistical level you know these people Who traveled to India in the' 60s and You know some of them found you know They all wanted to go on these spiritual Journeys like the Beatles and all these

People and they found that there was Spirituality in India and this new age Practices and all these people in the World you know the new age practices There's Millions upon millions of people Doing some new age [ __ ] out there and Only a handful of people find the real Thing like the best thing that SJ Mar They find there some of the things are Valid some of the practices are valid But in terms of spiritual benefit the Sark system is a clean vertical path to Connect to the Divinity within you and Not nothing like it's ever existed at Least according to the system you know It's just it's just a one-pointed system To help you connect to Divinity and a FastTrack you into your spiritual yatra And things like this and you know not That many people find it even people who Are spiritual Seekers like you know they Find something and they go on a Spiritual journey like they they have a Valid spiritual journey and something Else there's people who are doing Religions who do the religion really Well and become spiritual saintly people Higher developed Souls there's higher Developed souls in all these different Practices every religion has higher Developed souls and Saints every Spiritual practice has higher developed Souls and Saints but those people you Know would best benefit from SAR it's

Not for them they can't find it they Don't have a connection to it right at Least for now And I don't know in in some dystopian Future if that'll change and hopefully It will but it's very limited right like Think about the trends like how many People have a cell phone or how many People have watched you know YouTube Watch YouTube every day or watch you go On social media how many people watch The Kardashians and you just the crap Out there right you know I've watched a Lot of shows and I want to talk about This on my other channel today I want to Wrap this one up but I've watched a lot Of shows that talk about the brutality And the way human beings will torture Other human beings you know this thing Um one of them is about the you know the Vikings I've seen you know stuff to do With ancient England you know the Mongols and the you know gangas K I see Various shows you know fictional shows That are you know describe that period And the horrific things that people will Do to each other right you know binding Young girls feet and we can see the Pictures of what those feet look like Where they they they break the bone of The the foot and the the arch of the Foot and Make the you know like they just it's Despicable stuff crazy stuff Traditions

You know Human Sacrifice I mean look at All the torture devices that human Beings have invented to torture other People right the way they've killed People think about the you know all the Things that have been done in the past In terms of the you know the way the Christians were sacrificed right like All the disciples you know there was the Crucifixion which was brutal right and Then there's all these things that were Even like as bad or worse that these Disciples I mean just horrible ways of Killing people keeping them alive and Tor torturing them right I mean this is What human beings engage in and there's Only a handful of people that will do sa Mark right engage in the solution and You know and that's where I'm at with it Like I just you know with all the time I've been here you know I've had this YouTube channel you know being popular Now for over 10 years right the YouTube Channel's been around since 2007 and it Popped in 200 uh 14 The end of you know the beginning of 2015 so this December will be the Anniversary of the my you know my first Video going viral and then you know Getting two million views and my channel Popping and since that time this has Been in a you know a a doorway to this Solution there's a door that people Could find here and TR Mark and they

Could you know benefit from field of Transmission and go this is that this is What I'm supposed to be doing And how many people have actually done That like you know and I'm not Criticizing the people because it's just What's meant to be right it's just Limited it's very limited there the Amount of people who can do the system And and have a are called to it is very Limited so as watching um this movie and There's a priest who quoted from the Book of Jeremiah from the Old Testament Right I've talked about the Old Testament as like just not spiritual at All it's the opposite it's like they're Worshiping a demon an narcissistic Sociopathic demon posing as God but it Says starting off here the Jeremiah 13 this is what the Lord said to me so Apparently the Lord is talking to Jeremiah so buy and buy a linen belt and Put it around your waist but do not let It touch water so I bought a belt as the Lord had directed and put it around my Waist then the word of the Lord came to Me a second time take the belt you Brought and and are wearing around your W and go to parth and hide it in a Crevice in the Rocks so I went and hid It and parth as the Lord told me many Days later the Lord said to me go now to Parth and get the belt I told you to Hide there so I went to parth and dug up

The belt and took it from the place Where I where I had hidden it but now it Was ruined and completely Useless and so then he says um uh R was Was completely useless then then the Lord then the Lord came to me this is What the Lord says in the same time I Will ruin the pride of Judah and the Pride of Jerusalem these Wicked people Refuse to listen to my words who follow The stubbornness of their hearts and go After other gods to serve and worship Them will be like this belt completely Useless for as a belt as bound around The waist so I am bound to all the People of Israel and all the people of Judah to me declares the war to to my People for my Renown and praise honor But they have not listened say to them This is what the Lord say the god saith And this is the part that uh you know Coming to this every wine skin should be Filled with wine and say and say to you Don't we know that every wines skin Should be filled with wine then tell Them this is what the Lord saith I am Going to fill with drunkenness all those Who live in this land including the Kings who sit on David's throne And the priests that prophets of these Living in Jerusalem I will smash them This is the part I will smash them Against the other parents and children Alike declares the Lord I will allow no

Pity or Mercy or compassion to keep me From destroying them and so he's Destroying all these people who are not Worshiping him like this is his attitude So when the Jews were in Exile Apparently you know there's this time if You see in the 10 Ten Commandments movie Where they're building false idals and Returning to their previous Pagan Worship and the God's not happy with it They're God and he wants to destroy them And smash them children and and adults And all these things because they had The audacity to not worship him the one True God he wasn't going to let Compassion or Mercy stop them you know These are just it sounds like a bad Person who's like this is what Trump Would do right sounds like Trump right You know when the people turn on him or They don't love him and he gets all Jealous and you know hurt and these Things and whatever um you know than any Bad leader any dictator any sort of Dictator in person right but people Would rather have this [ __ ] people would Rather have this [ __ ] [ __ ] this you Know this um remember with David uh David uh was ordered uh like to go out And get 100 forkins from the I think it Was the Canaanites right like God um you Know ordered them or the king ordered Them to to get um you know David was Some chosen one from God and the King he

Wanted to to to get the King's Daughter Hand in marriage whoever the King was he Needed to get 100 forkins and David went Out and got 200 so he cut the four skins Off of 200 dead soldiers like he pulled Their pants down and he circumcised dead Canaanites and brought it back to the King so he could get married as a dowy Like that's you know this is the kind of Crap that people are you know the human Sacrifice the animal sacrifice the you Know God being a prick and a narcissist And Petty and you know just I mean it's Not even a religion it's not even Anything to do with divinity the Old Testament and then you know I mean the New Testament is remedial in its way too It's much better than the Old Testament But you know if you understand this you Know what the [ __ ] you know WTF right Like this is what we're dealing with and This is what people will gravitate to And then people don't even want this Like people just want you know I if you Looked at what happened at the Democratic National Convention and Things it's a demon Fest right it's a Freak Show and people you know I mean Billions of people are doing something Of a low nature and a handful of people Are looking for God internally and find In some capacity and then a you know a Very small percentage of those people Find Saar but there's chosen people for

