Denial

Okay greetings brothers and sisters Um today is Saturday December 21st the Solstice the date of the lowest light of The year um the you know the least Amount of sunlight winter solstice um Also apparently now it's International Meditation day for the UN I covered that A little bit one thing I left out is um In my talk about that if you guys listen To that other uh talk I talk about how There's a a guy who does The uh sjar meditation who's I call him The Dody truther he's an Indian Preceptor I think I met him one time um We were Facebook friends for a long time But I never really knew him and he is Anti the Kish Patel guy who um has taken Over and turned to heartfulness uh Turned to SJ Mark to the heartfulness Cult I call him the dodgy truther Because he's always posting stuff about How Dodge sucks on his face he's got a Whole Facebook page like a you know and Some of a following and whatever but he Wrote me yesterday as well um because I Talked about this yesterday in a Voiceover and reminded me that chargie Master chargie the third Master System Died on the 20th the day before the Solstice and of course dodgy who thrown That guy under the Bus as uh didn't even mention it right So there's the whole thing there so um This is going going to be the

Introduction to the 170th Edition to the Journey series as well as to a standy Alone video and I want to say that two Things About Um you know I talked about this recently How you know I finally am competent at Life like I finally like get it like After 60 Years and you know I realized it and Probably you know not 60 years but 50 in My 50s But I realized it like last you know Sometime last year I was talking about This in in a voiceover that like I'm Good at like cooking food I understand Food and I understand health and I Understand relationships right and I Understand like a you know I understand What's going on in the world like I Just even in terms of being a truther You know I understand the I'm reality Based about things like I'm not um like I just get it right and you know I'm Starting to die I'm in the death process Right I have 20 to 30 years left but you Know it's there's physical Decline and Mental decline right and you like all These things and like so um it's a big F You like To uh you know I I think this happens to Pretty much everybody like just it takes You so many years you know and the other Part that I talked about is when you

Have had past lives as a human being and Not everybody body does there's a lot of First timers here because of the vast Amount of Population but if you've had like lots Of lives and there are some lives that You lived where you lived thousands of Years because that's what people there's People that did that here in different Times and different you know there's a Whole thing about that I've discussed That you know in terms of about genetic Manipulation you know the people that Live now have been you know have short Lives almost purposefully there we were Bred as slaves like this is you know a a Generation of slaves but there was Different humans that lived much longer Lives in in different yugas hundreds of Years maybe even thousands of years in Some cases and you Accumulated skills and you know whatever It is you know it's it's like there's Two kinds of video games and I don't Know if the first one exist exists Anymore but there used to be video games Like the first uh Mario Brothers the first Mario video game in Which you had to start from the Beginning every time like you would have Three lives or whatever and you could Get as far as you could but you had to Get to the end of the game on those Three lives you when you turned off the

Game and start again you had to start From scratch right and then their video Games I think pretty much all of them Are like that now because they're more Sophisticated and and they're more timec Consuming we can start where you left Off even even if you you die and you Know again I haven't played video games In years but those are the two video Games and life is where you start off From the beginning every time but you Are going to accumulate various skills And tools and sometimes bad [ __ ] you Know things that you have to overcome You know what they called some scaras Like you if you have an addiction you're Going to have to deal with that in your Next life if you have addiction that you Don't deal with if you have things that That you haven't Resolved in this life you have to deal With in the next life so you have bad Things that you're going to have to deal With things that you're going to have to Overcome and you're going to have good Things that you've Accumulated that are there but you're Not going to get them immediately like You're going to be born an innocent Little baby and you have this you know Potential and you have this you know These things that are there for you you Know there's a uh a book uh I think it's Called the autobi the autobiog biography

Of a yogi It's by this guy um yoga Nanda and I didn't read it but one of The people that did uh the Sark system I Used to be friends with told me that you Know this guy wrote that when he was a Baby he knew like he had all this stuff That he already Knew and you know but he couldn't access It right and so you know you become a Parent and some of it's just biological And some of it's past life stuff but Like as a biological person as a mom you Get pregnant and all this knowledge is Kicked in all this you know extinct Knowledge I mean it's for every species Of animal that does some sort of Parenting you know some animals parent You know a lot of mammals they'll raise Their young especially the moms Sometimes the dads but they have this You know this instinctual knowledge That's there and then if there's past Life Experience then there's that as well Right and you're sort of absorbing and Observing your parents and you're Observing you know you're learning about Parenting as a kid so you a lot of it's Subconscious and you're watching it You're not thinking about preparing to Be a dad or a mom yourself but you're Learning skills right and you're Learning you're observing and all of a

Sudden all that knowledge that you've Sort of accumulated kicks in and so as You go through life you have these Experiences that pull from you knowledge And abilities that you didn't know you Have like I was never a good public Speaker and I was never a good Communicator in fact I was horrible at It like I just didn't express myself Very well I was introverted I didn't Really love talking to people and then When I did talk to people I talked Really fast and sometimes in real life I Do that and so for people who listen to My videos where I talk very slowly they Would be surprised at having a Conversation with me because I purposely Take my time You know people say that all it's too Slow but it's done purposefully and There's a level of calm and a level of Thought you know where I choose my words More carefully and the Cadence and Things is more relaxing and things to People and so um you know like it's just Something I learned to do and it wasn't Something I was good at before like I'm Very good at articulating and Communicating things now and I wasn't Before and it was something I had in me And I had no idea you know this Potential and it was pulled out by this Experience if I didn't make YouTube Videos it never would have been

Something I actualized it would never be Something that you know that I was able To do something with and so after all These years like I finally get it right I finally um you know understand life And you know I was thinking last night I Had trouble sleeping like I was in a Kind of meditative state And I was thinking like how I could do My life over right now with all that I Know and I would do everything so much Better right I just would be so much More successful at every aspect of my Life if I could start over you know it's A child you have these these movies Where people turn back time where they Become young again or they switch bodies With their kid or something like their Soul goes into a another person a friend Or a kid right like there's one called 17 again I think where some guy goes Back to when he was in high school or Something or you know whatever or goes Back to goes to high school is all of a Sudden made young again and goes to high School as somebody with all the Knowledge of an adult but as a 17-year- Old and the thing is you know you you Would be able to do it better if you've Evolved at all as a person you'd be able To relive your life and make better Decisions and even if they made the Right decisions you'd just be better and Everything right but then I was like you

Know it would be impossible possible for Me to do any of this stuff again like I Couldn't live with my parents right like If I everything in my life stayed the Same but I just was better at it well if I went back as a kid or a you know Someone in high school I couldn't live With my my incompetent [ __ ] parents I Me be impossible right like you're just Like I've more consciously evolved and Aware than they were when I was a kid Did in many ways they were really Incompetent and you know the food they Ate and the just the whole energy in the House and you having to listen to them And you lose control as an adult you Make your own Decisions and you're sitting through a Freaking day of school like as a kid or You know as a as a kid in high school or Elementary school or something it'd be Impossible right and so that's the kind Of issue like it would be so much better If you had all this knowledge but but Once you have the knowledge you can't do What you used to do I couldn't be Married to my ex I couldn't spend even a Minute with her like you know knowing What I know now you know these things Right all the things that you had to be In a certain State you I was in this Thing called the rahu period from VC Astrology where I was kind of asleep you Know I woke up when I was in my 30s I

Mean I not just so much like when people Say they woke up as a truther you know I Woke up as a human being you know in my Late 20s I just you know there was a Tremendous uh like a you know a thing That happened my Saturn returned Astrologically in the rahu there's a Rahu there's a vdic astrology and There's thing called the rahu period one Of my viewers just left a comment that Popped on my phone this morning that Said that that they were in a rahu Period someone who's studying that stuff And you know I was in a long rahu period That started when I um like I you know Was 10 years old and you know was I fell Off a tree got a concussion and when I Was 14 I started using drugs and alcohol Till I in my my 24 25 and then you know was in a kind of a A dead relationship with uh you know so Someone who was struggling not a bad Person but she was struggling with her Her own stuff and you know whatever and Then I just had this sort of a series of Epiphanies and I just my Consciousness Changed in my 30s and I started doing in The sjar meditation there's a you know All these things there was a a waking up Process right and you know it's once you Wake up there's things that you couldn't You can't no longer tolerate in your Life and whatever form of waking up There's different forms of course as

Truthers people have these ways of Waking up but you know in all this stuff Like I couldn't do the jobs I couldn't Wait tables again like you can't you Know the Maine aspects of some of these Things you have to go through like You're you know it's like you're in Prison in some extent you know you're You're so limited and you know sometimes A relationship that's like a prison and A job's like a prison and you have to Like dumb down yourself and and go to Sleep and be in a day self-medicate Right like I couldn't be in a bar like I Couldn't go to a bar like I couldn't do Any of these things I used to do with my Friends I couldn't have some of the Conversations I had I couldn't you know I mean I just couldn't live those those Moments those you know those long days Of underfunctioning and being around Like a low Consciousness type situation And so you you have this Um like this kind of uh I don't know What I call it dichotomy or whatever it Would be I don't know what this kind of Dilemma or whatever I don't know Paradox Something where you're would be able to Be so much better at your life but you Couldn't relive your life like I Couldn't start off off where I am now When I was a kid like just had to you You have to have a certain childlike Consciousness to be a child to deal with

Your parents to deal with school to deal With you know life as a a kid if you Were completely awake it would be uh you Know tortur torturous right and so you Know you have to be where you are To uh just like you know the way that You live uh as an awoke person someone Who's awaken to whatever capacity and There's different levels of awareness And Consciousness and the other piece to This is you know the sjar system of Meditation there is this idea that That's put out that even if you don't Feel good about your meditation or you Don't get what was happening and or it Doesn't seem to be benefiting you that You keep on doing it and I'd seen this Like you know when I first do it started The meditation and I you know didn't Watch much TV and there's lots of times They didn't have a TV but one day I Turned something on and I you know I Must had just Network TV it was on like The local PBS Station and it was this you know they Showed pictures it wasn't like a like a Real movie but it was like there was Pictures but some of it was um like they Had well well this is a story and I'll Give an example of how it was there was A a kid in China some Village and he got The ability to be a like a a sholin uh You know one of these Monks uh to take uh these uh you know

Kung Fu and studi the Kung you know Kung Fu monks and it was a poor Village and It was like a huge um like it was a huge Uh like uh like winning the lottery like And everyone in the village was so proud Of him and he went off to Study and they would show like pictures Of areas and then they would show like They showed him they made him Put his hands into sand like he was Pounding his s hands into sand and then He was doing all this other type of work Like just remedial work scrubbing floors And toilets and you know whatever it was Cutting vegetables and you know just Doing the basic kind of work that you Would do like almost like slave work you Know it's just sitting there doing it And then they'd have do some like Exercises like slamming his hands into Sand and doing other things and he was Like this thing's a joke it's I'm Learning any Kung Fu and so he escapes Like he like I I I get out of here he Comes back home and everyone's like oh My God here's the great guy they're all The whole village is like you know in Adoration of him and he's you know and He's quit and left and they're talking How great he is they're Pat him on the Back and they want to hear about it and All of a sudden he goes you know I'm a Complete Fraud and he slams his hands down on a

Table and the table cracks in half and He's like oh [ __ ] I I did learn Something right like he didn't think he Was learning any Kung Fu he thought it Was just like a myth that was just Something they did to like you know to Enslave kids and get them do this all This work for free or whatever it was And then he realized oh man I got to go Back right this is like there's Something to this and Sark system of Meditation some of it's like that like You're just uh checking the Box you know Doing your practice getting settings you Know doing all the things some of like I've had these huge experiences and Epiphanies and realizations and you know Knowledge where I've read the books and Or just you know from thinking you know There's there's things that I I'm aware Of benefiting from going through Cleanings you know what they call Cleanings where some of these Impressions and sub scars are um you Wear off as well as you know I can tell How I was a very low functioning person When I started this and you know I was I Mean my Awakening process happened Through the zaj mark system in various Ways and my Evolution as a person so you Know I'm aware of the benefits like I've Been aware of the benefits but like I Just know you know like I don't get Emotional anymore you know I don't get

Emotionally riled up like I see things When I watch the news you know I have Things in my personal life and I use you Know um a quarter Sicilian and you know Very emotional Family um you know my my siblings There's a lot of emotion a lot of you Know negativity in my family and it just As isn't there like I just don't react To things like I don't care about them And I you know study things every day I'm seeing the world and the worst [ __ ] Every day like you know and just and I've noticed like even the last couple Years like I don't have thoughts about Things I was having trouble sleeping Last night and I just don't you know Like I don't there's times I'm just Laying in bed and I'm just not thinking About anything I'm just I'm not asleep But I'm not there's nothing going on in My mind I don't have any you know Thoughts and you like I'm not I mean I've just watched some kind of Disturbing TV show called uh Eric which I'll talk about on Netflix and there's a Lot of graphic imagery and things you Know I did a little bit of cleaning like We do cleaning you know the of the days Impressions and I'm not even thinking About stuff you know I want to talk About the show a little bit but I was Just laying there for hours last night Like I had trouble sleeping I you took

Out I fell asleep during something the Meditation or something we did every you Know Friday night and like I just don't Have I just like it's just I'm a totally Different person like I'm you know I I'm Just like less um reactive like Sometimes I get angry but often times It's like I eat something that doesn't Agree with me and I just have a general General feeling of anger but I don't Have anything specific to be angry about Like I might think about Something because I am angry and then Get angry about that but it's almost Like just a shell of what he used to be Where I get angry a lot like you know I Just like all these things and it's Worked this th spk system is work like All these things have been cleaned out All these things have been regulated in My system my mind is much more under Control it just and like just you know Just go on off on its own and like when People have like some kind of you know a Loop where you hear a song and you can't Stop thinking about this song or you Know you're mad at somebody and you just Or something's going on or you're Worried about something and can't stop Thinking about it I can just like flip a Switch and not think about it like it Just not you know it's gone like it's Not even a thing you know when you Meditate you're supposed to treat these

Thoughts like as uninvited guests where You just ignore them and just you know You allow them and they you know Sometimes they're there for a little bit And then they just sort of dissipate but After years of doing the system like I Say the system has there's been benefits That I just you know just from from uh You know punching the clock you know Just grinding it out and it works away At of like a very you know just wearing Stuff down and just like you know and Things just disappear that used to be There undesirable things like you know Reacting emotionally things like it just Doesn't you know I can watch something That's kind of disturbing or you know Just all the stuff I cover day and day Out and it becomes just um you know I Could be intrigued by something I could You know be engaged and watching a like A football game or Sports where I'm like It's a good game and like I'm interested In the outcome and I'm rooting for one TR team but if that team loses like There's no I don't feel anything like It's just s right that's just what Happened still a good game and you know You know I enjoyed watching it whatever It is and it just isn't some big deal Like it doesn't like I get like you know People say they go kick their dog or Whatever you know I don't like you I Just don't have any uh like in-depth

Emotional responses to things where it's Uh you know painful there's no hatred no You know like I said very little like Anger that anger is usually something That's maybe like going on physically With me you know fear or these you know This is mild whatever it is is much you Know more natural these emotions that Are more naturalized in some way where They're minimized they're not Overwhelming they're not you know they Don't I don't get stuck in a place for Days or weeks or whatever you know any Feelings where I feel bummed out out Like depressed it's you know it's maybe An hour or so you know like it's no you Know low energy and things I mean more Often cuz I'm tired or whatever it might Be but I just like you know go about my Day and you know it's these things have All been regulated you know the with the Thoughts being the biggest one where Often times I'm just thinking about Nothing like I'm just staring at the Wall and then things come to me the Other thing is like I always had a great Memory as a kid and you know it's it Serves to be well here but now I'm Starting to have memory lapses or where I just kind of blank Out and if I just stay in that blanked Out stage it's like I'll hear something Like it'll it's like the memory is now You know like information you know I

Know the second Master System Boby he Was he to he had some medical procedure Back in you know rural India where it Was I mean going from whatever Traditional medicine they had ayic Medicine to modern day medicine that was Like so you know alpath medicine done Wrong right like back in the whatever And he had to go and be anth an anth Thesized I'm not going to pronounce that Right it's always something I struggle With and they use um like ether or Something I'm not sure and when he woke Up his shortterm memory his memory was Just like gone like his memory was never The same like or some kind of brain Damage but he would you know when he had To remember something he would just Connect to the aetheric world and the Information would just be given to him So he was like this he was in this state Of you know Divine ignorance where you Know everything that he needed would Came from his it's like plugging into The ethernet right to where you know you Can see this now with modern day Technology where you used to have to Remember you used to have an internal Map to drive to places and now you just Have GPS so you don't develop that Capacity but this something where he was Plugged into the Etheric you know the etheric universe The internal Universe the you know the

Energetic Universe you know what I call The ethernet and he was able to just Gather information I and I find it's More like that like I was going to talk Give this talk like I was going to say These things and then last night I was Up and I'm like what was I going to say You know like if I don't do it right Away sometimes I forget about all the Things I was going to say and I woke up This morning and I was just kind of Meditating it all came back to me but For that period last night I couldn't For the world to be remember what I was Like what I wanted to talk about today Like I couldn't remember any of it and So it just came back and so this idea Where my you know mind isn't working as Well my memory but there's more Connection to the Divine Universe where Information can flow freely and you know It's like I said uh it's a lot of these Things have developed Just by plugging away chck ticking the Box you know doing the meditation doing The system you know and just over years And years and then things undesirable Things have fade away and other hidden Abilities have emerged and it's just Been you know another way that the System has been um like I just realized This the other day like things that have Changed I was thinking about it's one of The reasons you're supposed to keep a

Diary in the system to see you know how You change you read the diary and you See how you used to be you know but I Was thinking about all these things how I couldn't do those things like I used To I couldn't my I couldn't have a you Know like I couldn't live you know my Life over again and go through all those Things again like I just couldn't like They're just you know I mean those Things were things I had to go through To pull out abilities and to evolve and Change and grow and whatever but I Couldn't redo them I just couldn't like Tolerate those you know a day in my life When I was you know years and years ago So my wife and I were watching this show Traders from Australia there's some two seasons from Uh England two seasons from America and we've watched the Australian One and there's the original show was Maybe done out of New Zealand and I Don't know if that's you have to read The subtitles but I if it doesn't that If it's you know they're not going to Speak in English but um but anyways it's A show that was based on a sort of um uh Like a game called wolf or werewolf or Something it used to be a party game Called Werewolf and there was werewolves and Villagers but in this game there's Traders and the faithful and some guy in

Russia wanted to show people how power Always wins having hidden knowledge Insider trading you know these things Right and so what the game is the Traders game is it used to like I said Used to be this game werewolf is that There's these group of people so they Have usually it's like 20 people and They pick three or four of them to be Traitors and the Traders meat Secretly and murder somebody you know They write down somebody's name on a Piece of paper and then the next day the Faithful come and try to figure out who The traitors are are and they Collectively murder or banish somebody Right um you know this is whatever you Want to call it the person's thrown out Of the game and so um the Traders are Acting like faithful and they're always Like oh I'm 100% faithful and so the First phase of the game and this is Happ We've watched four five seasons of this Already and it's interesting like There's different types of people that They pick and that you know it's a you Know it's a it's interesting to watch it From country to Country but it always goes the same way Is that the faithful have no Idea how to figure out who the traitors Are like you know and whatever well There's some you know they contrive the Show whatever they do you know on

Reality TV whatever way they edit it but There's always the same pattern it's Kind of interesting the faithful they Like they they're just going around the Dark and the traitors are just Manipulating the [ __ ] out of the People By murdering certain people that sends The other people into this we don't Understand who it is like you know They'll whatever they choose and the the So-called faithful a lot of them think They're good at it and they're [ __ ] Totally not like it's really hilarious Like that part and they just they think That they they're on to something and They never are right and then one or two Of them will pick a traitor they'll just Somehow Inuit it that this person a Traitor or they'll be good at it and They're of course going to be murdered So like anybody who gets good at Fighting the Traders is murdered and so There's like this whole dynamic and the Other part about it is what is the other Unfair part is that there's they're Gathering money they're working together To do these tasks to accumulate money That's in a pot and whoever's left at The end of the game is going to split The pot but if there's one Trader they Get it all if there was two Traders they They split the pot so if there's four People and of them are Traders they Split what the money that's left right

And so the the you know the Traders stop Murdering people when there's like four People left and then they have to decide Whether they think there's still a Traer And they have to vote people out right Um and you know if there is you know the Trader at the end they're screwed like They lose all the money right and so What inevitably happens is the Traders Turn on them each other because they Want all the money for themselves and so Then they start finding Traders because Traders start stabbing each other in the Back and they know who the Traders are And they manipulate the other people Into um you know voting off these Traders and then once they get a traiter The people are like oh my God we're so Good at this and they have no idea that The Traders are turning on each other You know when there's about eight people Left or whatever it might be so my wife And I were watching this show in Australia and the people were Particularly dumb in this show and one Of the traitors was a guy who was uh He's um he was a hostage that was taken In Somalia and now he's a hostage Negotiator like these people have these Secrets so they won't tell the other People because they know that it'll be You know people will um you know uh use It against them and like one of the Things that the faithful do is they'll

Be like you know they're totally wrong And they'll accuse somebody it's like a Witch hun and they'll go you know you're Too emotional and that's a sign of a Traitor and then then and they'll vote The person off and they won't be like a A traitor the next time they'll be like You know you're not emotional at all That's a sign of a traitor and it's like Completely random who they pick right Like you can't there's no these Traders Aren't people that chose to be Traders They're they're randomly picked at the Beginning of the game and you know but They all end up going into the dark Place and there was a like a young girl Who was was kind of a dits and she Wasn't um like she you know she was like A model and not like young and just and They murdered the traitors murdered two Traitors and so they stabbed their Fellow traitors in the back and Blindsighted him and so they pick this Girl to be a traitor and like she's you Know this just been going through the Game in a days no one's like worried About her and she becomes a traitor And they pinky swear they do the guy Wants to do it this guy goes this is Like a 45y old man goes let's pinky Swear that we'll take each other to the End of the game and so they do some kind Of Australian pinky swear where they Also suck on their thumbs right and me

And my wife are talking it's a good show Because we'll we'll joke around about [ __ ] that's happening and you know There's just it's funny there's there's Bits that are you know when we make it Funny and so the very next time they Vote people out the the new young girl Turns on her friend who like her best Friend in the game who's made her a Traitor and she turns on her and the Girl is voted out and she has no idea They totally Blindside her right and you Know some of it was cuz the people the The girl made a mistake like she said Something she she told the one of the People that somebody said something on The way out and sometime and the Traders Start getting arrogant and cocky and They start making up elaborate lies and Sometimes they get caught Ling and then They they're exposed right and so she Gets voted out and I and I say to my Wife it would be great if she Said so I guess a pinky swear doesn't Mean Anything me and my wife were like Hysterically like laughing about that And we started saying it in different Ways I guess I guess pinky swears don't Carry the same weight that they used to Right so it's a funny thing but of all The season so we're watching our we We're almost done with this season with Australia but the four other Seasons we

Watched a Trader one Trader cuz they Stuck a knife in their fellow Traders Backs won the money in every one of them And the American one is it's a little Bit interesting because they pick a Reality TV stars where the other Countries um England and uh Australia Just picked random people but they have Reality TV stars in America and they're Also you know because they're reality TV Stars they're not as much into winning As getting more exposure and getting More screen time so it's like that's an Added element in the American version Right but there's only been one season Out of four where the tra the faithful One and that was Because one one guy um brought a guy Into to be a traitor and then Immediately stabbed him in the back Because the faithful have to see a Trader's gone at the end they have to Think all the Traders are gone but the Guy got pissed at him and he said Something they're not allowed to rat out The other Traders like when they get Voted out if they've been stabbed in the Back they can't say these are the other Traders they can't do that like it's Some kind of you know a violation I Don't know what they do to the people if They did that but this guy said you know He wrote the guy's name down to vote him Out and he said this is my parting gift

To you and the other people realized That he was you know outing the other Traer and the guy scrambled and tried to You know make up you know excuses the Guy who was a traitor but he got [ __ ] At the end but had that not happen if The Trader didn't expose him he would Have walked away with the money right Because the Traders win every time Because having inside information having A little bit more power and having the Ability to you know orchestrate some of The you know the the the depopulation of The people and take out your Rivals by Murdering murder ing them without any Sort of you know um personal exposure You're going to win and this is the Whole point of the game like this guy Created this game to show people that When people had power but it's funny how When they take a faithful person who's Doing shitty at the game and not even Conscious and all of a sudden be they Become a traitor and they're really good At the game like like they suddenly have These abilities because they have now The ability to rig the game from the Shadows and you know how much they were Like oh I'm always going to be a Faithful and they're there're all There's this camaraderie ship amongst The faithful but as soon as they become Traitors they can't wait to stab the Other people in the back like it's just

It's kind of great and the way they've Narrated and you know they've edited These shows like each one's different Because they're they're done by country So it's kind of interesting in that way As well so my wife and I often will fall Asleep while we're watching TV and my Wife has been sleeping more so I'll be Watching something else it's often Times Sports I watch a a basketball game but I Also might watch you know shows and I Might fast forward through something I Might watch a movie where I fast through Forward through parts that are you know Might not be a great movie or TV show Sometimes it'll be foreign you know Something on Netflix but I watched this TV show Eric Benedict Cumberbatch what's His Name some whatever that actor's name is Um is kind of a genius he's like really Smart and and he plays these characters That are you know he's obnoxious and Rude and you know smart but like you Know arrogant and and complex he's just A really great actor but he plays a guy Who's you know he does puppets and you Know puppets are just evil weird like Just the whole puppet thing right like Where did that come from and you know It's a deception and it's just like the Whole you know uh he's he's on a kids Puppet show and then there's of course Like those um people the ventriloquist