It and those people have either found it Now or they're going to find it in the Future and it's not that many people Like I don't know like maybe at some Point there'll be a you know a a bumper Crop we'll see um but right now that Isn't the case right people who see it Feel it get it and you know want to do It and you know I've seen it over and Over again my people you know I mean I I I thought might get it or people you Know who I mean people are my friends You know you know whatever relatives Whatever it might be right um you know I Know my kids would do it you know all These things and it was wasn't for them Right it just wasn't and it's you know Was used to bum me out but now I just Accepted it because it's reality and you Can't force something that isn't there You know there's a connection that has To be there and most people don't have It or they're too gross to recognize it And and actualize it but either way you Know it's um you know it's a very small Number of people so I'm going to wrap This one up here and then I'll continue On whatever okay so I want to talk about Evil Um I'm very aware of it like just being Up after watching the Democratic National Convention and then just you Know I've had this um well there's going To be like two uh complimentary

Voiceovers that are going to go up on my Grateful as meditation Channel and Probably my backup channel that will be Also part of the journey Series um that's right now just for Members uh because I just you know I'm Putting out too much content Um and other reasons but anyways um so There's things that are going on in my Personal life you know not so much to do With me and you know my you know direct Situation you know with my wife and my Son or whatever but um my wife's uh got A relative who is got turbo cancer Somebody who was a you know very liberal Democrat and who you know my wife tried To talk to about you know these things And that person's got turbo cancer they Had you know was they had cancer in Remission and then they you know they Were very enthusiastically getting the Poop you know and then and the roosters Right and God turboc cancer is dying is Dying poorly right like cancer in the Brain cancer in the lungs and lift nodes Right just the whole thing um and you Know was going through the death process And just not doing well at it and I you Know I'm not going to talk more about That but you know so that was going on Then there we got news yesterday you Know of something that's kind of even Worse that we're dealing with um again To do with you know my wife's family uh

And so you know there are things like That that are like everybody's going Through right there's just stuff like That because we're living in a time Where things are coming to the surface And you know I've never watched a Convention like I watched the Democratic Convention and even Afterwards somehow um I was watching in Like one of the news is CNN or MSNBC and Michelle Obama came out and just Absolutely lied about Trump in some Bizarre narrative right and they were Applauding her for giving a good speech I'm like this is a horrible speech and You know she's you know odd I mean she's Got huge long arms and you know I mean You know the masculine features and all Those things and you know it was just Like a like a debach athon over there Like a freak show over there at the DNC And I really you know covered it more Intensely because of the you know the This thing that happened where KLA Harris is getting elected with no votes And the way that the DNC manipulated all These things right and you know I was Thinking about this in terms of like it Just seems like everything's like really Evil you know just like their evil is Just more Prevalent um is just really up and you Know I want to talk talk about this Because most people have a childish and

Primitive view of evil because of a System has wanted it that way so the way That most people well all of us get Introduced to the idea of Good and Evil Is that there's a hero and that hero is 100% good and there is a villain and That villain is 100% evil and when you Watch a movie you usually most people Identify with the hero and they frame The Narrative so that you you know You're connecting with the hero and You're rooting for the hero to Succeed and you know you can watch a Movie where two historical figures are In an adversarial you can just watch two Movies where two historical figures Let's say was like Edison and Tesla and Tesla there's a movie recently About this um the current War something Like that the the current War something Uh and you know Tesla was was uh you Know was cast as the Protagonist and Edison was cast as the Villain which is kind of the narrative That's out there right you know which Electricity AC alternating current or Direct current was going to be used and They went with the the bad one right Like so there's been these wars like Beta versus VHS in terms of the Videotape something like this but then They could make another movie where Edison is the hero and Tesla is the Villain right you know I saw a video uh

Two movies one was done by Germany and the other one was done by America and it was about the rosch's Family one was done by Hollywood which Favored the rosch's family you can watch These movies I I really got a lot out of Them the other one is a German movie That the Rothchilds were evil And in the Hollywood version this the Big story is how the Rothchilds came to Power they were they were Bank rolling Like there was Rothchild Banks you know They had Brothers these brothers each Had a bank one was in France and one was In Germany and one was in England and Then there were two other Banks Somewhere else I forget where and the One that was in um England was Bankrolling the English War this guy who Became the you know the the this was the Primary rosal's bank and the other one Was bankroll in the French in the French War they you know there was a war Between the English and the French and And they were both um Napoleon and they Were both you know the rells were making That you know happen and so the French Battled the English and the English won But the news came back to England that France had won right and in the American Version rths didn't know this was Fake and so the British government's Stocks plummeted right their not their Stocks their bonds like governments

Issue bonds and their bonds became Worthless and rosch being the Patriot he Was and loving England so much he bought Up all the bonds right which makes no Sense like it just doesn't you know this Is how he became the richest man in the World but in the other version he had Word that England had actually won and Either he sent out disinformation that France had won or somehow it came back That France had won but he knew England Had won and he bought up all these bonds For next to nothing and then he owned The English government after that Because he had like you know majority Stakehold stockhold just uh majority Stake in the you know in the government In terms of these bonds and he became You know of course a the you know a Knight and the richest man of the world He became the first Billionaire because of that right this Family and it was two different ways of Looking at one where he was po portrayed As a hero and the other where he's Betrayed as a villain and when you watch Movies you get sucked in because your Mind is in the passive Alpha mode and You just get sucked into the narrative And they can you know warp any I mean They have serial killers now that are The protagonists right you know that Show Dexter and these other movies and Things I they have the worst people you