It's just a weird thing it's [ __ ] Weird right it's always like some kind Of split personality kind of thing which It was in this case and you know at the End of the show um spoiler alert I'm Going to say the whole thing it's not Really I don't think worth watching I Fast forward a lot through a lot of Disturbing stuff but it takes place in The 70s and this guy's the creative Genius behind some sort of New York uh Puppet show that is um like Sesame Street but like maybe a little bit Better and they're singing and and it Starts off with this kid going to work With them but then they show a meeting With the um the other puppeteers and They want to change some of the format The ratings are going down and uh copper Batch is a real prick he's a prick to His co-workers and he's kind of Dismissal dismissive of his son who's a Good artist and his son comes up with a A puppet named Derk that's a monster it Has horns and you know it's a a blue Monster that you know whatever and he Said that that can wonder if it could Help his show and and Benedict cerbat is Not um you know having it like he's just Dismissive of his kid he's he's mean to His wife and he's an alcoholic it's Clear that he's an alcoholic like in the First you know so he shows him buying Booze and his kid is looking at him like

Oh he's going to get drunk again right This kind of thing and so his wife and Him have a really bad fight and the kid Disappears right um and you know so this Whole show is about trying to get his Kid back and he ends up seeing the Monster like this guy Eric and he thinks That if he brings his puppet to life his Kid will see it and come back cuz you Know he as the as the information comes Across that he had an interaction with The kid and the kid was like running Away from him right so he feel like the Kid was running away and the kid's Living in like some it ends up being That the kid's living in this basement Like this um this uh area the abandoned Area of the subway in a homeless town of Hundreds of people and he followed some Graffiti artist who's keeping them and Is kind of taking care of them but also Wants to make some money there's a Reward because Ben Benedict CER Batch's Dad is a real estate developer is Offering $25,000 of 1970s money right And so at the end you know B Benedict cuper batch like kills this Monster and he quotes tooy who was you Know on on a the show you know he gets Access to a microphone and uh like a Rally and his kid's watching in a diner Cuz he's kind of escaped from his you Where he was before and he said you know That everyone wants to change the world

But nobody wants to change themselves I Don't know if that's the exact quote but Basically it and that's from Tolstoy Right that part was like a good ending Right because it's something I talk About here you you don't change the World every want everyone wants to Change everybody else you know like I Was covering this thing with I going to Cover a little bit more of it with uh With Aaron roders and this you know this Beef that he's having or that these guys Are having with him this guy Ryan Clark Has you know something against Aaron Rogers right and you know the whole vax Thing the whole everything that went With it I talked about these other These other videos right and Stephen A Smith is going to threaten him I'm going To show you that little part and then I'll probably hopefully stop covering That because you know it sort of ran its Course but the issue you can see with Ryan Clark and I don't know if there's Brain damage because of it doesn't need To have to be brain damaged because this Is how people are you know people think That they can say things about other People and mask it as you see this in The truth Community you see this on the Internet that they're telling the truth About those People and when the some same thing is Done to them they lose it they [ __ ]

Lose it right you see it all the time Like people can't handle when people Treat them the way they treat other People like I'm well aware you know I Mock people and I say things and you Know if something's accurate like if Somebody says a comment to me that's Accurate you know and again why would You do that like I'm not asking for that Right like that's you know that whole Thing when somebody um critiques me or Criticizes me and wants me to hear about It like I I'm not doing that to other People like anybody I critique they can Find this stuff on the internet but I'm Not saying it to them I me a lot of Times I'm saying things um that are you Know um they're just in general like I'm Talking about Trump supporters but it's Not every Trump supporter I talk about Christians but it's not every Christian Right it's you know whatever it is you Know I'm talking about the whole and Again I'm not talking about the Christians themselves I'm talking about The the way the religion's been Manipulated but people get butt hurt Because they feel like I'm talking about Them right the second master of Sark System baby used to smoke a hookah it Was filled with tobacco jaggery just Unrefined sugar and charcoal and he'd Sit there and smoke the hookah with Great Delight like he was somebody who

He barely ate any food he just sit there You know holding Court in his you know His um rural Northern India House and Compound which was like a few houses his Dad was a lawyer right he was just a Baboo or clerk but he inherited this House and people would come and stay With him from different parts of India And then like hippies from Europe and America would come there other people And he would sit there and work on them Spiritually like one of the the Boomer Hippie that started me in the system Said like he would stare at a person you Know be reading their Heart Like be Looking at their like etheric heart and Then he'd smoke the Hooka and he'd look Up like at the stars or whatever and They'd look at the person again and then Smoke a little of the hookah and then Look at him again and then say very Lovingly now I'm on your case which Means he was you know helping them Evolve spiritually he was figuring out What they needed reading their condition Right and so he would sit there and he Would work on these people spiritually Cleaning their hearts and transmitting To them and you occasionally he would Answer questions and talk but every once In a while he would say something that Was like corrective but he look at a Person and say something to that person About something people need to change

Very vaguely you know not addressing Anyone but he was really talking to Somebody he wasn't looking at right he Was hoping that person would pick up and You know would hear what he was saying And change their character behaviors Like he would read something in their Character but he wouldn't say hey [ __ ] this is what you do and this is How you have to change it because you Know I worked as a therapist a counselor I have a master's degree in counseling And you can't do that right like as easy As it would make that job if you could Just tell people [ __ ] you can't do that Like CU people react to it and you know It's people react to force but also They're in complete denial I mean that's The whole thing that the reason there is Therapy is that people are in denial About their [ __ ] like they can't see It for themselves but but they can see It in other people and they can correct Other people and [ __ ] out other people Expecting them to change right you see This with Ryan Clark who you know was Accusing Aaron Rogers of being a Hypocrite and doing it hypocritically And lying about his you know his whole Reasons and like you know I cover this All the time like everybody on the Internet's looking to change somebody Else and you know saying these people Over here have to change or that group

Over there has to change almost nobody Says oh I I only can change myself but I Realized that in the beginning of my Spiritual practice that if I wanted to Make the world a better place which I Back then I did and now like I you know Yeah maybe you know I mean the Sark System iabi had said at the very least Don't make don't leave the world worse Than you you left than you than it was Before you came here you know have a Zero Effect like a Zero Effect but he Wasn't talking so much about Environmentally or you know any of the Things that people think about changing The world He was talking about one's thoughts and Energy and what you are as a person and Are you dumping toxicity and crap all Over the world which most people are Like just projecting hatred and anger And you know manipulation and just Twisting you know all the [ __ ] that People do right low-level behaviors and So like you em you this energy emanates From you and you you're like adding to The freaking the crap that everyone else Is putting out out there right and so You know I mock people here and it Sounds like I'm judging them and you Know I mean I'm kind I am but not really Cuz I don't care like it's just I see What I see and I just say it and I'm not Sure if it's right or whatever and I you

Know and I and I I think about this Thing as all being a show like Everything that's happening outside of My small little reality which is mostly My house and my room right you know and What I see on the computer you know my Window into the world is my computer Right Like I have Windows into the external Area of my house and you know the the Yard and the the farm I'm at and I go Out and I interact with people Occasionally you know once or twice a Week and then there's my wife and my son Who are here you know and I interact With them you know my wife the most but In terms of seeing the world it's just a Show that I watch either on the TV or on This you know this computer and then Whatever else is going on in the world And then you know being a part of a some Social media thing things where I look At occasionally and then people leaving Comments and just whatever and so that's My you know what I'm commenting on like What I see there but I'm not trying to Change it or saying they have to change Or whatever because I don't deal in that Having you know struggled with that as a Counselor and in my personal life but I Realized back in 2 back in 1992 93 right before I started the Meditation I realized all you can really Do is change your yourself like I had

This Epiphany and then right after that I started the Sark meditation which Helps a person evolve and change Themselves and you know if there's a Difference with what I do here you know I'm not a self-improvement person I Wasn't beforehand but I recognize that That's what my job is everyone's job is To evolve you know deep down in every Person there's a truth seeker and that Truth Seeker might have been killed or Might be suppressed right now and it's It with most people they're just they Can't even deal with their lives and if They brought truth into their lives they Their lives would explode and they Wouldn't have the ability to transition Into a new life like most people have to Be in denial and have to be in whatever I mean the first stage of anything is Denial and most people don't get out of Denial they're denying you know the Reality of their religion they're Denying the reality of their country They're denying the reality of their Relationships and if they confronted any Of the if they were able to push through The denial they would be you know Divorced and they would be without a Community you know they would have to Leave all these people behind that are More or less keeping them down you see This with every kind of group that People people are in some sort of group

And the group is keeping them you know There's this shared denial and if Anybody speaks the truth they're cast Out and so you know this is what happens On a societal level if you look look at Any saint or spiritual person I mean Look at what happened to Jesus you know You're Christians Jesus said the truth And they crucified him so I mean casting Out is one thing but killing people is And torturing them is a whole another Level to that right like it's um you Know when you're a truth Seeker you're a Threat to the status quo and just you Finding your own truth is a threat that Everyone else will follow you or copy You but almost nobody does and so him Saying this Tolstoy quote you you know It's a nice sentiment and it's kind of a You know good part of the show but the Truth is based in changing other people Right and so it's a complete lie because The other parts of the show are this so Every white guy in the show like he says Um Benedict cuper batch says at the end To his ex-wife who's been banging some Other guy and is impregnated with his Baby and you know is um wants a divorce And why they're looking for their Missing son Cast him out and he's basically living On the street like and he's he's Hallucinating and and drinking he's an Alcoholic and he says to her I'm the

Toxic one and then he confronts his dad Who has displaced all these homeless People and was a shitty father for him And let his mother medicate him and all These things right and he says you know He was scared of his father and he Realized his son was scared of him and That these white guys are toxic right This toxic Max masculinity and they're Very big on that because all the other Different demographics are represented Better and again I'm not saying this as A white guy you know I was saying this To my wife last night when I was a kid The white guy was always the hero the Women were his you know were like you Know were uh adoring the hero the white Women were adoring the hero and people Of color the you know Native Americans And you know the the Russians or the Terrorists or you know black people or Whatever it was they were always the Villain right they were portrayed Negatively cast in a villainous light And the white guy was cast in a heroic Light and I saw this as a kid and I Thought it was [ __ ] right like I Would watch the the movies The Westerns And I'd root for the Indians and I had Some past life association with Native Americans you know I just had this kind Of personality where I you know didn't Buy into the propaganda and you know I Saw through it and you could see that

They were you know this was the the Point of view of America and they we're Celebrating a a certain type of person You know a white guy but a certain kind Of white guy you know not a lowlife type Of trailer trash white guy which was you Know you know this educated sort of Harvard uh you know doctors you know Think about how doctors were always Given this hero narrative we know Doctors are you know I mean just evil Like in lots of different ways the ones That aren't healers because the system Is you know it's for-profit medicine and The doctors are um you know icky which You know I'm covered in my my other Video I don't want to get into that here But in this TV show there is a gay cop And he's old he's with an older uh wife Uh white guy who's dying of AGS and I Fast through it a lot of their [ __ ] Right cuz there's a lot of things I just You could tell where they were going With it I just didn't want to see it and There is a club that the kid like a a Nightclub where the kid walked by and The nightclub has a couple of uh drag Queens that are like the bouncers and Inside the club it's kind of hedonistic And very sexual and there's a lot of uh Gay there's a lot of gay activity and There's human trafficking and there's a Lot of these you know young boys who are Being sexualized the one maybe positive

Thing to the show is it really like I Thought because it was you know a well Done show in the sense that it was act Acted and produced well you know it was One of the better made shows but it was Full of all this it was so preachy and Filled with all these you know pushing All this woke agenda [ __ ] right um But you know I thought about the human Trafficking aspect of it and you think That there you know to understand there Are people out there who engage in human Trafficking either they you know they Avail themselves of prostitutes you know I had a friend uh when I was in college And we were drunk it was an old you know Some guy played on my basketball team an Older guy and like he was you know Probably close to his 30s and we were Like he was on my you know my we had a YMCA basketball team and you know a Bunch of us were out drinking and then He was maybe driving me home he was like The end of the night he's like let's go Fight some [Laughter] Prostitutes and I'm like no thanks you Know my brother was into prostitutes When he was in Vietnam and you know I I Don't understand it like I don't Understand how that you know paying for Sex would be something like it's just Not in my system like I have no interest In it and it would not be something

Where that would arouse me or something Where I would you know and I don't know Why people like that right and there's Just a kind of it's It's there's a Dirtiness to it as well right and you Know the fact that this person doesn't Care about you doesn't like you there's No relationship there you know I had Like a few one night stands in my you Know my existence really only kind of One and I didn't like it and it was like You know it just wasn't who I was like It was just something where you know I Wasn't into that like I made a you know And I wasn't a good person it wasn't CU I like was this great you know choir boy Like but there's certain things that I Just didn't you know appeal to me and I Realized when I was you know in my early 20s that if you're going to have sex With Somebody you better be ready to marry Them because of the possibility of Getting pregnant no matter what you do With Birkins control or not there's Always this Possibility and you shouldn't date Anybody that this is my thought my like I shouldn't you know this is how I Figured it out date anybody you weren't On the path towards marriage you know Regardless of whatever the the social Norms are because you know you're Engaging in a behavior which could lead

To a kid and then you're stuck with that Person for 18 years you know amongst Other things like that's just one reason And you know my friends would want to go To strip clubs and I just does like I my Brother wanted me to get a job there Like when I was in Atlanta and he had Contacts with people went at this place The Gold Club another place was a skanky Place I've talked about this in my some Of my other you know videos and the Stuff just like it was icky for me like I just felt very uncomfortable in these Places right my friends wanted to go to Strip club or whatever it was like there Was just a grossness to it you know they Have like food it's like women walking Around naked they have like some buffet Or something you know it's just like the Whole place is just icky and prostitutes They it's just something you know you're Involved in human trafficking if you're Involved with prostitutes and they're Usually you know these women are like Slaves off to pimps and the whole thing Right but then there are people who Actually deal in human trafficking and They take kids off the street and turn Them into whatever it is right and like I was thinking about all the [ __ ] up People I've known over the years now of Course some of the kids I worked in These treatment centers that were you Know sexual offenders and they were you

Know abused and they were part of the System maybe as they grew up they would Do this but I don't know anybody who Would human traffic in fact you know Some of the kids that were in these Treatment centers one of the kids um the There was two little boys and he was the Older brother and their parents Trafficed them they pimped out their own Kids like that was you know but I never Met them but I knew of them but other Than that like I don't know anybody that Would deal in slavery right like not Even close like I I can't maybe I did I You know it's something I didn't know About them but I can't imagine I've ever Met somebody that would do that but There's lots of people that do that and I was just thinking about that like Dealing in other people you know Especially young kids and taking kids Out of their homes and runaway kids and And then turning them into your like Property like there's over 28 million Slaves you know the whole slave thing That used to be like a a normal thing in Cultures all across the globe but people Still have the desire to do that and There's different forms of slavery and Exploiting other people you know but There's lots of people that are in one Way or another participating in it Passively without their knowledge They're participating in human

Trafficking right even in terms of legal Immigration and things you know and the These ways that people are paid less Than a you you're paying somebody less Than hiring a a citizen of your country But there's things in our system that Are forms of human trafficking that We're not even aware of of and we turned A blind eye to right because the thing I Said about denial so like in terms of That the show that the two good parts Was him talking about that you you know Everyone wants to change the world but No one wants to change themselves and Changing and the other thing was just a Realistic idea of human trafficking how Like icky it is like if you think about It right how gross that is but the rest Of it is so preachy so you had this gay Cop and he was hiding the fact that he Was gay and his boss and all these other People were talking about you know the f Word for derogatory term for a gay men Right and at one point he had a picture Some some one of the other cops posted Gave put an envelope and put it on a Bulletin board next to his you know Where he was desk was with his name Written on it and it showed him with his With his gay lover and it's it said the F- word on it right and so like they Were trying to show you how bad it was For home sexuals in the 70s and how bad This guy was being mistreated but there

Was a a black woman who also lost her Kid some years ago and she didn't get The kind of police support that this White family was getting so that was Another sub narrative and you know these Things exist right there's Prejudice and There's there is privilege and these Things like the stuff that people on the Right try to deny there's you know there Is White Privilege or whatever you it's Not what they think it is or call it in The liberal WL media but but there is Certain benefits you have to being a White person in this society and again It's not all white people there's plenty Of trailer trash type people who are Living in you know in poverty that are Disrespected I mean there's lots of poor White people that are they're suffering But you know there is some element of Prejudice built in the system there is This idea that people of color are less Evolved like that's you know where slave The idea of slavery was that these People were you know like less evolved They weren't they weren't on the level Of white people and therefore they could Be taken as slaves and that idea still Persists to some extent and there is Prejudice against gay people and all the Things that's out there but when I grew Up the idea was you know it wasn't Necessarily said out and out and it was Said in a more subtle way at times and

Sometimes there were people who would Just say it that white people were Superior and you know that was Reflective in the content the movie Content and these other people were were Lesser like you know like a subspecies Or not a not as uh you depending on the People was like whatever it was that Heterosexual white people were were Better and that these other people were Less than and that was the message we Got that was the indoctrination we got But now the message is that men in General have toxic masculinity white men Particularly and that they're the bad Guys and all the evil in the world is Because of them and their system they Created and they should be demonized and It's the same [ __ ] Behavior right You've just changed the demographics and Like you can't do that because if you're Saying that this way is bad then you get Rid of all this idea that one group is The problem and the other group are the Heroes and these are the villains and This TV show is so preachy in that way Like it's just across the board and it Talks about the homeless you know being Uh you know the there's the white male Toxic masculinity and how it affects the Homeless how it affects women women how It affects children how it affects gays How it affects the homeless and you know All these other demographics like all

The white guys are the bad guys the Murderers the B the bullies but going Back to this game the traitors you see When people get power if you give the Power to a different demographic maybe It's a little bit different but they Still do the same [ __ ] and have done This throughout history I mean there are Some great civilizations out there where People are cooperative and they're Living in a tribal situation and there's Love and you know Simplicity and Innocence and that that does exist but The people that aspire to power Regardless of their race or their their You know their sexual orientation or Their their you know their gender Whatever it is right when they get power It does a certain thing to them and they [ __ ] suck they just end up sucking Right and you can see it because people Aren't trying to evolve and change Themselves and everyone wants to bend The world to their will the way they see It and they want to support the people That they identify with in their Demographics and that's always been the Problem with Humanity that no one really Wants to change themselves right no one Really wants to make the world a better Place if it means that they have to Confront their own [ __ ] people just Don't like to do it I've noticed this For years and you know like I've given

Up on it like long ago like changing Other people like I have no interest in The people do benefit from I whatever I Do here and that's you know that's Because of them like they're you know They're good or special they're they're You know they're looking to change Themselves right the people are looking To evolve and change themselves which is Not that many people and it's it's only To whatever degree they're willing to Confront their own [ __ ] right but When you meditate and you look at Yourself you know I'm very aware like if I'm lying like you know there's lies That people tell that you know they They're not really conscious that They're tell in lies right you know they Have an agenda and they're just trained To lie to other people about that agenda Because they're they don't think they'll Be successful if they tell people the Truth like this Trader show is a good Example of that right where lying is Built into the game like the the Structure the social structure lying is Built into the social structure and People lie all the time right and are Expected to lie just socially you're Expected to lie to people like sometimes People ask you a manipulative you know Comment uh question like your girlfriend Or wife saying it's my ass fat like That's manipulative right because

There's no TR there's no truthful answer To that right like you could say you Know well for you for you particularly No I think it looks great like I like The way it looks right if that's true Then yeah that's great but every other Answer is going to be [ __ ] or it's Going to be considered socially Offensive right and so you know like There's and that's just like kind of a a Grosser example of this but within the Structure of any kind of um social Situation there are things that you're Expected to lie about at your job to Your family you know and then when you Start telling the truth you're Considered a bad person you know like You're throw like if you told the truth All the time I mean you know you could Learn to do it more subtle ways you Don't have to be brutally honest right But even in that like it in people There's so much that in our society is Built on Collective Agreement to lie Santa Claus and elfl in a shelf those Are examples of this you know all these Things you're just expected to lie about And if you think about it you go through Life and you you're condition to do this It becomes automatic and you don't even Confront it but when you start to Meditate and you start being a truth Seeker and you start looking at yourself Going oh yeah I'm being manipulative

Right now like I you know I'm saying one Thing but it's not the truth truth and I'm saying it to you know better my own Situation by manipulating others and People do it all the time and when you Do it personally and you're not aware of It like then you have to start becoming Aware of it like behaviors at least Being aware of it like don't lie to Yourself about it right and then you Know you can start thinking about Changing the way that you do things Think the way you think about things Like when you have an interaction and You process something in a way that's Deceptive right like somebody tells you The truth and it stings you know like People leave me shitty comments I hear They hear something that they need to Hear from me and it's a sense you know It's coming from God not like you know Through me but I'm just the vessel and They hear something that could if they Were able to do it the right way and Confront it they could change and be a Better person and I'm not directing at Them personally it's coming through me And what I say is true and on a level You know some level they know it's true But then they start manipulating the the Interaction and they fantasize that I'm Some sort of a horrible person and they Have to lash out against me either in Their minds or in a comment or both I

Mean certainly in their minds no matter What and make me the bad guy because I Told them something that they know to be True but they can't deal with it right And this is happening all over the place Where people hear truth that stings and Would help them if they could really say Yeah that's true you know in the way That I've my eternal World works and a Lot of it has to do with Sark system but Some of it's just how I am as a person That there isn't like things that people Could say about me that would Blindside Me right like I'm aware like how I Affect other people like some of my you Know negative qualities you know why I Know why people don't like me like you Know if they told me truthfully and they Were honest and they could see things in Me not things that they made up to make A character like put things on me that I Don't have but see real things that are In me and real tendencies that I have And they say you do this and you do that Almost never do I get a comment where Somebody really Nails it and I'm like I Know worse things about myself or I know The bad things about myself and you're Not even aware of them like you're just Reacting to your own you know your own Butt hurtness right that's the majority Of negative comments but let's say Somebody really said something that was Truthful about me I'd be like yeah

That's true like I'm not you know like I'm not going to be blindsided like There's lots of imperfections in what I Am and what I do like how I perform what I do and like I make the same mistakes You know and I I tried to alleviate some Of those mistakes and you know I'm Sometimes sloppy with things or whatever Just you know I've tried to alleviate Some of those mistakes you know in my You know my life or whatever you know When I'm cooking like I end up with like A ton of [ __ ] on the floor and like when I'm really working at that like Sometimes I'm just you know in a rush or You know I'm I'm busy and I you know I Just got to do it the way I do it but Look down on the floor I'm like like Holy [ __ ] right you know when I eat food Like I get [ __ ] out my like shirt all The time and if I could you know Sometimes I'll work to be more careful About what I'm doing more Mindful um but you know it takes a lot Of energy and effort for me to be like Not sloppy like it just it does like It's you know it's an added burden and Sometimes I just don't have that in me But I'm aware it's not great like it's Like you know is I'm leaving a mess and You know of course I can sweep and clean It up but you know there's all that Stuff right and I can see where it Bothers other people who are more

Meticulous and more you know like I'm Not would be a good person to be uh for People with OCD for example right it's Not a good combination but I have all These other things that are just there Right and if people said those things You know they can say it in a way like To make me less than people can always You know be dicks about it add their Little evil little judgmental piece of [ __ ] kind of your piece of [ __ ] kind of Thing right and so that's you know That's not cool but if people just said You do these things i' be like yeah I do Them or yeah this is my Tendencies right But most people can't do that because They don't want to look at it and they Think of themselves as perfect and they Somehow think that they're just better Than everyone else and so you know That's the even with the it really Exists in the truth Community because People get really arrogant when they Think that they're awake and they're Everyone else's sheeple and they they See it and you just [ __ ] don't and Often times they're on the most you know Remedial level of being a truther They're not even really truth Seekers And yet they're you lording over people Like people use the Bible as a weapon Because they think they're going to Heaven and you're going to hell and they Lord that over you like some kind of

Divine knowledge and they're just you Know worthless piece of [ __ ] that don't Have any relationship with God Whatsoever and like Jesus would want no Part of them like Jesus like please Don't use my [ __ ] name anymore bro Like you you suck like you know don't Even you're not with me like you you Know you pretend you are but you're just Using me as a weapon right and so you See this this existence where uh this You know this time in our history where Almost everybody's in denial and is Violent about you know is aggressive About keeping that Denial in place as Individuals and a collective and so Changing other people it doesn't really Exist and forcing other people you know Force feeding your views by putting it In a manipulative movie or TV show like People are doing now with all this Feminist and woke agenda doesn't work Right that's why Trump is President Right now I at least in terms of any Organic legitimacy to the elections it's Because people uh resist force and so The only thing that'll ever save Humanity is when people Embrace their personal spiritual Evolution and realize that there's They're full of [ __ ] and they need to Change that right like you know everyone Has to deal with their own their own Part of them that's a piece of [ __ ] I've

Talked about this extensively in my Journey series and things and you know And people just don't want to do that All right my voice is starting to go Here but I just you know felt this was a Necessary introduction let's get into The other stuff here so keeping with the Theme of Denial Stephen A Smith um I I showed you Part of this video in the first time I Covered this right and I didn't see the End of it but I getting stuff from this Guy Jason Whitlock who has a a beef with Stephen A Smith so like he had showed This clip on his show the end of the end Of this like I didn't watch the whole Thing because it was the same old [ __ ] from this guy right um but he Kind of threatens well he threatens Aaron roders in a goofy you know uh limp Dick kind of way here many many many Others who would do that there are paid Appearances in our business all the time That was not a shot at Pat McAfee it was a shot at Aaron Rogers okay so why why was a shot at Aaron Rogers so that let's get into the Threat here it was Ryan Clark Saying you got to be paid to go on with Your boy other people didn't charge Me okay so this was 100% not factual Because what Pat McAfee went on to say And I will listen to the the rest of his When Aaron Roger was was saying the