Know where they made Maleficent a hero They started to do this with Disney Movies where all of a sudden Melissa Melissa Maleficent who was a a villain And I guess what is it sleeping booty or One of those other movies was now the Hero and they made two of these right And you know there's a story angeling And Jolie came out she had always wanted To be like in a Disney kind of movie and She came out as Maleficent with all These little kids thinking that they Were going to like her CU she was the Hero in the movie and when they saw her Cuz she's dressed up like freaking bamet They just were repelled these kidss were Naturally like you know she's evil like You look at her she's evil like that's What an evil like what evil looks like Right you know and she thought she would Be you know like one of these Disney Princesses or something the kids were You know like running for the Hills Right but that's how they can warp these Narratives and I've watched a number of Various like historical shows on Netflix And some of these other networks that Are very graphic in nature you I just Watch this thing Marco Polo it's very Graphic trffic and it's you know and the Horrors that these people do to other You know the historical Horrors you know Was it's about the the Khan you know the The guy who the ancestor of gingas Khan

And he's horrible person they're all Horrible right and they're all doing Evil like both sides are both evil like You can't say there's anybody to root For because they're just all like They're disregard for human life and Torturing people you know they're Breaking the feet of the young girls That you this Chinese tradition to break The Arches so that the the ball of the Foot meets the heel and some kind of Like I mean deforming them you know of Course we know about like genital Mutilation I mean there's just ways that People have of torturing their kids and Torturing people enslaving people and Just like these torture devices you know I've watched the Vikings and you know my Wife and I just watched this you another Version of King Arthur and some of these Other things and it's just the torture That people do you know burning people Alive like you know all these horrible Things right and just um just bad stuff Right and you know like things that are Like Abominations and that's gone on forever There's you know there's 28 million like Legitimate slaves people who are owned In the world right now 28 million like That's a lot of people right and you Know it's there's other forms of slavery That's more now more prevalent of course Wave slavery but just all the de deviant

And evil things and people's Predisposition to doing Twisted horrific Things to other people or the Environment be building weapons of mass Destruction and you know there's just an Evil nature that exists in people There's also good but then there's evil And there's never one situation where There's good people and bad people Because that's part of the problem is That people who are themselves evil Think they're good and that they're the Good guys and the people that they're Against are the bad guys and the evil Ones and they deserve to be punished and So they justify their evil because of The other people's evil because the Nature of evil is it's not your body Right so if you think about God and love And and good and you know evil and the Positive qualities or the negative Qualities when your body dies all that Stuff leaves it you know people go I'm Going to go piss on his grave or dance On his grave or whatever but the reality Is you know the part of the person that You're mad at whatever person you know Their life force you know I talked about When I was 10 years old and I saw my Grandfather's corpse you know as was Funeral and he wasn't there I was like That's not him you know they put Lipstick on this guy who was like a you Know old school tough guy fought in a

Couple Wars and you know all this stuff But I was like that ain't him he's gone Like that's just a you know that's a Shell like he's shedding his his shell You know his whatever it was and you Know I didn't I couldn't articulate it Cuz I was 10-year-old kid but you know You're everything that you are goes with You and this is the idea of some scaras Which is by far the best explanation you Know Impressions that you take with you That have energetic you know element It's like storage it's like you know Your your etheric soul has a storage of Your life right and your decisions go With you and your addiction and your Good things and your bad things and you Know the next life that you live that Stuff's coming back with you when you Incarnate back in your physical body the Stuff that you leave with when you die Your impressions you know all the things That you know the things that you're Accountable for you know the debts you Owe the you know the the things that You've done that you need to resolve the You know any issues addictions if you're Diet an addict you'll be born and you'll Have a life that's going to lead you to Addiction because you didn't master that You didn't overcome that you didn't Process it right like you know you have To do something about if you if you Commit suicide then your next life you

Have the a prevalence of you know you Have a a life that will lead you to why To commit suicide again right and so These patterns of behavior are with you And you're taking them with you and so Everything's accounted for and anger and Fear and paranoia and you know love and Hate and you know all these these things Right happiness and joy and you know all The things that you were would Experience as a person and the things That you were um you know focused on the Things that you know dominated your Personality they're going to come back With you right and they're going to form Something like there's going to be you Know your soul is going to plan Something is going to have some you know Masterful plan on how to deal with these Things and process them and come back to A pure State you know come back to a State where You know all these things these like It's like you you know things that you Take with you with a video game right Like you're in a video game and you die Right like your avatar dies and you and You come back and you have you know you Have a new life and that new life you Still have the knowledge and experience That you've you know you've gone through Your the various levels of the video Game and whatever things that you've Brought with you whatever assets and

Things that you've you know accumulated And you know of course deficits as well In terms of your soul you know these Video games where you have weapons like Say that you bought you earned you you Earn these things and then you die and You still have these things when you Come back right these potential assets To help you win the game and so that's Like a you know a remedial version of of Real life and how it works and so evil Exists inside people whatever that is Right all these things exist and you Know evil you know good evil love hate You know these things that are there Right all the things that are you know Part of your internal makeup and it Isn't your body it's in your physical Body and it relates to Your Ego Obviously and not your soul because you Have your ego and your soul and your ego Is where all these human type of um Emotions and you know the the lower Level emotions like love and compassion And you know empathy and you know Divinity that's there within your soul Are the pure higher things and they Associated with your heart and the lower Level emotions are associated with your Gut and of course your mind is cunning And you know your mind is is Strategizing and these things and is you Know it has to be influenced by one or The other so if you are somebody who is

Uh focused on the lower level of Tendencies of you know fear and anger And lust and you know all the the Negative like things that people Consider the sinful things your Appetites right pleasure and you know All these things addiction which are Associated with your gut and you're Impulsivity right and immaturity that's There and that's why you feel all these Things in your gut level in terms of Your expression on your physical body And then your soul resides in your heart Also where all this stuff is accumulated In terms of your actions and things but Anyways you know this stuff all has Resides in you etherically you know and I talked about this in my book I had Written a like a Workbook and it was transforming abuse Right a soul driven existence and you Know cuz I worked with this in terms of Being a a counselor a clinician in Treatment centers with sex offenders and You know all these types of things the Assault cycle and you know I came to Understand that it's like a computer Virus or a physical virus evil is Injected into people in trauma right and So like you take something like physical Abuse or sexual abuse or emotional abuse Or these things where people mistreat Other people and a person who has been Abused themselves and has been injected

With some sort of evil virus then goes Does it to somebody else like a sex Offender has been sex sexually offended And has some sort of sexual abuse and You know they have this virus in them And then they offend other people you Know their kids whatever it is right and Then those people now have that virus And you know there's a thing called the Um trauma outcome process right there's A few things that we use to look at this There's one thing called The Assault Cycle which was a series of steps uh a Sexual offender would go through before Offending it always started with victim Statement and this could be applied to Any wrongdoing criminal Behavior where You have a poor me a victim statement Where you feel like you've been wronged You know criminals and people who Indulge in the most evil are always Victims and they're abusers because They're victims right because they have An abuser and a VI victim inside of them They've been victimized but now they Also have the experience of the abuser You you had an abuser in your life and You've internalized that person right And whatever that is it could be like a Tyrant right like a governmental Tyrant And abuses the people and all those People internalize that abuse and then The soldiers the foot soldiers and the And the Minions that do all the evil