Thing about State your vac status Pat Mckae made it clear that he paid all of His people you know when he got a $500 Million contract from esbn he took care Of all of his people and he had already Said this earlier and Aaron Rogers was One of the big reasons his show blew up Because Aaron Rogers came by every Tuesday and it was when the vax [ __ ] was Going on and there's so many people who Are antix and were supportive of Aaron Rogers and they wanted to hear his side Of the story that you know they started Tune into Pat McAfee because of that and Then all the drama that unfolded that Was brought about by other people not Aaron Rogers right and so he said after He got this big payday he went and gave Aaron Rogers money and Aaron Rogers Didn't want to take it but Pat mcy said You know you helped make this show like You you're being on the show changed the Trajectory of the show and he gave him Whatever amount of money he gave him Right and then Aaron Rogers and they Said now Aaron Rogers isn't taking any Money from and he's just showing up Anyway so that is disingenuous and to Criticize Aaron Rogers for taking money You know when these guys are about the Money right Stephen A Smith said that he Was VX hesitant but he got it because he Didn't want to give up his money right So that's how much his money meant to

Him where Kyrie Irving who was a much Better person and was stood by not only You know Kyrie Irving said he did it in Part because you want to stand up for Other people who couldn't stand up for Themselves who were suffering the same Kind of pressure from their place of Work to get the VX right and so you know That whole you know thing that played Out there was um Kyrie Irving being a Bigger man who gave up $90 million like Kyrie Irving is the Pinnacle of this Thing whether it's stage whether it's a Scripted part that he's playing he is You know this is just all part of the Show which I always say sure but in the Show Kyrie Irving is the best guy uh in Terms of all this because he's whether You believe in vaxes or not he gave up a Bolt load of money to B to stand up for Something he believed in and turned out To be you know more and more right as Time has gone on right which Stephen A Smith admitted right so that is Completely false what he just said that This shot that Ryan Clark fired at Aaron Rogers for taking money and that people Interviewed with him and didn't take any Money there these are you know Pat mcafe Show was built in part by Aaron Rogers And Aaron Rogers did all that [ __ ] for Free he showed up every Tuesday for free And in retrospect after after pat McAfee's show blew up and there and you

Know Ryan Clark's show isn't going to Blow up right he's going to get nothing He's got nothing like I didn't even know He had a show like you know like his own Show right his own he's trying to do the Same [ __ ] that Pat Mai's doing but his Show sucks cuz he's you know he's like Whatever he is he's just remedial in This area where in Rogers is you know Embracing some kind of um a different Level of Consciousness that's not talking about Pat McAfee that's talking about Aaron Rogers so I think it's something that Needed to be said in the End it comes back to what I've said About Aaron Rogers on many times my man Ball and win because the reality is you Haven't won as great as you are you Haven't won the Super Bowl since 2010 You haven't been to the Super Bowl since 2010 And now your career is going in the Wrong direction based on wins and Losses they want you dial it back roll It back to next year with you and Devonte Adams here all next season and Beyond do Something about it bro show us okay so You know this is the problem with their This Dynamic this is the the culture of This whatever they do here this Sports Commentator First Take where these guys Have a take you know they have this

Situation where they have to come up With content and it has to be Controversial it has to move the needle And so someone's going to be a winner And someone's going to be a loser and Your career trajectory is you know Aaron Rodgers is again I'm not an Aaron Rogers Fan I wasn't an Aaron Rogers fan I Wasn't really a Green Bay Packers fan But I understand the Green Bay Packers As an excellent organization they've Always had you know they won the first Two Super Bowls and it's a small market Like it's you know I have some Connection to that area Wisconsin and It's not a huge City it's one of the Smaller cities and yet they regularly Kick Chicago's ass and Chicago used to Have a great franchise you know back in The the day before the Super Bowls Chicago and Green Bay had more Championships there used to be NFL Championship before the Super Bowl and Then you know that you that um the Green Bay Packers won the first two Super Bowls and they've been consistently in The playoffs and other small Market team The Pittsburgh Steelers you know this Complaint that this guy in my last video That Jeremy Piven gave that he wanted to See the Jets and the Bears the Jets and The Bears have done more to wreck Players and young quarterbacks in any Other franchises I mean it's just some

Bad franchises out there and you can see It starts with the owner but it also There's coaches and a general manager And they bring about a winning culture And there's these teams like the Packers And the Steelers which Aaron Rogers and And um Ryan Clark were a part of you Know they had an advantage just there Like you talk about privilege like white Privilege but in terms of football There's a privilege to be to playing for Some of these winning franchises and These champ these franchises the Pittsburgh Steelers hasn't um had a Losing record in forever right and so They haven't won Super Bowls but Aaron Rogers was a winning quarterback on a Winning franchise he went to the Jets Where the Jets have two quarterbacks now Uh that are um one guy's playing for the Vikings and the other guys playing for The Seahawks Gino Smith is playing for The Seahawks Gino Smith was almost out Of the league and he was one of the Highp pick draft picks for the Jets Years ago and um the other guy Sam Darnold who blew out of the Jets wild Back remember he was a guy that he was Playing the Patriots and he was seeing Ghosts right like you said to Bill Bel Defense was making him see ghost like he The think that he thought Defenders were Places they weren't because he was so Like mind [ __ ] by Bill bellich defense

The guy's now in a great organization The Vikings with a great quarterback a Coach you know a coach that's great for Quarterbacks and so the place that You're in you know Aaron Rogers then Gets hurt you know they have the whole Um the um you know the hard docks thing That happened you know they they were in This situation and they had another Young quarterback where they were um you Know that they racked the second round He was the second pick in the draft Whatever that guy's name was can't even Remember and so the Jets and the the Chicago Bears have wrecked all these Young quarterbacks the Bears are wck Wrecking a quarterback right now and so Aaron Rogers came in trying to you know To bring a winning culture to this Organization and he gets is kelles gets Blown out and he's old like he's not as Good as he was doesn't recover and the Franchise tanks right and they go off on Aaron Rogers because of his personal Stuff because of some of his Controversial views and it started with The VA right and so they all went after Him because of that and his play sucks Like he's not playing well but a big Part of his organizational and a big Part of his he got he's gotten old but These guys just demonize people I'll Show you the Giannis clip in in a second Let's listen to the end of this thing

That's what you got Left going after Ryan clarkk that ain't Going to do much for you that ain't Going to do much for you okay so these Guys all fired first you know Ryan Clark Said about Aaron Rogers he's a bad Leader and a bunch of [ __ ] which I Already showed you he was been telling This story about how Aaron Rogers Offended him you know Ryan Clark's a [ __ ] talker he talks [ __ ] and he was Arrogant and he's a prick and you know He he does these same behaviors so Aaron Rogers you know was talking [ __ ] to him Which Ryan Clark does and Ryan Clark has Held the grudge and wanted to physically Hurt him right they said that he want to Break his fingers and you know because Of whatever issues he has as a person Whether he's got brain damage or he's Just a prick you know whatever it is and So it's again you know I say this all The time if you're against the behavior Then don't do the behavior but when Somebody does the behavior to somebody Like you or somebody else that you like You know what I was used to mock people And I mocked Britney Spears and I had All these Britney Spears so she's she's Been abused and why aren you compassion Why are you a horrible person I'm like Okay did you say anything when I was Mocking Lady Gaga no because you hate Lady Gaga so don't it's the same

Behavior right and I say this all the Time you know I'm aware of it in myself And then everybody else don't complain About behaviors that you do right when They end up being done to you or Something that you value or you like Right like if you're not against the Behavior then you're against it in all Forms and so this is where he gets into The threatening part But remember that Aaron Rogers said Nothing about any of these guys he Didn't mention them by name and um Ryan Clark took it on himself to not just Talk about Aaron Rogers poor play on the Field which Aaron Rogers was Acknowledging he wasn't playing well Like he knew it that's whatever that is He called him a bad leader and other Things like toxic in a locker room even Though he'd been a part of a winning Organization and Ryan Clark said it Himself that when they were playing in The Super Bowl they were hoping that They would play against the Chicago Bears and whatever that Jake Cutler guy You know that old quarterback he became A reality TV star with some skank you Know one of those skank shows right and He um he was hoping not to play against Aaron Rogers because that's how great he Was right and so he must have had Something in terms of his ability to Participate in a winning locker room

Like you know all the things that they Said that they're critical of him he has To have something going on right but my You know my defense of Aaron Rogers Comes only because of his you know the Way he dealt and the way they did him Because of the VAC the same thing with Kyrie Irving I wasn't a fan of either One of them you know Kyrie Irving is a They're both great players I admired What they could do on the the football Field and the basketball court Kyrie Irving I mean his stuff he does Incredible you know I wasn't against him I was more of a I'm more of a Steph Curry fan but Kyrie Irving because of His stance like he went up from somebody That you know I I I was neutral on to Somebody who you know to me is like in Terms of what's available in this show He's a real hero because he gave up as Much as $90 Million to take a stand on something and Then a couple of things right and so you Know this [ __ ] that they're saying Here that Aaron Rogers picked the fight Aaron Rogers only said something about Their industry and these players who Become stars and feel it the need to [ __ ] on other players and disrespect the The locker room and you know unfairly Criticize people's characters and the People they are just to have hot takes And so that they can you know make a lot

Of money in this you know this kind of Media climate right that's all Aaron Rogers said very uh like he didn't Target anybody but Ryan Clark took it on Himself to get personally butt hurt and Whine and complain and then attack Ryon Rogers who he's had a personal Vendetta Against Since Aaron Rogers beat him in The Super Bowl because he's a sore loser You know and he's a baby right Ryan clarkk and I have gone at each Other in the Past you don't have a platform every day Like I do you don't want to go at at Ryan Clark this is this failed threat This guy you know first of all this is Again this total denial because you Don't have any power like this idea of Having a platform you know only people Who are afraid of criticism which Aaron Rogers clearly doesn't listen to this [ __ ] he you know he doesn't care About it like he's not like you know you Can tell he doesn't care about it you Know all of us have to deal with this That are on the internet like all of us Whatever level you're on you have to Deal with people being sucky to you and Going after you and hating upon you You're going to have haters and if You're going to say anything that's Going to be controversial you're going To get a lot of butt hurt emotionally Stunted you know denial based people

This the whole denial thing that are Going to attack you because they can't Deal with their own [ __ ] right and When you realize that you know that Their opinions mean nothing these are Like walking zombies and ghouls Stephen A Smith's audience you know he doesn't Have a lot of great truthers and people Who are elevated in their Consciousness Spiritual people watching his [ __ ] Right because it's remedial it's a waste Of time you know but they also have they Owe Their audience something and they're Lying to their audience right they're Misrepresenting things to their audience More than they are you know Aaron Rogers And these other things and they're Keeping Their audience plus they now are You know they're part of the gambling Industry ESPN and they have their own [ __ ] that they do gambling lines and He makes money off ESPN gambling lines And so that's also a part of it and These people who watch these shows Expecting to get an edge they disrespect These people or they you know they uh Encourage these people to uh you know Indulge in their gambling addiction but For the most part these are limp Di Shows and because people don't want to Change and people want to hate Aaron Rogers going to hate Aaron Rogers people Going to like him and Stephen A Smith Has zero pull right only in the Sports

World by people who listen to what he Says about them personally and get you Know get offended and I would be upset If he [ __ ] on somebody every day or Every time like he say he's spreading His [ __ ] on Aaron Rogers but if he Thinks he has so much power and Influence then he should get down on his [ __ ] knees and beg Kyrie Irving for Forgiveness for the [ __ ] he did to Him right because he admitted that he Was personal with Kyrie Irving's dad and These personal when these guys carry out Their personal vendettas and they Slander people you know which he's Threatening he's saying you know Aaron If you keep on talking [ __ ] to this guy We're going to keep on slamming you on Our platforms this is the threat this is This limpic you this guy was trying to Be arrogant and like you know a little [ __ ] man sitting on a a toilet of a Throne right thinking he's a King that is not a winnable situation For you Aaron Rogers in Fact it's almost as bad of a situation As it has been you going out on the Field on Sundays in the Jet's Uniform you might want to think about That yeah Yeah look a sad little man right like You know a lot of these guys are Frustrated athletes that sucked and They're jealous of the the athletes that

Succeed you a lot of these Sports Writers it's been a thing right they're Guys who wanted to play sports they Couldn't so they want to be a part of it So they do this and they become critics Like you know food critics are often People who you know wanted to be Restaurant tours or wanted to be chefs And they can't do it you know movie Critics are people who wanted to make Films but couldn't do it so they CR you Know these things right like they don't Give honest critiques because they're Not telling you you know the bitterness That's inside of them the failure of Being able to do and with the the Jealousy that's there and you know this All this denial that I'm talking about Right just friendly words of advice just Friendly words of [Laughter] Advice just friendly words of Advice okay so this was kind of a funny Thing this guy Yannis an an tupo an an Tupo [ __ ] I usually can pronounce it um Who plays for the Milwaukee Bucks He's known as The Greek Freak right you Covered him a little bit with Trump when Trump said he wasn't Greek Right um but he had this to say about The Media media works the day you beat a Team like today Vegas baby the buck are Rolling they're going to Vegas black

Check wow wow and the day you Lose they s they get him out of here Trade Janis and he's he has blood in his Hands and nobody wants him and he can Shoot and lick and blah blah blah bad Team with zero IQ like guys yesterday I Was the best play in the world because This that's his brother he's brought his Brothers to play on various teams and His brothers now is traveling with the Team and you know this is an accurate Display this is an accurate cycle of What happens in the media cuz Giannis um Won the championship a couple years ago He was considered One of the top two or three players he's Having an MVP season this year and they Teamed him with Damen Lillard last year And they traded a guy um you know a good Guard um whatever his name is I can't Think of it off hand but to the Boston Celtics and the Boston Celtics won Drew Holiday and Drew holiday is a great Defender and and Dame Lillard isn't so It looked like they made the bad move And it was based in Giannis kind of Pushed for some changes and so they Blamed him for their shitty year last Last year and they got off to a horrible Start and they were saying he should be Traded like he's a once in a Generational Talent like they call him The freak right because he's you know 7 Feet tall and he can he's got you know

Athletic ability that you know you just Don't normally See and because and this is not about Basketball this is about the media and So they said he should be traded who Could be traded and they were talking About trades Milwaukee Bucks aren't Going to [ __ ] trade him Milwaukee Bucks you know it's a small Market team And they've locked into a generational Talent and they already won a Championship but then they got their [ __ ] together they started to win and Now they're talking about well well they Just won the NBA cup and they might have A chance of being in the finals this Year they're certainly going to do well In the playoffs unless they have a Disaster and so you know the media Pundit when you're winning you're the Greatest person in the world unless they Find some kind of other story that they Can you know whatever but then as soon As you lose start throwing you under the Bus and you know this is why they're Losers because you know these winning Traditions these winning cities they Ride through the bad times and they Believe in their system and they don't Panic and they don't fire their coach Every [ __ ] 10 minutes and they don't You know they build the system they Believe in the system you see this guy Dan Campbell for the Detroit Lions you

Know people who are successful know that There's going to be down times and they Have to have faith in their system and What they're doing you know you know in My spiritual practice I know there's [ __ ] times right in fact more than Anything else and you have to just get Through those times like you're going to Get depressed you're going to feel bad And so the media people don't do that Because they're not concerned about Winning or losing they want a devil they Want somebody to demonize and for this Particular you know uh controversy it's Aaron Rogers but what they're doing is Just they're screwing their audience Over who is spending way too much time Thinking about sports that is just kind Of a remedial thing as a kids game right I mean the amount of energy and time and Money and the betting on top of it the Gambling addiction and then all the Seedy businesses that go around it you Know all the money that's involved and The amount of effort that a athlete and You know teams have to put into winning It has to be a un you they have to Neglect their families and spend all Their time just focused on winning Because you know everything they eat Everything they do the wayy they train You know the everything in their life Has to be pointed at this one goal Because the competition is so heated

Because there's way too much emphasis on Basically games that are more or less For kids you know when you get when You're in your 30s it's time to move on To something else but you know that's Not professional sports it's an Obsession and it's you know distraction Right from people you know in in denial Who can't deal with their own issues and Their own life issues so they look Forward to this social event they have Every Sunday you know I work with a guy Who called his football Obsession his Church he was going to church when he Was going to games and he was a Cleveland Browns fan and he was part of A fantasy football league and all that [ __ ] right you know it's there's no Value in it it's just a waste of time You know it can be entertaining I watch It to whatever extent I cover it here But it's just there's nothing here right There's nothing of importance like you Know it can be a metaphor for life and You can learn things you know playing Sports is great get you know learning to Master you know there's some level of Self-mastery and you know these things When you're a young person it's great to Build your physical body up I mean There's wonderful things about sports But you know at some level It's Just Sports right like it's it's capped off Like it's you know it's not the end all

It's not the Goal okay so let's go back to this dude To respond and you know he addressed me During that PSA on Pat mcafe he never Used my name but he mentioned obviously The lapel pin with my initials and he Where's the lapel pin he's had Handcrafted with his initials on Him right which is arrogant like there's An arrogance here right all these guys Are arrogant because they're Professional athletes and you have to be Arrogant you have to have an edge you Have to have a competitive Spirit you Have to be Egotistical it just breeds that you have To the competition you know you have to Want to win you have to have drive you Have to be you know an A type Personality right these are just parts Of it which is you know there are people Like that right and those people are Accomplishment oriented people who have To accomplish things and without those People Society wouldn't move forward Without people with lots of ambition so I don't you know there but it has to be Balanced out like the and humility as You get older has to come in right and There's a lack of humility here because He's wearing a pen which is initials Like what the [ __ ] right and you know it Was only after this guy see um Aaron Rogers didn't say [ __ ] to either one of

Them he didn't say [ __ ] to any of these People personally he criticized them for Wanting to be stars and throwing people Under the bus to do it and disrespecting Sort of the sanctity of the locker room And the Brotherhood of these athletes Who all struggle in these win you know The people who win and lose and making It personal like you can criticize their Football playing But this guy said Aaron Rogers was a Fraud and a bad leader because he has a Personal Grudge which he's not willing To admit now because he's a piece of [ __ ] right because he's you know he's in Complete denial of his own [ __ ] Right I think the part that rubbed me in A way where I felt like I had to respond Was the whole vaccination thing because I feel like he uses that to get those People who are of like mind when it Comes to whether it's vac vaccination Partisanship whatever that is to try to Ignore the facts the the fact see this Is the thing right but there you know You guys can't you know this is um they Both talk About the oppression of black people Right Stephen A Smith is not a big guy On that because he's he likes a wider Audience you know a bigger audience but They both talk about that and they're Aware of that right and in terms of Their political Focus right be and these

Typ of things and so you know if you're Against the demonization of a people but You guys went in on the VAC stuff Partially because of your personal Situation where you had to get it and Partially because of your corporate Interest and whatever your belief system Is and this guy fully believes in the Medical system because he allowed them To remove his Gallbladder and his spleen now whatever Happened to him in a football injury is That's [ __ ] up where they take out Your spleen your spleen is you know Where your reserved blood flow is right Like you have a like and I'm not sure All that much about the spleen other Than mine was swollen when I had Mono But if they take something out like that You know your tonsils and your Gallbladder they do things in your body And you're [ __ ] in certain ways right It's just bad for you but they do and I'm not advising people what to do but That's where allopathic medicine suffers But this guy beli Lees in alpath Medicine but the people who came out as They didn't get the VX were demonized And we know it it's like you have to be On the other side of that or put Yourself on the other side to see how These people were treated particularly Kyrie Irving and you guys jumped on him Because of that you can say well it's

Cuz he lied but it's [ __ ] because it Was it was you know fizer your your Sponsors and your handlers were part of That right and you know when you go After him and for you it's personal like You know you're not admitting that it's Personal that you have a personal beef With Aaron Rogers and this guy had a Personal beef with Kyrie Irving and Kyrie Irving's dad and you used your Platform to turn your audience and Slander the guys or whatever I don't Know if slander is the right word but Whatever you guys are doing there in a Disingenuous way and that's the whole Thing that's why I'm covering this You're denying your behaviors you're not You're minimizing your behaviors or Denying them completely and they calling Other people Hypocrites Right facts were That what he said was hypocritical the Facts were that he has an issue with People talking about his play in a Negative way when that's what the film Is telling us he didn't say about the Play he was saying about personal [ __ ] That people were saying because Pat McAfee in that show Analyzes the you know football content And play of people and when you can say People played poorly that's going to be A fact you're going to see it like just In the stat themselves he never once Said it was about to play he said that

You guys were talking [ __ ] about people And criticizing their characters and who They were not you know you saying they Weren't leaders or whatever you know he Is obviously old he is obviously Suffering from a returning from Achilles Injury and these other things he never Once said it was about his play you just Made that up and you're disrespecting Your audience because you're in denial Of your own [ __ ] so you have to make Up lies in a narrative that isn't true And rearrange the fact like you said Facts right the facts where he never Once said anything about criticizing his Play there was never any of that and you Didn't criticized his play I mean you Did but you made it personal you said he Wasn't a good leader and he was a cancer In the locker room because you would Talk to some anonomous sourcers in there Because you had a personal Vendetta Against the guy like be [ __ ] honest Right like this is the thing about if You're going to be out in this world of Social media then you know you're going To get called in your [ __ ] right You're calling Aaron Rogers on his [ __ ] then you better be you know Clear in your truth but these guys Particularly these two guys but these You know Sports pundit in General Stephen A Smith's like this they think By winning an argument Donald Trump's a

Person like this right they think by Winning an argument forcefully or any Other way you you makes you right and Having a platform having a louder Voice Or being able to you know lawyer the the Details in some way to to form a Narrative that you know is false but You're like Stephen A Smith was Threatening to you know go after Aaron Rogers on a platform you don't have a Platform but we do and we'll go after You well why don't you go after them now Then like you're only going after them What because of personal vandetta and These little [ __ ] little beef things You're doing right like this isn't you This isn't you go after the guy if you Know you you'd give him a break like Trump would get Hillary Clinton a break You know because as long as he doesn't Go after you but if he goes after you You guys going to have to go back at him Like if you have something to say that's Worth saying about the guy you have Already said it right this guy already Has a personal beef with Aaron Rogers And he created this circumstance because Aaron Rogers didn't ever name him until This guy went after him and you know it Like I know it Stephen A I said a Million times to you on your show I Think he's the best quarterback I've Ever played against but that doesn't in Any way negate what we're seeing from

Him now and then the but he's got old Like what when you retire he's just Gotten old he's gotten old and he's beat Up and he's injured you know and he's He's in a shitty organization like There's no [ __ ] it doesn't make him Like a bad person he didn't say that he Was playing great he never once said That right like he has more Interceptions and more you know he's He's on a shitty team that has a losing Record and his play is not as good as it Used to be he's gotten old like it's you Know he's in the retirement you know It's the question is whether he's going To retire or not he could could have Retired two years ago I mean that was a Possibility he could could have retired Last year he could have retired this Year and if not he'll retire next year Or the year after that but it's within The next couple years like and he's not Retiring because he's got a lot left in The tank it would be because he sucks Right which happens to every athlete so You know like covering him over and over Again saying he sucks when again he's Recovering from one of the worst Injuries in football on one of the worst Historical organizations at the end of His career like he had a really bad year And he had a broken thumb a couple years Ago he had one of his Worst Years and They're like oh my God he's playing so

Poorly yeah he's got a broken thrum on His throwing hand right like oftentimes Injuries are a factor when a guy's Playing bad and they talk about the guy Like he sucks like he's not you know He's like not trying right you know it's Just silly CU he played you know when You play sports you know what happens And you know what happens when you get Older you know it's like you know you're Not as good right And so that's not what this is about at All this is about your personal Vendetta And you couldn't wait to jump on the guy Once he did start playing poorly and This isn't about his play he doesn't Give a [ __ ] about that he said that he Said this was about you guys going after People's characters without any real Information and it's more about you Getting clicks or you having you know Corporate sponsorship the demon the Demonization of the guys who didn't get The vaccine is a real thing right you Know the Kyrie Irving thing is an Example of that the arrogance the Smugness the entitlement he dis you know For a guy who has a pin of his own name And you're talking about smug and Arrogance right like he wasn't mad again You criticizing his football this has Happened over his whole career all these People who are quarterbacks it happen to Every player in the the league

Especially ones who are faces of the Franchise and what Yannis Sant TMO said You know when you're winning you're the Greatest guy in the world and when You're losing you're like a demon you Know you're a devil like it's just That's what your job is is to create These you know these these polarized Narratives right but he never made it About that like so you know this is the Denial like you're creating something That didn't happen you're making up Something that didn't happen to justify Your actions and this is like again this Is a microcosm of the Internet it's What's really wrong with all these media Personalities because they create a Profile like crazy conspiracy theorists And you know trumpers or whatever it is And they create this you know liberals So you know in terms of Fox News and People in the internet and they create a Fictitious narrative and they put all The people that believe sort of in this Sort of thing you know in this Particular belief uh belief system they They put them all in one category like We're we're put in the same category as Qanan people as qes right and we're Nothing like cubies and so this is the [ __ ] I'm talking about and you know Any person that like let's say you are a Trumper and you go um listen to Somebody Criticize Trump and you get all your

Friends like the QBs used to do and your Little internet buddies and you go out There and you troll the people because You are you know that Trump is the hero And this guy must be a a villain and Everybody who's not with you is a shill And all that [ __ ] right like that's all Denial that's all this [ __ ] I'm Talking about you know when you hear Something that somebody disagrees with Your belief system and you can't hear it So you have to kill that person in some Way you have to silence them you have to Censor them and this is pretty much Everyone everyone's a piece of [ __ ] with This stuff they can't live that other People have different opinions than they Have right you got to go out and kill Them you got to destroy them and this Thing you know this is a clear Indication because it's so transparent Because the thing is Goofy it's about Like you know minor little pride Le Little you know belief things people Have about themselves Rights as a person when it comes to People who object or people who see Things differently than him I mean I'm Just tired of it and I'm tired of people Allowing why why are you tired of it What are you tired of they're tired of The fact that you can't see that in Yourself right you can't see that in Yourself that you got upset with Aaron