Bidding for the the abusive person who Who leads the country a you know demonic King and the whole country suffers from Abuse and Trauma and things and other Countries are invaded and you know the Horrors of War right you know I'm Talking about these ancient you know Civilizations what happens in you know War there's a movie called um a movie About a tank called Fury and there's Like all this evil stuff these guys American soldiers are doing you know the The you know sort of raping and Pillaging that happens in these you know In war time right you know the the war Has been described as the absence of God Right where evil exists you know my Brother went to Vietnam and he told me All these stories of things that he Experienced and then he became a a Counselor for veterans in the late 90s And he told me these stories that these Veterans were traumatized with they were Living with these things that they had Seen and you know some of the things I Mean like like their I would say just The story itself is traumatized they Know that people would do these kind of Behaviors right the Vets themselves or Things they witnessed their fellow Soldiers doing and things that the People there were doing and in these Countries that are I mean we haven't Experienced being invaded yet but when

We do and you see the kind of depravity That slips in and you know evil swis Through these countries right and it's Just people the worst kind of behaviors That exist inside people come out and There're and they're all inside of you That's the the thing they're inside They're internalize things right and so When somebody gets abused by somebody The abuser injects this evil virus into Them or whatever it is right not just Abuse any of these things when evil is Done to you by somebody it's like it It's injected into your system and now It's part of your ego and how do you Cope with it this trauma outcome process I talked about and you can either you Can like hurt yourself like if you've Been abused so you can pay the evil Forward and abuse somebody else you can Cope with it or you can hurt yourself Right like you can hurt yourself and Like and hurting yourself or hurting Somebody else is like you think well Hurting yourself is somehow better well When that in itself becomes something Right you know I liveed with this with My ex who was constantly threatening Suicide and you know cutting herself and Things like this and it became you know Traumatic for all of us you know my kids And me and the family because she wasn't Able to cope with her you know she her Victim Consciousness from her parental

Abuse and things that she had suffered Right you know the only healthy solution Is find a way to get rid of the ab Energetic abuse which I you know dealt With in this workbook which you know I'm Never going to I mean I I would have to Go back and rewrite the whole thing but I knew quite a bit about it and you know It has to do with the Sark method of Meditation the cleaning but how do you Deal with trauma that happens to you When you get evil injected into your System and we all are getting that every Day because it's in our IM mediates in Our world you know we have our you know The this these everything that's so Demon and degraded and people want to Look at it like you know the right-wing People want to look at it like it's just Coming from the left because they're the Good guys and you've been programmed to Believe that you're a Christian and You're a right-wing person and you're a Good guys and the Liberals are the bad Guys but when the Christians dominated This country I me the Christians have Done a lot of evil the Crusades and all The other things right they had armies And the armies did bad things and the Religions themselves did bad things Torturing people sexual abuse all the Stuff like these religions have been bad Because they've corrupted and they've Gone to an egotistical Evil dark Side

And the governments that support them And so there's no good guys here right It's how you personally deal with evil And then people collectively because You're going to come across evil in your Life and it's going to be done to you It's going to be injected into your System and it's going to be take the Form of hatred and anger and you know Fear and whatever it might be and then How do you process that how do you you Know not engage in those behaviors and Justify those behaviors because the Other people are evil right that you Have to die you have to fight fire with Fire you got to fight evil with evil and You got to do evil things to the evil People right and that becomes you know Where you become evil and you don't even Realize it because you're you've kind of Outsourced your your connection to it Like the evil now exists in you what do You do with it like how do you get rid Of it like all this evil now that's Being I mean all the evil things that we are Doing that we don't even know about as a Country all the evil things that been Doing to keep your lifestyle going by The intelligence community and by the The you know the government and the you Know the the Army the military Industrial complex the corporations and You know all this evil [ __ ] that's being

Done to prop up a system that's you know Demonic and ego ego driven and Disconnected from the Divine Essence That that has manifested the universe Right and so we all are suffering Consequences from the evil system Falling apart and the evil coming to the Surface and it isn't like something Where you're like oh K halish is the Evil one or the Democrats are the evil One Trump's the hero it's not you know Not only is that not the case but it Doesn't work that way right it's like The whole system it's the Deep State no The whole system is demonic in nature You know I came across this um I was Watching this TV T show there was this Might find it here um there was this you Know this monk for this one of these um Mongolian cons had become a monk and he Reads this part of Jeremiah 13 now the Jeremiah 13 which Part of the Old Testament which I've Talked about is just a horrible book Because of the way it betrays God right Um but the Jeremiah is his book is Intended as a message to the Jews in Exile in Babylon explain the disaster of Exile of God's response to Israel's Pagan worship the people says Jeremiah Are like Unfaithful wife and rebellious Children their infidelity and Rebelliousness made judgment inevitable Although restoration and New Covenant

Are foreshadowed and so this is about God being petty and jealous what they're Calling God and isn't God but God being Petty and jealous because these guys who You know they're exiled because of Moses You know the Exile that they're Wandering around the desert where you Know I've heard another explanation of This is that there were these demons That were connected to the this tribe in The desert and they were weaponized by This demonic energy that they thought Was God right which is a you know a a Valid narrative that had makes sense in How things played out but it says this This is what the Lord said to me go and Buy a linen belt and put it around your Waist but do not let it touch water so I Bought the belt as the Lord directed and I put it around my waist then the word Of God came to me a second time take the Belt you bought and you are wearing Around your waist and go to parth and Hide it there in a crevice in the Rocks So I went and hid it at parth at the Lord told as the Lord told me many days Later the Lord said to me go now to Parth and get the belt I told you to Hide so I went to parth and dug up the Belt and took it from the place where I Had hidden it but now it was ruined and Completely useless then the word of the Lord came to me this is what the Lord Said it's the same way I ruined the

Pride of Judah and the great pride of Jerusalem The wicked people who refuse to listen To my words who follow stubbornness of Their hearts and go after other gods to Serve and worship for them were like the Belt completely Completely useless for as the belt is Around the waist so bounded all the People of Israel and all the people of Judah to me declares a war the Lord to My people for for for to be my people For my Renown in praise and honor but They have not listened say to them this Is what the Lord the god of Israel says Every wines skit should be filled with Wine if they and if if they say to you Don't don't we know that every win skid Should be filled with wine then tell Them this is what the Lord says I'm Going to fill I am going to fill with Drunkenness all who live in this land Including the Kings who sit on David's Throne the priests the prophets and all Those living in Jerusalem and this is The the thing the guy wrot wrote uh read In the in the TV show or he recited I Will smash them once against the one Against the other parents and children Alike declares the Lord I will allow no Pity or Mercy or compassion to keep me From destroying them right so the the God of Israel the god in the Old Testament is a violent Petty

Narcissistic whiny little egotistical Prick who is jealous and is constantly Wrathful towards the people who you know Won't worship him and that's not what God is because God is in everything Right the New Testament is a little bit Better but this is the foundation of the Book and this idea that you're evil and Bad and you guys just can't rise up to God is true all of us right that there's Some element some you know darkness in Humanity that we keep on going to the Lowest common de nominator like even Saints there's a long history of saints You know including Jesus Who Rose up to High levels of spirituality and then had Some kind of spiritual fall you know Earth is the planet is so you know Easily um compromises people and takes Them away from their souls path people Get lured away in whatever Pleasure-based you know power-based Whatever it might be and Saints and Spiritual people this happens quite Often it's you know sad and it's part of What we are but we do have Divinity Within us right and it's ultimately God's you know I mean we're God's Creations and whatever Abomination that We've be come you know that was a Possibility within God's manifested Universe like this is you know victim Consciousness and evil and all these Things that exist hatred and things you

Know they were human Creations but we All God's creations to start with Everybody's a child of God every soul is You know everything in creation has some Sort of spiritual Essence and energy Right and God's system the Divine system Has contingencies to deal with depravity And one thing is to wipe out the Civilization because it has to be like There's it's a cancer like our Civilization's a cancer it has to be Wiped out there's no other solution like There's good things here that we enjoy In our lifestyle and things that we like About you know plane travel and car Travel and air conditioned rooms and you Know heated whatever it is hot water and You know cold you what all these things That are available running water I mean There's a lot of great things in our Civilization and things that we would Have trouble living without and so That's like the too big to fail part of You know when I talk about this quite Often we're addicted to a system 100% Addicted to a system that's evil and Taking people in the wrong direction Because it's not based in Divine will And principles the debt based economic System and the heathenistic Materialistic Focus right because there No you know there's nothing in your System I mean when have you heard that Divinity is within you you know God is

Inside of you it has God has to be by Every definition by every religion if God created you if if God created the Universe I mean your own you know Biblical Tales you know God created the Universe in seven days which again is Silly like there's no days until the There only days existed after the Earth Was created but God created the you know The heavens and the you know the Earth And all these things right the first Part of Genesis and if God created Everything then God created you so you There's Divinity within you and if you Have a soul that's you know your Divine Essence The nature of your soul is pure and Divine you know your spiritual Essence And so if you have that in you why are You not you're not why are you not Connecting with it you know I've been Working towards to connect with the Divinity within me for over 30 years and It's had transformational type of uh Benefits I mean I've been transformed as A person because of that because of the Sjar system that helps people connect With that right and so I mean it's a a Wonderful process and it's there for Everybody to experience but why wouldn't You be told that why wouldn't your Religion tell you that why wouldn't you Be you know whereare of this at Birth Some cultures you are in some cultures

They talk about the Divinity within you Right you know the Namaste and Indian You know the Indian culture right proms Where they you know the Divinity Within Me bows before the Divinity within you Right recognizing that people have a Soul in a spiritual Essence I mean People think you know think about their Soul or have think know that they have a Soul but never think about it oh yeah I Have a soul but what have you done to Connect with it like you have an ego Right your ego's running wild but your Soul is just being Neglected because of the you know the Nature of our you know our religion is Remedial and demonic and you know it's Gone over to the dark side and the you Know the majority the the major Religions have been compromised they're Not teaching this fundamental principle I have this book my friend within you Know that's for kids about finding the Divinity within you like it's a you know It's a board book right except I Couldn't do it on a board book because I Don't have The like you know it's on Amazon but you Know there's this element I talk about All the time Divinity within you and you Know I've had Millions upon millions of Viewers like I think by you know with The deleted videos I've deleted some Videos that had millions or hundreds of

Thousands of views I had a video that Had 200 uh 2 million views and I had Lots of videos that had you know either Uh million views or 800,000 views right You know these were more commercialized Type of Illuminati crap where I had a Lot more she people coming to my channel Right you know and times have changed of Course with YouTube but I get on a Regular basis and I talk about this I Think somewhere recently you know over 5,000 views a day right in terms of my Channel the amount of views I'm getting Around 5,000 views it doesn't seem like A lot given you know people are watching Millions of people are watching you know Whatever it is like some other channels Or mainstream crap or whatever it is but 5,000 people is a lot of people right And over the course of this channel I've Had like 150 million something views and Then my other channel has another 20 30 Million views on it and then there you Know deleted videos and things and with All of that how many people have Gravitated to this idea of the Divinity Within them and I talk about this more In my you know my um my other channel Which I'm not going to you know discuss Here I'm going to put this narrative in There anyway so I don't want to get too Redundant but I had this you know I've Often thought about this right you know People will gravitate to my channel when

I make Britney videos or celebrity Videos they like to see me mock Britney And you know all these things you know Mock politicians you know if it's the Right one if I'm mocking Kamala that's Great when I'm mocking Trump they get Butt hurt or whatever right you know if I'm mocking uh I'm mocking cardi B it's Good but the ones who identify with Britney get mad at me but you know in General it's the lower nature stuff Right you know the stuff that I I mean I Could get a lot more views if I just Covered the Kardashians or whatever it Is right pop culture Hollywood stuff and I made my channel just about that but The primary message that I have to Deliver here about Divinity within you And you know my knowledge of that and All these things the evil battling these Things and the the higher nature is you Know rejected by most people you know Whether it be from me or somebody else Like if they they can't hear it from me They they won't hear it from somebody Else who tell talks about it in a Different way right like there are Better Christian churches there are Better pastors there are pastors who are You know better understanding Divinity And have more of a spiritual aspect you Know the difference between religion and Spirituality is religion said God is Outside of you you're a piece of [ __ ]