Rogers and soon as he you know had a Moment of like you know his Ender career Moment you chose that that opportunity To disparage his character and he called You on your [ __ ] without even naming You by name he called you as a like an Industry and you took it personally and You went after him again and he then Criticized you again and then you went On this whole you know rant that you did It's complete [ __ ] right like and it It means nothing because it has no power Like you know it if you don't care about I mean in terms of Aon Rogers Endorsements he lost endorsements as did Kyrie Irving because because of his vax Thing right companies you know abandoned Him and so like this is in terms of Taking money out of his pocket none of This stuff is going to matter he's going To retire and he you know he lost that He used to be a State Farm guy Aaron Rogers and those commercials sucked I Mean they're they're they're even worse Now you know it's one of the reasons I Didn't really like Aaron Rogers because Those commercials suck so bad right you Know they're willing to sell themselves For you know whatever these shitty Insurance organizations or whatever it Is right but terms of this whole thing You know this guy is saying he's tired Of it because you yourself engage in This right when you see things in

Yourself that you hate and you you're Embarrassed about you're ashamed of and You don't want to see and your denial of And then you see it in other people and You hate it in other people that's Called projection right look it up him To say whatever the hell he wants to say Whenever the hell he wants to say it Without in any way pushing back and so If you that's what you when he pushed Back on you like he he didn't say those Things Aaron Rogers doesn't go after People he's fairly positive with people Like not like you you're constantly Demonized I've seen this guy go after People's characters and you know be Insulting to player after player and People you know all these people and When he gets criticized he gets butt Hurt and he whines and you know gets all Aggressive right oh you know he gets all Like you know belligerent and like Adversarial when when they're doing the Same thing to him that he did to them Right and in a much more mild way this Is what I'm talking about in terms of Denial you can come for me and my Colleagues I can respond and I have no Issue standing 10 toes down on whatever I say it was hard for me to you know Push back on his right to clap at you RC Not about his game but when we were on First take that day you know you're very You're highly intelligent brother you're

Very selective with your words you know Exactly what you're saying you know and You mean yeah yeah that's right yeah you That's exactly what I that's that's me That's me yeah the hell you say and you Called him a fraud and and I want you Again Aaron Rogers didn't say anything Along those lines you called him a fraud And again you know you're a fraud bro Like if just like all these things that You're saying are things that you do and You're unaware of it like he's to Completely oblivious to it right and When it when the truth is put in his Face or whatever he pushed his back on It in a way like this is you know a prim Example of denial to explain expound on Why did you feel the need to go to that Length and based on you saying that do You feel like that gave him the right to Respond to you the way that he did this Is actually a good question by Stephen A Smith one first off he absolutely has a Right to respond to me in any way that He wants to he a grown man Stephen A and You know like if you feel some type of Way like you get to say it the same way I get to respond to him now what's Different about us is the things that I Say about him will be viewed from a Professional perspective right because You didn't didn't have a personal Vendetta against him like he didn't give A [ __ ] about you he called you 25 he

Didn't even call you by your name Like HE2 five and you got pissed off About that right and he you know there Was no and like that's where you you he Was dismissive of you he doesn't give a [ __ ] about you right I me you're Obsessed with the guy right you have Some kind of Vendetta against them bro Like just admit that like you know and Anything they says you're like no no You're the eye you're the guy it's not Me you're you're the you're you're the Fraud I'm not the fraud you're you're The fraud right I am an NFL analyst and So in responding to Aaron Rogers I need To be able to respond with facts I need To be able to respond fraud calling Someone a fraud isn't a fact calling Somebody a fraud is not a fact right I Mean if it was some kind of legal Situation you're guilty of fraud but Calling somebody a fraud like they can Be a fraud but it's you know it it's um It's not something you prove factually You can make a case for someone being a Fraud but it's opinion it's a quality of Being fraudulent right of being Disingenuous of saying one thing and Saying that you're doing this out of Professionalism but you doing it because You have a personal Vendetta that's Being a fraud and that's you know like You being a fraud isn't something I can Prove factually but people can see it

Like people can have a view oh yeah that Guy's a fraud like everyone can be Convinced of it right but it's not Something like you know a characteristic That's some scientific based fact right It's a you know subjective analysis of Somebody's behavior and it's opinion Based you know your opinion of somebody Oh that guy's a fraud that guy's you Know an [ __ ] right like it's not you Know an [ __ ] isn't something that's Definitive but you can have lots of People everyone in the world go yeah That guy's an [ __ ] and the GU yeah I'm an [ __ ] like you know you all Agree upon it yeah something different But it's not factual with things that Are true I can't just come out and Insult his fashion I can't just um you Mean you know because he consulted your Your your PIN you know you're calling Him a fraud isn't factual like do you Understand facts you're in the [ __ ] Media you're supposed to be a journalist Yeah you're a football player but you Have to understand the word fact calling Him a fraud isn't a fact especially when You have a personal Vendetta against it That you're blinded by your hatred for Him right come out and say things that Make zero sense like State your Vaccination status it to makes total Sense to the rest of us that you know he Was demonized for that Aaron Rogers lost

His he was in he was State Farm's Biggest guy and they got rid of him and Then you know the Packers ended up not Renewing his contract and he was was a Free agent they decided not to they Traded him to the Jets right because of You know he he fell from Grace because Of what happened with that and we all Know what happened with Kyrie Irving and All all these other people we know the Pressure that was there and so you guys Who cave to that pressure or just were You know people who are naturally shills Anyway and just agree to it and never Question it which would be your job as a A person who's seeking the truth to Maybe question some of these you know These the powerful indry that dominates Your life you know um him calling Aaron Rogers a fraud and him being biased Against him and calling that factual Like this is what I'm talking about Denial as opposed to Aaron Rogers saying If you're going to criticize me State Your vac status which you ended up doing Which we all knew you got it because you Work for ESPN Disney and theice Financial Association with um visor and these Other big Pharma companies so like That's a real thing there's a bias there You know I've said it myself about all These people in the media that they Should have a dildo like aiming out

Their mouth as they talk about these big Pharma things because big Pharma Supports your job you're making big Pharma money just like Aaron Rogers was Making State Farm money and so like him Talking about State Farm you know you Have to understand that he's chilling For them but he's you know in the Commercials right where you guys work For a network that fired anybody who Didn't get it and was fired anybody who Would have criticized it so you had no Choice there was never a choice for you To criticize it publicly or privately You know in terms of like a blog or Something like you were some kind of Social media thing you couldn't do it on ESPN sure but you couldn't do it Anywhere else right and Aaron Rogers and People who did were demonized by you and Your network and your cronies because You're all getting fiser money and so Like that's a fact bro right I can't I Don't get to do that I have to be Factual I have to be to the point I have To be clear okay that's not calling him A fraud calling him a slimy you know Like he was the one guy that lied it was Slimy because he you know it wasn't even A lie but as much as you can s call it Deceptive these guys are lying all the Time about injuries they're lying all The time about I mean football is like The Patriots in they they're spying and

They're all all that you know all the [ __ ] that goes on that's slimy you Called them slimy and a fraud and you Didn't hold anybody else to those Standards including yourself right and That's factual no I got to be factual he Just throwing out random stuff about VES And VX status but when I talk it's Factual even though it's opinion because I'm giving my opinion but it's got to be Based in facts and it's again this view Like the women on The View using the Mainstream Beast as an authority right It's that level of denial you I covered The view in my last video this [ __ ] That Joy bear was saying that pretty Much we all know so you know this is the People who are conscious awake and aware That the system is lying to us all the Time and people who are Shilling for the Beast and you're on that side of things Right you're on the power of the abusive Evil Empire and we all have to support The evil empire but some of you guys Don't you know don't reconcile or even Contemplate this decision that you have To you know do things that you don't Believe in based on an Empire that is Destructive and hurtful to other you Know everybody right all of us that we All have to support the Empire even Though we don't want to but you guys Love it like you never you guys don't Have a an issue with it at all you just

Go out there and shill for the evil Empire and then when you got called in Your [ __ ] you use the evil empire as A way to you support your inability to Confront your own hypocrisy and your own Weakness and your own fraudulent Behavior right right and then you call Other people those Daves because you Know like you don't want to look in the Mirror right and so yeah like if I call Him a fraud he can respond to that but You are a fraud if you're sitting on ESPN being paid by Pat maae who later Admitted that he pays him because of What having Aaron roders on his show Does for him I was in no way I ain't no Way got a problem with that but okay so I'm just going to end this thing but I To described this before that what Aaron Rogers was criticizing was these guys Looking for clickbait and looking to you Know pop on social media and pop on the Network by saying controversial things By throwing people under the bus and Going after their characters which they Need to do to you know fill the void and And make this show these shows Interesting they have to say Controversial takes which other people On the show disagree with because They're just opinions and they don't [ __ ] matter because they're just These Dopey [ __ ] you know ex football Players and and guys who never grew up

And are sports analysts and they this They have an obsession with something That you know is basically a kids game Right and like the whole thing is Meaningless right and then to um to go After people personally because you're Getting paid you're a certain P kind of Piece of [ __ ] right which Aaron Rogers Was calling out what he does on Pat McAfee is not going after people He's not critical of people he doesn't Name people he doesn't you know he Sometimes talks about like he went after Fouchy a little bit some of these things A very mild way Aaron Rogers is mild in The way way he goes after people but That isn't the same thing that these Guys do on ESPN and so he's not a fraud Like you don't understand the Distinction here it's it's not just Nuanced it's quite different okay so you Know again this guy always tries to have To have it two ways first thing he Saying is Aaron Rogers a hypocrite Because Aaron Rogers is doing the same Thing he's doing on Pac McAfee but then He says no I have to be factual and I Have to be concise and I have to be to The point and I you know I have a Different standard because I'm an actual Journalist well which is it then is Aaron Rogers doing the same thing you're Doing or are you doing something Different like you can't have it both

Ways right but it's just making up Whatever you want to be reality you know Changing the facts to fit your feelings All right let's get into the other stuff Here so for whatever trumpers that are Left here this is goes with it right This idea of denial Pete heg Smith is Going to praise John fedman and this has Nothing to do with John fedman being Praiseworthy or Pete ssmith believing John fedman is praiseworthy so it starts Off here So this guy's trying to tell him this Guy's trying to tell him you go this way Right this guy watch Him he's going to tell him you go this Way right here like this guy's pointing Try point to him you're going the wrong Way so they had the wrong Way Mr do you think you can get de Democratic Support it's so weird that just happen Everything everything about that was not Right everything about that was not Right and Weird next I mean this is how [ __ ] up These people are waiting outside of John Fed's office to find out how the meeting Went between the you know the uh hand Mentally handicapped and um you know uh Doofus professional doofus John fedman And a guy whose mom wrote a letter Begging the guy not to be such a piece Of [ __ ] womanizer who's now up for

Defense secretary when he's got Allegations of really abusive Behavior And the things that he's willing to Admit to being you know an alcoholic and A womanizer in his past until he found Jesus and they had a meeting and these People are just waiting outside to find Out how the meeting went like that's how [ __ ] up this thing is Right back Out okay so then he's like all right we Went the wrong way you know I thought you were getting the hang of This by now more time with the Press Wonderful he's independent minded um Defense as he's he's um it was a Wonderful meeting he's thoughtful and Independent minded the guy's got to look At his screen to have a conversation With you because he can't understand What the [ __ ] you're saying and Sometimes it's simplest things because He has whatever cognitive issues from a Stroke and he wasn't great before that He's a complete [ __ ] disaster and he's Like I mean he's one of my Joys here in The political world because he shows you How the government isn't going to Implode because somebody who can barely Function and is like completely damaged Can be a part of it but there's all These old people that I mean people who Are scile and office are President scen

You know like these things right it Shows you that the government is you Know it works beyond the personalities That are supposed to have the power Right but this guy If John fedman was criticizing him or What what did this guy probably say About John fedman I don't know if There's some tape on it somewhere but Somewhere like when he was on Fox News Did Pete heg say anything about John Fedman like probably did probably made Fun of him and so you know maybe he did Maybe he didn't maybe he didn't come up In terms of what he covers on Fox news But he certainly would have been Fox News is making fun of Federman all the Time but because fedman is open to this Guy's point of view and might vote for Him all of a sudden he's a great guy Right and all you guys who are Republicans and know that fedman is Unfit for office and you're trumpers and Now you see this guy who's a trump guy Coming in and praising fedman it shows You how [ __ ] fake this whole thing is Right I've said is not political National Security is important to Democrats and Republicans a great Conversation with the senator and that's All I'm are there any other Democrats That you talk to Great conversation with the senator has Anybody had a great conversation with