And God's Great and you you know maybe You get it to Heaven if God blesses you I mean this is this idea in Christianity But these other religions that you know You're worthless piece of [ __ ] and There's nothing inside of you that's Divine and you're you know you're Worthless but you're you know if you if You worship God then you know or you Worship the the god of the religion then They'll give you you know a pass in the Afterlife you know a you know a ticket To Willy Wonka's chocolate factory right But you know that's this idea of God Being in heaven somewhere where Spirituality is God Gods within you and You have a better version of yourself That once you've you know uh minimized Your ego you you've dealt with your ego In some way where your ego Embraces the Divine nature then you can become Something of a higher developed person And raise rise to a higher level of Consciousness and that's that's the Highest right that's of the two things You know there's this great um saying From Master Char you the third Master of The system that the lowest p part of the Higher which is Spiritual is higher than the highest Part of the lower and you can become the Most powerful person you can become an Emperor you can become you know a Scholar the best athlete the best you

Know the best actor the best celebrity The biggest celebrity all these things And you're still lower than a person Who's just starting to you know uh take Their initial steps on the spiritual Path which very few people do and that's The problem with Humanity right you People embrace the lower which is where The evil incubates and the evil prol Proliferates and never become spiritual People where they interact with the Divinity within them and they take Responsibility for all the things in Their lives as being for their good and Coming from God you know even the evil Stuff is coming from God and that when You don't look at yourself as being a Victim but being somebody who is you Know is being handled and being managed And being um you know by your soul and By the a Divine sort of you know Spiritual support team and that Everything is accounted for and there's Nothing that's unfair even though it Appears unfair that these things are for Your benefit and if you take them like As coming from God as opposed to coming From you know just random chance or you Know whatever it is like some kind of Why this happened to me or why would God Do this to me to get pissed off at God God you suck why did you do this to me Right well you know why why did you do This in a past life why did you you know

Why did you create this future for Yourself right like right now you're Creating your future by your decisions And your actions your you know your your Past has created your present and your Present is creating your future and so Everything that's happening is based in Your thoughts your actions and all these Things they're all you know they're all Affecting your future life and your Future DEC your your current decisions And your attitudes and your you know Your what your thoughts are and your Feelings and your you know your emotions And all these things that you're Indulging in if you're indulging in hate And anger then that's going to be part Of your future you're indulging in fear And paranoia any number of things right All those things are creating your Future right all the all your thoughts All your emotions are manifesting your Future right now I talked about how like You know I was had these hair clippers And I decided not to charge them and I Was setting myself myself up I was Screwing over you know C you know Tuesday Paul was screwing over Thursday Paul like I'm doing something where then I have to clean up my mess from Tuesday Like the the person that you know made Decisions on Tuesday is you know Affecting me negatively on on Thursday Right like you know I'm very aware of

These things like doing something where I'm just kicking a problem down the road That a future you know future version of Myself is going to have to deal with my You know future Paul is going to have to Deal with with the problems you know Current Paul is making for himself right I'm very like conscious of these things Like on a day-to-day basis so anyways You know this is the nature of Good and Evil and all of it right that evil Exists in in every person and what do You do with it like how do you deal with It and people don't know how to deal With it like you've been injected with a Virus like a computer virus and it Circulated inside your system and it Wants some form of expression like the Evil that's being Um you know being projected out there in Every aspect of our society and the Demonic nature of our society is a part Of your ego you're part of your psyche You're part of your internal makeup and It's looking to express itself and how Do you cope with it how do you deal with It right and there's ways you know I Talk about the gracefulness meditation s Mar the the cleaning process and you Know being aware of it and dealing with It like dealing with it as a you know Being something that you have to deal With and not projecting it out like it's Something outside of you you know your

Hatred I talk about this you know if you Feel hatred the object of your hate is You know Joe Biden or Donald Trump or KLA Harris or your you know your ex or Your your spouse now or you you your one Your relatives or your parents or Whatever right the person that you hate Is the object of your hate but the hate Is inside of you and that hate makes you Feel bad you have to get rid of it right Like you have this resentment and hate Inside of you And if you indulge in it and you know You you feel like you're Justified and Hating somebody else then that hate just Be consumes you you know it consumes Your internal world and you see people Like that in the truth Community Justifying their their bad behaviors Their lies their manipulations their you Know evil behaviors because they think That they're the good guys and they're Fighting somebody who's bad and they get To use evil to defeat evil right but Then you become evil you see these Revolutions Where people depose the current Leader and the revolution always gets Really bad it gets worse than it was Under the the like I've said this Governments suck governments are Horrible when you take down a government It gets way worse and you see that in All these countries like Libya like all

These countries where there's reg regime Change you take down someone who's an Evil dictator then there's all these Like Junior dictators that you will will Want to be That rise up gangs and you know the Vacuum the the power vacuum is filled by Criminals right and sociopaths so you Take out one sociopath and you give Birth to hundreds of them and everything Falls apart there's no rule of law if People say all right you know cops are Horrible police are horrible militaries Are horrible yeah but you get rid of Those and then everybody just does Whatever the [ __ ] they want and they They express their evil and then it just You know I mean everything falls apart And that's going to happen here it's Going to happen everywhere you know when The system that evil system falls apart If people don't Embrace their higher Nature like it's this idea when the Deep State goes you'll just that it'll be Kumaya and everyone will get along no People will be stealing from each other Killing each other you know the system Breaks down you no longer have food in Your grocery stores people are don't Have any skills they're mentally ill They're you know warped people they you Know they're already making bad Decisions with an oppressive system that Is you know keeping them in line but

There's no criminal justice system There's no consequences for your actions You know people be murdering and you Know killing and doing all these things Because there's no Authority stopping Them from doing it right there's no There's no uh you know e as as evil as The system is as evil as oppressive as The system is it's help keeping the evil Nature and individuals down and it only Takes 10% of the people to go south and That's going to create fear and panic And you know all the evil that that now Is incubating in inside of people is now Released and manifesting itself and That's what happens like it's you know It's happened throughout history and It's a sad fact that human beings tend To go to the lower you know they flirt With their higher nature from time to Time I mean that's all of us we flirt With our higher nature but then you know The lower nature comes out right and it Dominates and it's just you know it's Been a problem with humanity and it has To stop like it's you know coming to a Point where there has to be one way or Another where people have to rise up to A higher level collectively or they have To just wipe Humanity out and try Something else like it's been a you know Failed experiment I've talked about this In various videos okay so today is Thursday August

29th and um making this last voice over I'm going to put four voiceovers up in a Video separate video that's going up on Gratefulness meditation and the um you Know the backup Channel then this will Be the last video in the hund the last Audio in the 155th edition of The Journey series a Lot of drama going on which I'm not Going to share the details about but not You know with my direct family but Extended family um I talked about the Cancer thing and you know some of it but It's just um seems like a tumultuous Time in the world the election is just So bizarre and I'm covering that Extensively on my uh regular channel and So um this last the you know this last Voice over the dodgy truther sent me Something you know I just don't look at Um anything to do with heartfulness like I'm just over it completely like I feel Much better not paying attention to it But people send me stuff and and I'm Going to report it just as give my take On things when it happens but I haven't Looked at the YouTube Channel I have no Interest in it I've been watching a long Video of that um you know the Heaven Video of uh that was made by G jice and The people of uh you know European it's Covered of charges the European Gathering in 200 uh 10 I think it is and You know I've been watching bits and

Pieces of it just kind of you know There's a little bit of a reminiscence Thing here and so dodgy truther sent me This and I saw that I get an email On my backup channel it's the only it's A different email address and I haven't Blocked it there just in case I you know Want to look at these whatever's going On there and so right after kish's Birthday gathering that ends on September 29th they're segueing into a Yoga retreat which is paid paid Yoga Retreat right so so if you're like a European or American or someone outside Russian whatever these you know there's These different um population centers in Uh these foreign countries where they'll Come to a gathering right and that's a Good time to come Kish actually has the Best you know I don't know what it's Like in Ka but weatherwise I mean it can Be the monsoon season so that sucks it Can rain a lot so that's not great but It's at least cooler there right um you Know but not it actually gets pretty Cold in kind of like down to the 50s 40s Where a chedi never got below 70 And so you know it's um Anyways so people who travel from these Foreign countries are at the asham so It's more than likely that they're going To do this Yoga Retreat right it Segways Right into it so it says take week well Take one week Yoga Retreat with some guy

Senior yoga teacher to give you time and Space to absorb what you received during The Mandara and so this guy Looks like he's I mean I don't know what His relationship is to the mission but He looks like he's like a regular yoga Teacher right and isn't somebody who um You know like is an Abasi right if if That is like his he he does this as a Main job right and so um daily schedule Six hours and it's $100 6,000 rupees or $10,000 if you want food and Accommodation in the yoga dormatory ASA Practice chanting yoga sutras Pranama Kaa J Jetti Meditation and exploring Kan and so I Think the meditation is not the S Mark Meditation It's associated with this Type of yoga right open to non aasis Invite friends to enjoy this Serene Environment after the bandara and then It has Dody who talks about how in Reality at dawn bobi said you know cuz We start in the pantangeles yoga so Pantangeles yoga there are the eight Limbs of pantangeles yoga and the first Limb is Yama which is ethical you know There's these five yamas which are Nonviolence truthfulness Non-stealing these things right Nama has To do with um uh saying uh like being Cleanliness contentment so these are Like things that you do like uh um that

You do to sort of prepare to be a a yoga Person right you get ethics and morality And the art thing is sort of like work And and being clean and you know things Like that right physical things and then There's ASA which is covered in the ha Yoga which is postures ASA means post And so those are the the this is pontang Was Boby in a past life then there's Prana Yama where you move your Prana With Breath and Lai said to babaj G in the Time from my generation to your Generation people have become too weak To do Prada Yaba you know ly was not Doing sa Mar the way it's done now so he Would prescribe things like pranama but He stopped doing it because it couldn't You know people couldn't do it they were Just you know there they were degrading Right and then there's Prada har Hara Prada yarara I don't know and um this is U you're trying to detach from the You're detaching from the physical body And then moving into the etheric right So this is the the step into that and Then there's Concentration which is um number six Number seven is meditation and number Eight is Sade where you go into a deep State right a deep state of meditation Like you go Inward and you you know You're like um you're you're like asleep But not asleep and so um what Dody was

Saying in this video and I've seen this Video clip before is that bobi said in Reality at dawn that we started Concentration in the sajar method and we Get the other we have to absorb the Other uh F five Limbs uh Naturally and it was was understood by Everyone cuz Boby straight up said it in Various places and the people talk to Them about it and charge you that haa Yoga was not to be done and you know Some people did it like they did it they Were already doing it before they came Into SAR for health benefits and you Know the haa yoga all you know the other Five limbs of yoga you were supposed to Get naturally you didn't have to do them And one of the reasons is we have such a Short period of time so you know when um This was put out by pontang people used To live a lot longer like hundreds of Years you know thousands of years like This back of the mahab barata there's People lived a whole Yuga like 10,000 Years so like people lived really long Lives and people were completely Different like there was you know the There was a you know there was a level Obviously if they lived that long and it Was a different time like it isn't the Time of you know this is the caluga Where they're short lives and degrading Human beings and so there wasn't enough

Time to do all this stuff like you could Take years developing you know these Types of practices mindfulness type of Practices and then you could meditate But there was no transmission there Wasn't the method that's now given in SAR there was no yatra process you know Samade was it you go into a deep state Of meditation you would go into a like a You know uh uh You' go Inward and and Somati is something that you can Experience even in the first sitting It's not the end goal and that had to be Understood by people that pontang yoga That Babi was pontang and he came back He brought he came back with something Else you know or he was gifted it you Know he went through it with ly but what Babagi offered as a method in SAR was Far superior and these other limbs of Y Rajer Yoga were just supposed to of Staga yoga were just supposed to be like Natural Things like you were supposed to Develop your own ethics your own Standards your own character development All these things and ASA and Saar is Just sit comfortably you find a Comfortable seat so your body doesn't Interfere and pull you out of your Meditation because you're going Inwards and it wasn't supposed to be Like you went back after you started Doing Saar and started doing the other Yoga and that's what dod's saying it's a

Complete lie and anybody who's read the Literature and heard charie talk about It and people asked him and he you he Said we're not supposed to do that Because it interferes it's a lower level Of yoga and it interferes with the Higher level that's in the Sark practice Right doing stretching sure if you're Going to if you need to do physical Yogic stretches but don't do the pr Because that's not necessary you know There was a a time where when diaper Baba first uh came to the Gathering in 2020 he was saying pranoti pranama Pranoti is is a transmission that's Given and he was saying it like they Were the same thing pranti pranama and After dodgy had to kick the guy out Basically because he was just he was Hijacking the whole Gathering and my Brother was like coming up talking to me About like it's so weird like he was you Know it was it was strange and everybody From Europe and America was like who is This guy he's just weird and DOI kamash Had to come out and say yeah of course There's a difference between pranama and Pran houti but when you bring people in Who are you know are thinking their Thing is similar the same or better Whatever it is right and they're pushing Their own thing they're going to try to Hijack your you know your uh your your Stuff that you're doing right because