Fedman like do you see what he was on Joe Rogan and Joe Rogan had the peace Meal things together you see when he's On The View he can't hold a conversation He has to have a he's got to have a a Device between you and between him and The person he's talking to there's no Great conversation when that's the case Right like where he's got to have Somebody a device interpret what Somebody's saying and read what they're Saying and then even then he's he's Diffus and distracted and he has trouble Speaking and he's got all these you know Issues articulating things and so There's no great conversations with John Federman it's impossible the guy's like He's got cognitive issues right he's got Emotional issues he's depressed and These other things he's he's unconscious Right he doesn't know what the [ __ ] he's Doing great Conversation okay so I was going to Cover the orbs you know the drones and The orbs but Um you know I ran out of time here Because I did such a long introduction I Don't know if the story's disappeared You have to go look at my comments too I Haven't read my comments in like two or Three days so I could have to go do that And then um you know I'm going to take Some time off today Saturday and I my Wife and I are going to watch some stuff

And take a make an ear early day but I Just want to add one more thing you know Going back to what Ryan Clark was saying At the beginning when he was you know Upet Aaron Rogers invoking the antivaxx People and the people who are on the Right and the people who agree with them Because they realize this is a powerful Demographic of activated people and I Don't agree with their behavior you know Anybody on the internet that pounds and Pile on and Trolls but he knew like Aaron Rogers was invoking these people Because of it right and that you know They're a group to be concerned about And so if if you're thinking you're a Voice of the people or you're you know Connecting with the audience and you can Look at it like all the antix people are Republican trumpers but that's not the Case there's plenty of people who are Democrats who are I mean it a lot of This stuff for this kind of Health Care Came from Alternative Health Care came From the hippie movement food and you Know food and his health stuff and is Not a you know and many people in the African commun African American Community were antiva because of Tuskegee and other reasons and a lot of Them are becoming vegans and you know It's um are eating more healthy food and All these athletes have to take a look At it like it's it's widely known in in

The world of modern day sports that you Have to eat better and a lot of these Guys have personal chefs and they're Moving towards eating you know foods That are not the kind of foods that all Of us grew up on and specifically people Who are in uh Urban poor areas you know Poor areas around America not just Urban But where poor people live the food is Atrocious right people shop at Walmart And go to fast foods and things and so It isn't like something based in race or Based in political ideology lots of People are aware of this this something That people are resonating with with With Kennedy and then all the people who Are you know who were antia before and You know the people who are very provac Where are they now you don't hear those People on the internet anymore right I Mean those people have disappeared but This other movement still exists because Big Pharma you know so many people are Anti- big Pharma and anti- big Pharma Shills and so for this guy to come out And and say that he thought that was a Low blow like Aaron Rogers invoking this Mob of people when it's not appropriate Well he was demonized and that's what He's going to be seen as that's what I'm Commenting on this if he didn't get Demonized the way he was I would have Never been this thing would have been Not important to me I would have ignored

It but he was and we all are you know All of us who saw what happened and all Of us who suffered who were censored and You know ostracized and demonized and All the things that we suffered because We didn't want to put that [ __ ] in our Body right like all of us who didn't Want to make that choice and you know We're not forgetting the way we were Treated and all you shills that were Pushing for it not just for yourselves But came in with a hard cell and Demonized anybody who was against it and You guys are all part of that and the Sad fact in these guys reality is that They are on the big Pharma side of Things right because they work for Disney ESPN they're always going to be Part of these evil corporations right You know it's like these people in the Media that were shocked that Americans Were not pro CEO right that the Americans oh my God I can't believe They're they're sighting with Luigi like It was just ridiculous I can't believe There it's so horrible right the people On The View the [ __ ] on The View and All these people I can't believe they're Treating a CEO this way or they you know They're not they're not sympathetic to a CEO this is a man with a family like This kind of stuff they knew exactly how People feel that's why Trump's President Right forever legitimacy behind Trump

Presidency there is a major movement of People who are anti-government anti- CEO Anti-big business people anti- media and We're not into you like they most people Dislike you and you're a part of this Evil Corporation and just your Association with it it's a blemish on Your you know what people think about You and so that's always going to be There for you and you can't whine about It because you know you know you're in This situation where everybody knows That you can't say certain things lots Of things and you know for the people Type things because your um your bosses And handlers will push back against it You'll be fired and so your opinion is Not your own you may say it is but you You know and we know that there's lots Of things that you can't say or can't go There because of the those things and You know you you've taken the money like All right you you took you took the Money you want the position you want Your little emys and your things that You use to validate yourself and of Course money's great you know money's Money right so in the popularity and the You know I'm on on TV and all that [ __ ] That you get out of that and there's a Price you pay for it right the price Price you pay for Shilling for the evil Beastly system we have an evil empire And you guys are on the side of the evil

Empire and so you you know don't whine About it when people come after you for That because that's what you're known as You want to be on the you know want to Be an independent person be an Independent person you have a following You can make a living doing that you Know start your own podcast whatever I Mean do something you guys already are Doing that because you're trying to have It be be in both worlds but you're never Going to be a true um you know Alternative to modern day media I mean Stephen A Smith said he saw the writing On the wall that you know all the like What Pat mcavey is doing I whatever Stephen A is getting it ain't going to Be $500 Million and so what Pat McAfee was able To tap into a lot of it came from Aaron Rogers is from that you know this is What people want it's a Joe Rogan stuff And the rest of it and like people who Are sincere and can give their own Opinions unvarnished by corporate Interests and or even if they are it's Like a lot less than you get when you Work for ESPN or CNN and Disney and These other companies right and Everybody knows it like everyone knows Like like you're the dinosaur of the Past you you're the the modern day Dinosaurs and you're going to be you Know you're being uh you're you're going

Extinct you're being extincted by the Fact that these people you young people Want no part of your [ __ ] right they Want sincerity they want authenticity And you can't give that on your shows Right your Von shows where you guys F Fain fake outrage for [ __ ] that you know Lots of people feel the exact same way As Kyrie Irving and Aaron Rogers the Outrage and the [ __ ] and the Sanctimonious stuff stuff and shame on You [ __ ] that you guys do shame on you Shame on you Right how dare you how double dog Double Dutch dare You that was how dare you how dare you Breaking out how dare you dare anything You out but the bottom line is very Clear when you absolutely dare you sir How dare you how dare you be so flippant Man what we say how dare They that's just wonderful and so you Know this is just the sanctimony and the [ __ ] we're all tired of it and you Know again and the insincerity and the Lack of authenticity and so people who Have embraced that it's you know it's Gone the other direction right like People are realizing it's just [ __ ] And it's just you know like it's just Fake and there's no future in it and so Like they know this right they're aware Of all this stuff and so um anyways let Me wrap this one up here only

Spirituality will save this world it's Paul Rado definitely point for the Apocalypse and the Ascension everyone Have a blessed day and be grateful you Know just to go back to what I was Saying in the original voice over that a True faithful person is a person who Accepts everything as God's Will and That everything is happening for a Divine reason Divine Purpose it's hard To do right but you know some of us are Dabblers in that and work towards it you Know I always talk about being grateful Being grateful for everything is coming From God and you're getting exactly what You should be getting and there's no Victims there's no Pride you know this Idea of being prideful like what Stephen A Smith said that um you know 25 Whatever his name Aaron Clark was a Proud black man so without anybody going After him he was gonna have to go after Him what if the person was telling you The truth though like despite your race Despite the because he said there was Some especially a white guy going after Him that's what Stephen A Smith said but What about someone just telling you the Truth right despite your own personal Prejudice towards Aaron Rogers or your You know whatever attitude you have Because he's a white quarterback or his Position because he's you know he plays On offense you play on defense whatever

It is right whatever your your you know Your personal [ __ ] is you know the a Truthful person that's what I say about Truthers When the truth is told about you like if You are self-aware like you understand Your negatives like you know for for the Most part I mean there's things inside Me that are positive that I may or may Not recognize you know I might you know And maybe I'm a the things that I do do That are bad you know I minimize them Right like I excuse them like everybody Else I rationalize them but I'm never Shocked like I said earlier when Somebody says something that's Legitimate and I say yeah I do that Right Like if if 25 if um if Ryan Clark just Came out and said yeah you know I have Personal Prejudice and beef with Aaron Rogers and you know I know this is when I do these kind of things it'll give me More attention and it'll boost ratings And my bosses will be happy with me and You know I have to do those things and You know he's right that this is I like Being a star and I like the attention And and this is the price I have to pay And you know I have to go after players And criticize their characters you know If he just was honest about that right If he just came clean said yeah Aaron Rogers is right cuz he is right what he

Originally said but instead he he tried To divert the argument said well I do You know I denying what he does and then Saying that he does the exact opposite He's a journalist he's factual and all That [ __ ] that he said right when You know like you just be honest be Honest with yourself even if you're not Honest with everybody else like know it In yourself that yeah that's true what He's saying a spot on but when you can't You know you can't accept the truth and You go to exro extraordinary effort to Put up defense mechanisms and and divert The blame and deflect the blame and Gaslight you know this is all stuff That's um a part of the Arrogant uh Official story where we're the people Who are the noers were're part of the Official Beast you know we're part of The you know we're endorsed by the truth Because we subscribe to the the you know The beastly story The you know the the Official story and we're backed by the Official story so we're the people with The integrity and we're the people Telling the truth cuz look you know you Can't fact check me because the the Facts that we're getting are from the Beast and the Beast says this right but The rest of us who are beyond that see That you're like a you know you're not Only a shill shill and a sellout but You're fraudulent and you're lying to

Yourself right especially if you come From a demographic that has historically Been prejudiced against by the Beast by The evil empire and you embrace your you Know your part in that demographic and Yet you sell out to the to the very People that enslaved and abused your Demographic that you identify with and So you know all these types of things When you just can be honest when you you You understand what you have your own Liabilities you're not you know Defensive about it like you got just Accept your flawed we all are and we're Living in a [ __ ] world and a difficult You know we've been indoctrinated and We've been trained to do the wrong thing And be unnatural and all these things And those of us who are trying to work Our way you know through that and the Beast is still trying to pull you in and You know break you or whatever the Beast The system has to do to to people who go Against it or are or looking for a way Out of the Beast right looking for a Backup plan a plan b or something Different and so you know that comes Mostly from you know the Divinity within You and you know like I said you know For me personally the you know the Threshold for being a good person or Being the best you know rising up to the Highest level of human Evolution in terms of character and

Development it's that 100% of one's Energy is this is a s Mark teaching and The example was the sky bobaji and the Other two masters but particularly him Where he gave every ounce of his energy Every thought that he had every you know Bit of energy he went into serving God You know not letting his mind just Wander and you know have Daydreams and You know indulging and you know Indulging in you know things that were You know not part of his spiritual path And indulging in material life like we All do and you know which isn't a bad Thing but there's a higher level like It's not that that's horrible but There's a higher level where you you you You give up your your right to party and Your right to indulge and your right to You know have the wrong thoughts your Right to make the mistake and you just Do whatever God needs you to do you're Constantly in a state of serving God You're always asking God what can I do For you now what do you want me to do Now right just and then doing it right And then devoting yourself 100% to that Pursuit and that's you know the example In the Sark system and so that's a very High bar and I you know wish it wasn't That but it is that right like it it's What I believe to be that you know that If you're going to evolve to the highest That's what you have to do and you know

As much as I don't want to fully Embrace That and I have my personal struggles With it you know I understand that That's you know what's what human beings Are capable of and as you move forward On a spiritual evolutionary path that's What you end up being a complete servant Of God no you know self-indulgence Whatsoever no egotistical Indulgence Just a 100% commitment to serving God in Every capacity and every way being a Conduit for the divinities to flow Through you and working to uplift your Brothers and sisters as your service to God and that's the example that's given By these Masters in the Sark system that I've experienced right and so you know In all that like everything that Deviates from that Is just like you know I'm not doing what I know I should be doing right like I'm You know I'm not living up to that Standard and you know I can't right now Or I won't it doesn't matter which and Both are true it can't and won't but at Some point you know as you get older and You're mature and you you know you could Go forward in your spiritual path and It's possible to achieve something like That right but like all these Egotistical indulgences and pride and You know arrogance and you know not Wanting people to say [ __ ] about you It's all silly [ __ ] right things are

Either true or they're not and it Doesn't matter what anybody else says it Matters what's true it matters what you Are and what you need to do and we're All falling short to some extent most People are falling short in a big way And just accepting that like not in a Defensive way you know people who know They're like there's criminals and if You tell the person you're a criminal They'll like they'll try to physically Attack you right like they know that you They're convicted criminals and they're Horrible people but they can't take the Least amount of Truth You know they just they've they figured A way to rearrange their reality so they Think of themselves as the victim or the Hero everyone think of themselves as the Victim and and lashing out but just take Responsibility and you know lack you Know you get rid of the denial of what You truly are like good and the bad Because most people are really in denial About what they are in terms of their Negative egotistical Tendencies their Character flaws but they're even more Scared and More in denial of their Divine inner nature they're scared of Their Divinity with within them and That's why there's so few Saints because People are scared of what's best inside Of them even they're scared of the saint More the inner Saint more than they are

Scared of the inner demon and they're You know they're they're willing to Admit to their dark side but they're They're scared of the Divinity The Light Within them and that's why man humanity Is where it is only spiritual value will Save this world it's parano definitely Point for the apocalypse and the Ascension there would have a blessed day And be grateful