You had never heard of prudi no one had And very few people had and that's Transmission that's given pranama is Prana is you know the same thing but You're moving your personal PR with your Breath and ly said people were too weak To do that so they shouldn't even do it And of course bobi he said you know We're not even doing any of that stuff And they made it clear don't do it right Don't do any of these things because it Interferes with what you've what you're Doing in the Sark system and so for them To come in and say in this uh this email That you're going to do um let me see What it says here it is asaa practice um Asaa practice chanting yoga sutras that Was totally not supposed to be done PR Which L said people are too weak to do JL NTI which I don't know is that Crea Yoga which is I'm not sure what that is Some form of meditation that you know You've just been into a gathering of Bandara and you're supposed to absorb What you received and you keep on doing You know regular if you're at the at the Asham you still go to satson there'll be A satson twice a day or whatever it is Three times a day it used to be in in Chargie days but instead of doing that In the main hall they'll be having Something completely different and KES Is trying to say that you he's trying to Hijack and

Misinterpret he's not trying to he's Misinterpreting babaji's reality at dawn When it was clear by the other Masters This wasn't supposed to be done and all Of us know it like pretty much anybody Who's read the books and heard the talks Know that this was never part of it like Why wasn't it part of it before and he's Charging money and so they bring all These people in And then he gets these Europeans and you Know foreigners Russian people who are Already at the asham and what are they Going to do if the meditation Halls now Being the regular Sark practice they Have to do this thing right um and so Like it's it's bad like it's just Completely wrong and everybody knows it Like everyone should know this that this Is not what's supposed to be done that This was like said you shouldn't do this Like this isn't part of what you should Do if you're going to do it if you're Going to do stretches and things you Know it wasn't going to be part of sa Mark it certainly wasn't going to ever Be part of it like if you there's people Who did it there's this Romanian woman She you I'm still friends with her on Facebook my family interacted I think She did yoga with my kids she's a great Yoga person she does her own yoga thing Like she posts regular stuff on Facebook Nice lady nice person you Romanian and

You know she was doing this and I you Know I don't think I mean charie said Don't do whatever you're doing but it Wasn't part of the Sark system right It's just we do rajer yoga and you know We do a whole different our thing is Unique and specific to what it is and It's just forgetting about your body and The first five limbs of paneles system Are about your body and then you're Supposed to forget about your body in The fifth limb like you're learning to Transition into the aetheric and then There's the three etheric practices but In SAR it's you know it's something else Right and it's Advanced and it's you Know you go right to the pranoti which You get to transmission and then you you Know learn concentration in a sense but Really it's it's meditation and then It's somad but not really because There's a different kind of samat called Sah Sahadi but that's not the goal the goal Is to go through these spiritual yatra Points which is not covered in pontang Yoga because fantang was at0 one he Didn't even know about these other Points or if he did he didn't have Access to them and so you know Babaji Was far more advanced as babagi than he Was as pontang pangali was you know for His time sure but Babaji is you know Transcended all these things and the you

Know in terms of his what you know ly Brought him through these points and Babaji understanding the you know Documenting all these discoveries and Then developing a spiritual practice That was effective for modern day times And was sort of a tail Mary desperation To give people years and years of Spiritual you know millions of years Ultimately if you go to the central Region of spiritual EV evolution in a Short period of time because people are You know it's like a you know it's a an Intervention right and so like it's to Degrade it with this other stuff was Clearly not supposed to be done and it's A big pet peeve for this guy the dodgy Truther because he knows cuz people read The books and knows that this isn't part Of the system and all these people all These obasi are ignoring this when they Damn well know that this was not Supposed to be what what was done and It's also charging people bringing in an Outsider like he bring in diaper baba But diaper Baba is disgraced but diaper Baba was supposed to do that at that International you know celebration thing They did in last fall and you know so It's just you know I like I said I don't Need to cover this anymore because it's He's degraded it you know he's he's Violated this every aspect of the Sark Teachings and philosophy like everything

He's done everything in Reverse he's He's he's doing these things that were You know not supposed to be done and He's doing them and it's just bad like It's really bad um and you know at a Time where I mean like the if you look At the American election and you know Everything going on in the world right Now you know the world's collapsing and When Mar is so needed right now he's Degraded it right and specifically you Know his birthday sucks and he sucks but If you had a bandara gathering with the Master's birthday you would be given This you know what he's saying is the Best way to digest it is to do something That's not sa mark That's lower and and About your physical body and it's silly Like it's stupid you get this Transmission in these epic sittings you Know with Bob G talking about these Gatherings and then you have to digest What you received and doing a paid yoga Uh yoh yoga seminar is not the way to do It like it never was why didn't they do That before they never did that before Right they would just keep on doing Sark Sittings and you would go and you would Meditate and you would digest and Integrate all these spiritual blessings And you know the development that you Reive during the Gathering and that was What that was always the way and so to Charge people who are stuck there and

Kind of held hostage uh after his Birthday because they're hurting for Money and they have all these people There and so why not take advantage of Them and have something you know some Paid service you know but it's not Anything to do with Saar it's you know it's pulling you out Of the etheric and pulling you back into Your body and making it about your Physical you know whatever and so that's Just it's wrong like it's just 100% Wrong so anyways I just thought I'd Throw that in there cuz you know it was Sent to me and it's just it's all it's Everything that I've said in the past About you know the degradation of the System okay so I don't even remember What I said in the original voiceovers It's just I haven't opened this up in 10 Days um but you know it's been a Mismatch of uh voiceovers I've done some Of them went on my um in my regular Channel and then you know this is three You the end of this video the last four Voices overs are going to be on the Other channel which I'll you know for Those of you who are members and right Now the journey series is just for Members um you know like whatever it'll It' probably be better to watch it here But you know with the regular channel And I'll say that the beginning of the You know I put all this together um but

You know it's just wild right there's a Lot of stuff here and you know I feel um Well you know it speaks for itself only Spiritual Valley will save this world It's parado definitely point for the Apocalypse and the Ascension everyone Have a blessed day and be grateful